I deserve a spring

being alive is to have life telling you ‘ok now i will ask you to be brave. now i will ask you to be brave. now i will ask you to be brave’ over and over and over until you learn it & then have to learn it again

if you’re not paying attention to trees and how they sway in the wind then what are you even doing

It’s actually crazy how bad feeling bad feels

Imagine I was calm and normal about things

just found out you can do more than one thing each day. i was just doing the one

how was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing fun? it didn't look fun

once again overreacted and panicked for the whole day and it ended up being alright. no I will not learn and it will happen again

not to sound like a christian facebook mom but some of yall need to have grace in your hearts for the people in your lives or the people you pass once on the road and never see again like you literally need to stop assuming the worst of everyone and their intentions it is poisoning your brain. you can be careful and responsible without being a miserable person. it is possible i promise

honestly i have been responding to some of these replies at face value bc i do also think you have a duty as a human being to be nice to people. but if you think this post is scolding you to be nicer to people then youve already lost the plot. this post is about how assuming that everyone you meet is hostile and wants to hurt you is bad for you. it ruins your life and it is a choice you are continually making.

big loud incorrect buzzer noise that plays after every social interaction i have