It Shouldn’t Feel Like Love

forget that i’m anything more than an object to be used, make me squirm and whine as he just thrusts into me relentlessly, him pushing me into the mattress and pulling my hips closer so he can just make it go deeper.

Not because it’s degrading. Not because it’s humiliating. Not because you are less than me in any sense. No, do it out of care and affection. Do it as an act of service. As an act of intimacy. As a way to show me that in this moment you are putting my pleasure as the highest priority. That even an act like this you’d do to me. Not for your own pleasure. Not because it’s something you’d do for anyone. No. It’s for me. Out of care, affection, obedience, service and affection.

Start by massaging my legs and thighs. Start by kissing my crotch. Bowing down. Nuzzling my calfs. Vocally thanking me for this opportunity while I play with your head and praise you. We start this up slowly. Lots of caressing. Lot’s of kissing. Lot’s of praising. Until I lift up my legs and hips, lay down and give you the opportunity to worship. I expect it to start slowly. First you kiss my balls. Soft and gentle kisses. Then you start licking and kissing the underside of my balls. Spreading my legs for easier access as you nuzzle your nose and face against my sack. Inhaling my musky smell. Thanking me for this opportunity. As you let the smell of my crotch and balls sink into your face as a reminder of your act of service. Then you start kissing the inner thigh. Slowly and sloppily. Leaving a wet little trail downwards. Before finally reaching my ass. Here you softly start whispering “thank you sir” after every soft little kiss around my asshole. Planting loving little kisses around my asshole and all over my inner and outer cheeks. Enjoying my reactions as I lean back, close my eyes and sigh in pleasure and relaxation. You kiss my asscheeks nice and softly. Nuzzle your face against my cheeks. And then eventually start licking me. With a flat tongue you slide alll the wayy down from below my balls towards my asshole itself. Before swirling your tongue around the edge. Leaving wet kisses and sloppy licks before moving your tongue towards each inner cheek and licking nicely in circles. You do this to service me. To worship me. To pleasure me. As I lean back and unwind. You rimm and kiss my ass. Only praise, moans and sighs escaping my lips as I lean back and relax. Allowing you to give me the unwinding I deserve. Your hands caress my thighs, maybe even reach out to jerk off my veiny cock. While your mouth focuses on my ass. My asscheeks. My inner thighs. My asshole. Kissing, licking, nuzzling and oh so my much more.

so you ignore my moaning and senseless babbling, begging and whining as you devour my pussy. you lick through the wetness, fuck your tongue into my hole, fingers digging into my thighs. i close my eyes and give into the feeling. you edge me over and over, i don't think it's ever going to end. i need to cum but you just chuckle and keep going. i can't think anymore.

if i ever had any coherent thoughts, they have since leaked out of me. you sucked them out of me. i drool. and then there's a flick at my clit, and it's one too many, and suddenly i tip over the edge. and you pull away. you force my legs apart, you're so much stronger than me. my clit starts spasming. i am shaking as the pleasure you've been building up for the last hour gets brutally ripped away from me.

I kind of just want a blowjob

-> that turns into genuinely desperate cock worship

-> followed by my balls being hungrily slobbered on and devoured

-> followed by me grinding my ass on your drooly, moaning face

Making them spread wide for me so I can give them a nice hard spank between the legs before letting them resume what they were doing.

Biting their lip after a kiss to make them gasp.

Running your nails over them and leaving pink lines down their back to mark them before they go out with their friends.

Realizing that their shoulders look so bitable and unmarked and I'm going to change that.

Leaving a little friction burn on their arm to show affection.

Spanking them to express myself and because they're a good little thing who knows how to take it.

Having them hold their shirt up so I can slap their chest.

Pulling them in for a kiss by their nipples.

Challenging them to hold an ice cube on their chest until it's fully melted.

Bruising their ass up with my paddle so they can have a little of my pain with them every time they sit down.

Having them kneel on rice between my feet and randomly tighten my grip on their hair as we watch the movie.

Groping their ass tight enough to leave little marks.

“Take this cock in your pathetic holes”

Followed by.

Not because it’s degrading. Not because it’s humiliating. Not because you are less than me in any sense. No, do it out of care and affection. Do it as an act of service. As an act of intimacy. As a way to show me that in this moment you are putting my pleasure as the highest priority. That even an act like this you’d do to me. Not for your own pleasure. Not because it’s something you’d do for anyone. No. It’s for me. Out of care, affection, obedience, service and affection.

Start by massaging my legs and thighs. Start by kissing my crotch. Bowing down. Nuzzling my calfs. Vocally thanking me for this opportunity while I play with your head and praise you. We start this up slowly. Lots of caressing. Lot’s of kissing. Lot’s of praising. Until I lift up my legs and hips, lay down and give you the opportunity to worship. I expect it to start slowly. First you kiss my balls. Soft and gentle kisses. Then you start licking and kissing the underside of my balls. Spreading my legs for easier access as you nuzzle your nose and face against my sack. Inhaling my musky smell. Thanking me for this opportunity. As you let the smell of my crotch and balls sink into your face as a reminder of your act of service. Then you start kissing the inner thigh. Slowly and sloppily. Leaving a wet little trail downwards. Before finally reaching my ass. Here you softly start whispering “thank you sir” after every soft little kiss around my asshole. Planting loving little kisses around my asshole and all over my inner and outer cheeks. Enjoying my reactions as I lean back, close my eyes and sigh in pleasure and relaxation. You kiss my asscheeks nice and softly. Nuzzle your face against my cheeks. And then eventually start licking me. With a flat tongue you slide alll the wayy down from below my balls towards my asshole itself. Before swirling your tongue around the edge. Leaving wet kisses and sloppy licks before moving your tongue towards each inner cheek and licking nicely in circles. You do this to service me. To worship me. To pleasure me. As I lean back and unwind. You rimm and kiss my ass. Only praise, moans and sighs escaping my lips as I lean back and relax. Allowing you to give me the unwinding I deserve. Your hands caress my thighs, maybe even reach out to jerk off my veiny cock. While your mouth focuses on my ass. My asscheeks. My inner thighs. My asshole. Kissing, licking, nuzzling and oh so my much more.