I’m a full moon bleeder now and I’m not sure if I love it or hate it

I’m in bed thinking about my ex best friend and us walking barefoot together in the street and at the beach.. Felt such deep love in my heart thinking about how special of a person she is. Though we are longer friends and I have no idea what form she has been entering or closing. I’m still so in love with her. such a force. such a once in a life time kind of woman. A woman that heals your heart just by the way she exists. Her mind. Just so cool and so magical and so beautiful. I hope the right people can feel that with her and protect her and add on to her world with only a pure heart and lots of earths beauty.

I no longer day dream about you, I grieve the ways I’ve given myself to you.. I thank you along