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scaramouche/wanderer and reader is in engage marriage
scaramouche is cold towards the reader, And reader love him but he doesn't and they are argument now and then it went bad and then she have Hanahaki disease she doesn't told no one but it alright to late reader with angst
# Wilting Petals
*From Scaramouche's Perspective*
I never asked for this arrangement.
You sit at the vanity mirror, humming some irritatingly cheerful tune while you braid flowers into your hair. Everything about her grates against my nerves. The way she smiles at nothing. The way she tries to fill every silence with meaningless chatter. The way she looks at me like I'm something precious instead of the weapon I was forged to be.
"Good morning, Scara!" Her voice is bright as sunshine, and I want to snuff it out.
"Don't call me that." The words come out harsher than intended, but I don't soften them. Better she learns now what this is. "And whatever trivial activity you've planned, cancel it. I have business to attend to."
I see the hurt flicker across her face before she hides it behind that insufferable smile. Good. Pain is honest, at least.
"Of course! Maybe this evening then? We could bake those cupcakes you used to—"
"I never liked your baking." The lie tastes bitter, but necessary. I remember the first batch she made—how the sweetness had caught me off guard, how for one dangerous moment I'd felt something crack in the ice around my chest. "Stop pretending this arrangement is anything more than what it is."
I leave before she can respond, before I can see the way her shoulders slump when she thinks no one is watching.
---
**Three Months In**
She's getting thinner.
I notice because I notice everything—it's how I've survived this long. She's always been delicate, like spun sugar, and now she looks like she might break if someone breathes on her wrong.
"You look pale," I observe without inflection. It's a fact, nothing more. "Don't get sick. It would be inconvenient."
She laughs, but it sounds wrong. Strained. "Just tired! I've been working on a new recipe for—"
The coughing fit that seizes her is violent, desperate. She presses a handkerchief to her mouth, and when she pulls it away, I catch a glimpse of something that makes my chest tighten inexplicably.
Was that... blood?
"How annoying," I mutter, forcing indifference into my voice. "Go rest or whatever. Your noise is distracting."
She nods and flees, but not before I see her shoulders shaking. I tell myself I don't care. I tell myself the strange ache in my chest is just indigestion from her terrible cooking.
I'm very good at lying to myself.
---
**One Month Later**
"Why do you stay?"
The question hangs in the air between us like a blade. I freeze in the doorway, my back to her, and for a moment I almost—almost—tell her the truth. That somewhere between her terrible jokes and her soft humming and the way she leaves little notes in my books, something in me started to thaw. That I stay not for politics or convenience, but because the house feels empty when she's not in it.
Instead, I give her the lie she expects.
"The arrangement benefits me. Your family's connections. The political advantages. Surely even someone as naive as you can understand that."
"But what about—" Her voice cracks like glass. "What about love?"
Love. The word hits me like a physical blow, and I turn to face her with all the cruelty I can muster. Because if she loves me—if she actually loves me—then I'm already too late. I'm already lost.
"Love?" I laugh, and the sound is ugly even to my own ears. "How pathetic. Did you actually believe this was some fairy tale romance? That I would ever care for someone so... ordinary?"
The word 'ordinary' tastes like poison. She's anything but ordinary—she's sunshine and strawberries and everything soft in a world that tried to carve the softness out of me. But I can't take it back. Won't take it back.
She whispers "I see" like an epitaph, and I leave before I can do something foolish like apologize.
---
**Two Months Later**
The girl in the mirror is disappearing.
I catch glimpses of her sometimes—a flash of pink hair around a corner, the sound of muffled coughing through thin walls. She's stopped trying to talk to me, stopped leaving those ridiculous love notes, stopped humming while she works.
I should be pleased. This is what I wanted, isn't it? Peace. Quiet. No more of her relentless optimism chipping away at my defenses.
So why does the silence feel like suffocation?
I find myself walking past your room at night, listening for signs of life. The coughing has gotten worse—harsh, wet sounds that make something twist in my chest. Sometimes I think I hear her crying, and my hand hovers over the doorknob before I force myself to walk away.
She doesn't need my comfort. She never did.
(The lie is getting harder to maintain.)
---
**The Final Week**
You're in the garden again.
I watch from the window as you sit among the flowers, writing in that leather notebook you carry everywhere. Your hair catches the sunlight, but you look translucent, like you're already half-gone.
Something compels me to go to her—some desperate, clawing need I can't name.
"What are you writing?" The question comes out rougher than intended.
She startles, quickly closing the notebook. "Nothing important."
The lie sits heavy between us. Everything about her has always been important, even when I pretended otherwise.
For the first time in months, I really look at her. The sharp angles of her cheekbones. The way her clothes hang loose on her frame. The dark circles under eyes that used to sparkle with mischief.
"You've lost weight."
"I've been trying a new diet!" The cheer in her voice is so forced it makes my teeth ache. She starts to cough again, pressing her hand to her mouth, and this time I see it clearly—the flash of purple, the speck of red.
Petals. Blood.
My mind, sharp as it is, puts the pieces together in an instant. The weight loss. The coughing. The way she looks at me like she's memorizing my face.
Hanahaki disease.
She's dying. Of love. For me.
The realization hits me like lightning, but she's already covering it up, already smiling that broken smile.
"Don't do anything drastic," I hear myself say, the words feeling like glass in my throat. "The wedding is next month, and you need to look presentable."
The wedding. Our wedding. The one she won't live to see.
I walk away because staying would mean admitting the truth—that I've killed the only person who ever loved me by being too much of a coward to love her back.
---
**The Last Day**
The house is too quiet.
I know before I enter, before I see the letter on my desk surrounded by violet petals, before I read words that feel like they're carving themselves into my bones.
*By the time you read this, I'll be gone.*
My hands shake as I read her final confession, her forgiveness for sins I can never forgive myself for. She loved me. Despite everything—despite my cruelty, my coldness, my desperate attempts to push her away—she loved me.
And I loved her too.
The truth sits in my chest like a knife. I loved her morning songs and her terrible jokes. I loved the way she left flowers on my desk and notes in my books. I loved her stubborn optimism and the way she saw something worth saving in me.
I loved her, and I killed her with my silence.
The cupcakes wait in the kitchen like an accusation. Vanilla with strawberry frosting—my favorite, though I never told her. Each bite tastes like regret, like all the words I should have said but didn't.
In the garden, violet flowers bloom more beautiful than ever, and I finally understand what I've done. She chose to love me knowing it would kill her. She chose me even when I gave her nothing in return.
I fall to my knees among the flowers—her flowers—and scream until my voice breaks.
But screaming won't bring her back. Nothing will.
The flowers remember what I was too proud to say: that Blossom was never ordinary. She was extraordinary, and she was mine, and I threw her away like she meant nothing.
Now all I have left are her letters, her recipes, and the knowledge that I am exactly the monster I always believed myself to be.
The violet flowers bloom on, beautiful and terrible, a garden grown from love and watered with tears I learned to shed too late.
IM CRYING YOU GUYS ARE 😭
but...I love angst y'all I hope you guys like it I did this story a long time ago
synopsis | Five stages of grief because you could’ve gotten a better grade and how Kunikuzushi kinda helps you through it.
content | comfort
cw | the title
a/n | wallowing in misery, kms, i wanna beat myself up for my stupid mistake during my finals IT COSTED ME TOO MUCH
proofread | ❌
I. STAGE : DENIAL
“We really loved your language and the structure of your speech, but you were lacking regarding your second task which didn’t fill your required speech time. Because of that, we decided to give you 3.7.” the professor explained, “Congratulations.”
‘Are they serious? There’s no way I’m on the same level as that girl from the other class. I am deserving of a much better grade!’ you thought, faking the professors a smile and gathering your things to leave the lecture hall. “Thank you.” you mumble softly, closing the door behind yourself.
“How did it go?”, a familiar voice chimed in, holding a cold cup of milk tea against your cheek and startling you out of your thoughts. You looked over to your boyfriend, Kunikuzushi, who had been waiting for you for a while now. “They gave me a 3.7! That’s not… I’m better than that, no?! Surely they made a mistake?” you mumble to yourself.
A soft sigh left his lips and then you feel him flick your forehead, handing you the cup of milk tea. “3.7 is still a good grade.” he says, “Although I guess it is surprising that they gave you the same grade as the girl from the other class.” he mutters, not bothering to remember her name. He takes your bag and slung it around his shoulder. “Doesn’t matter. Let’s leave. I got a reservation for us.”
II. STAGE : ANGER
“I swear it’s because the professor hates me, she’s soooo- UGH, do you remember when she gave me a 3.4 because apparently I wasn’t participating much in her lectures? Then I put in more effort to be more vocal, yet she still gave me a 3.4!” you complain, angry at your professor and the grade you got for your speech and presentation, “I cannot believe it! It surely must be rigged, she was much more strict with me than with the other students!”
Kunikuzushi just listened to your complaints and anger, putting a piece of tempura on your plate. You thanked him, stabbing your chopsticks into the poor food. He was already used to your phases. “Eat more.” he told you, pushing a plate of your favorite towards you. He even asked the waiter for more of your favorite dishes and ordered your favorite dessert. “Not like you’ll be the one to pay the bill.” he rolls his eyes when you protested about the cost.
You sigh in response, feeling your anger simmering as you quietly eat more of your favorite dish.
III. STAGE : BARGAINING
“What if I take the exam again? I’m sure I would’ve been much better! Ugh, I hate it… I should’ve taken more precautions, I don’t know, read the tasks more than just twice!” you mumble, sighing as Kunikuzushi was driving you two back to his apartment. “If only I could reverse time…” you mumble to yourself, leaning against the window of the car.
Your boyfriend exhales, his eyes trained on the road while he spoke up. “You cannot reverse time. Just be happy you got a good grade, it’s not the end of the world. Besides, it’s one exam from hundred others. There will be times you slip up. Don’t beat yourself up for it.”
“Kuni, what grade did you get?”
“4.0.”
“You cannot be talking! It’s, like, you NEVER make a mistake, if only I could have your confidence and speak freely! Why am I so bad at talking?!”
It was clear to him that he did not get his point across…
IV. STAGE : DEPRESSION
Now that you two got back, you were wallowing in misery. You didn’t feel motivated enough to pick up the study material from last night and you certainly weren’t in the mood to watch your favorite series with your boyfriend right now. You just lied on the couch, groaning into the pillow about your imperfect grade. Of course you knew that it was still a really good result, but you had expected better from yourself, especially because you were confident that your speech was at least 4.0.
It didn’t help that a lot of others also got a 3.7, meaning your language skills weren’t as outstanding as you thought it was? But you did study a lot for his exam and you always were one of the best in your classes. Maybe your professor truly didn’t like you…
“Sit up. You’re taking up the whole couch.” Kunikuzushi spoke up and you reluctantly sat upright with a disappointed expression. Disappointed at yourself. He sighs again, sitting down beside you and placing a pillow on your lap. “Stop thinking about it. And stop beating yourself up about your grade.”
“I’m sorry… it’s just… I don’t know, everyone around me is doing so well. All our friends too, Heizou, Kazuha, Ayaka and you too! You all got a 4.0, I just… I feel like I don’t belong, like I’m not good enough to hang out with you…” you tell him, sighing to yourself again.
He frowns at your ridiculous thought process, before pulling you closer to wrap his arms around you, tugging your head under his chin. You accept his comfort, leaning into his embrace and closing your eyes to enjoy his warmth.
“Get that thought out of your head.” he tells you angrily, “What an incredibly stupid thought process, it’s truly laughable. Your grade doesn’t define your value. You know I don’t lower my dating standards for anyone and that includes you. I chose to be your partner, because you’re outstanding in other aspects other than your smarts.”
You hum in response, feeling a bit relieved. “I know… it’s just… stupid thoughts. I love you, Kuni.”
A moment of silence passes, but he presses you just a bit closer to him. “I love you too, idiot.” he whispers so quietly, you wouldn’t have caught it if you didn’t pay attention. At last a content smile spreads on your lips.
V. STAGE : ACCEPTANCE
“Kuni, let’s study during our break. I need to do better than just a 3.7! Next time, I won’t make a mistake.” you tell him the next morning, clearly determined to do better. Kunikuzushi just sat down beside you on the dining table, a plate of breakfast in hand. “You’ll help me, won’t you?”
“I’ll think about it.” he murmurs, biting into the crunchy toast. You gasp dramatically. “My own boyfriend is tired of helping me, I’m doomed! Do you think he’ll break up with me soon?” you ask him playfully. He scoffs, shoving a piece of fried egg between your lips.
“Shut up. Let me enjoy my morning in peace.” you laugh in response, chewing up the food. “It’s good.”
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synopsis | You've waited for him the whole night. Now it's his turn to wait for you.
content | hurt, angst
cw | implied accident
taglist | @aruatsu, @nan0ka
a/n | I cried while writing this. But it's kinda rushed lol
HOW DID THIS ALL HAPPEN? Right. He was mad at you. For some unknown reason. But he really needs to suck it up. Being a boyfriend means to commit to a relationship with someone you love, after all. That's what you told your boyfriend, Scaramouche.
He was being petty again. You asked him what he wants to do for your one year anniversary. But he called it stupid, saying that he'll be busy anyways. So you argued with him, telling him that you two should do something nice for a change. He didn't like that and now he's been giving you the silent treatment.
Despite his attitude, you decide to plan a nice dinner at his favorite restaurant. You wanted to surprise him. Despite the argument, you still love him and just letting your anniversary day pass like any other day didn't sit right with you.
You knew he'd be hanging out with a few friends on the day. Having all morning to yourself, you went to pick up the present you had someone made. Two promise rings, one for him and one for you. Then off you went to the restaurant, calling him on the way, hoping he'd pick up.
It seems like he was still giving you the silent treatment. So you left a text, telling him that you're waiting for him at his favorite restaurant and that you had a present. You made sure to call him and leave a voicemail.
Now it's been two hours. You're sitting at the table. Alone. You haven't ordered anything yet and the waitress was giving you the pity stare. He didn't show up. But he also didn't leave a message. Maybe something happened to him? You had tried calling him several times, but he didn't pick up.
Either he was busy and didn't look at his phone or he was in a difficult situation. You hoped for the former. He'd... never just ditch you, right?
Another hour passed and you figured that he probably wasn't going to show up. Did he really not want to show up to your anniversary? Was he purposefully ignoring you? You frown at the thought, leaving the building and getting into the car.
You were hungry, but at the same time, you had no appetite. So you start the engine, trying to call him, hoping he'd pick up. Tears pricked your eyes as you were overthinking again. Bad thoughts nagging at your conscience.
Your eyes were blurry, so you quickly wiped them with your sleeve. That's when you saw a bright white light...
Scaramouche has been busy hanging out with friends the whole day. After the day out, they decided to hangout at his friend's place. He got your calls and he was a little bit irked by all the ringing. He still didn't want to talk to you. Not until you admit that he's right.
He turned his phone off and placed it on the table, focusing on the present. He'll worry about this later when he got home. He'll talk to you when he has the time.
He just didn't know how much he'll regret thinking that.
"Hey Scara, I know we had an argument, buuuut you should let me show you the magic of our first anniversary day! It's really fun and I'll prove it to you. Can you meet me at your favorite restaurant today at 8 PM?"
"Hey Scara! Please pick up your phone and tell me you're on your way... please. I've been waiting for half an hour and I'm really getting hungry. You don't want me to eat Shimi Chazuke without you, do you?"
"Hey... it's been almost two hours. Can you send me a message? The waitress is giving me that pity look you know I hate. It's fine if you're a bit late... the restaurant closes at eleven though, so come at least an hour prior."
"Hey love, I know you're mad at me, but I want to make it up to you alright? It's 10:28 PM right now... I don't know what's wrong, but please send me a text... I just want to know that you're alright and that nothing happened. And please tell me if you'll make it..."
"Can we stop fighting please? Can you stop being so petty for once, I—!" a pause followed, "I have a present for you. A promise ring. I'll... I'm waiting for you. To stop being mad at me so that we go back to normal again. I don't care about this stupid anniversary. Please just... let us make up. I waited for three hours in there and I'll wait longer until you can forgive me. Just please give me a sign. I love y—"
beep beep beep...
A small water drop lands on the back of your hand as he stands by your bed, gazing down at you with empty eyes. All this white around you is making him sick in the stomach. White... it suits you... just not in this setting.
"I'll wait for you too. So please wake up."
He takes the small box on the nightstand and opens it, revealing two rings. Clenching it in the palm of his hand, he decides to slide one of the rings on his finger, gazing at it while thinking about your words.
He takes your hand and gently slides it onto your scared digit as well, intertwining your fingers together, he squeezes your hand.
synopsis | Kunikuzushi loves the most simplest things about you.
content | fluff
cw | none
a/c | Wanderer x MEGA COFEE Collab
taglist | @nan0ka, @aruatsu
a/n | I'm alive... and I'll post this before having to disappear again 👍🏻
KUNIKUZUSHI LOVES YOU DEARLY. He loves just about everything about you, everything down to the simplest of things. It's been a while since you two moved in together and he noticed a few quirks that makes him adore you even more. There are thousands of traits he could list if someone were to ask him, so here are a few examples.
YOUR SCENT. The way you wear your perfume on your neck or wrist, the way you put on that nice scent. Even though you don't notice it, he's glad that he gets to see you prepare yourself for your date. Although he did insist on liking your natural scent, whenever you spray on one of the many perfumes he told you he likes, his heart beats faster knowing you're doing this for him.
"Are you done?" he asked you, walking into your shared bedroom when he saw you spray a bit of that lovely fragrance on your wrist and spreading it around your neck. You turn around after you finished up. "Yup! Let's go?"
He was quite literally in a trance just watching you with adoring eyes, before quickly snapping out of it when you walked closer and he got a whiff of the perfume. "Is it the one with lavender?" Kunikuzushi asks you to which you nod.
"Yeah, it is. You said you liked that one, no?" you question him to jog your memory. "Mhm. I like it a lot..." he mumbles softly, taking your hand so you two could finally head out.
SIMPLE THINGS YOU SAY. Every time you say sweet things in a simple manner, adoration swirls in his eyes and he swears you know what you're doing to him. It feels like you're purposely teasing him. And you definitely do that subconsciously.
"You're really pretty..." you mumble out loud while staring at his face. He's been studying a lot recently and you've been keeping him company by sitting opposite of him. You couldn't help but stare at his fair complexion. A smooth baby face with little to no imperfections.
Simple words. Simple compliments that he would've ignore if it came from anyone else. But hearing them from you sounded so genuine and heartfelt that his cheeks reddened just the slightest bit. "Where did that come from?" he asks, looking up from his books. You've successfully caught his attention, it seems.
YOUR CUDDLES. He adores the way you like to cuddle with him in bed. How you ask him if he wants to be the little spoon or the big spoon or if he wants to cuddle in any other position. He just loves feeling you close to him in general. Ever since you told him about how safe you feel in his arms, he can't help but wrap his arms tighter around you whenever you two cuddle.
I feel like he absolutely adores wrapping his arms around your midsection, your thighs secured on either side of his waist while his head is nuzzled against your chest. It just feels safe to him and comfortable for both of you.
He'd definitely like it when you run your fingers through his hair, patting his back, just any kind of soothing touch to get him comfy and sleepy.
YOUR 'SECRET' AFFECTION WHEN HE'S SLEEPING. You don't know it, but he's head over heels in love with the way you shower him with affection even when he's asleep. Well— whenever you think he's asleep. You kissing his cheek, wishing him sweet dreams and telling him 'I love you' makes his sleepless nights more bearable. It feels wrong to go bed without hearing those words now.
Kunikuzushi had gone to bed before you, his eyes closed as he tries to wrestle his mind into a peaceful slumber. He couldn't sleep. Again. That's when he felt the mattress slightly dip from your weight and he could feel you hovering above him. He keeps his eyes closed, already about to tell you to go to bed, when you speak first.
"Good night, Kuni." you whisper softly, thinking he's already asleep by the looks of it, "Sweet dreams. I love you." you tell him, leaning down to press a sweet, lingering kiss on his cheek before laying down beside him.
Once he was sure you're asleep, he immediately turns around to face you, pulling you closer, "Fuck, you don't understand just how much I love you too... Good night, love... rest well." he mumbles just as softly, nuzzling into your neck, finally being able to fall asleep in peace.
THE WAY YOU WORRY ABOUT HIM. He loves it so much. To have you call him during the late evening, telling him to be careful on his way home and to come back safely to you. It always brings a smile to his face, even when you don't see it.
"You didn't drink too much, did you? Don't go alone. Maybe you can ask Childe to take you with him?" you keep on talking and worrying that he couldn't really get a word in himself. It's late and although he's not a child anymore, you kept worrying about his safety, as if you forgot that he can very well fight if needed.
He still appreciates your concerns and takes your advice to heart (albeit reluctantly), letting you ramble on about the danger of the night just to hear you keep talking.
GENERALLY ASKING ABOUT HIM. Whenever you start conversations to ask about him. Not just about his favorite food or hobby. Just how he is and what he did when you weren't around. You don't interrogate him. He can feel your genuine interest about his day and the activities he did. It's endearing and he adores it.
YOUR TRUST IN HIM. He appreciates how you don't question him whenever he's out. You don't ask him overbearing questions and you also don't doubt his loyalty to you. Whenever you're home alone and he's out without any notice, which isn't very common, you don't blow up his phone assuming things.
Something as simple as 'How was your day?' or when you let him know that you remember where he went. 'Did your meeting with Nahida go well?' and so on. Just the little questions in life that show your genuine interest.
HIS FAMILY LOVES YOU. He had prepared himself for the worst outcome when his mother asked to meet you. His relationship with Ei isn't as great as any other mother-son-relationship, so he didn't think this meeting would turn out great. You, however, proved his worries unnecessary. You got along greatly with Ei and it made him happy, considering it wasn't easy to deal with his mother.
It's this kind of trust that you give him that makes him swoon. This kind of trust he wishes to be able to return to you some day soon.
Your boyfriend watched from the sidelines as you conversed with his mother, telling you about him as he was younger. It was embarrassing, of course, but seeing you get along so well with his family made him feel contentment.
"My son used to cry a lot when he was younger. He even cried about a small bird that got hurt." Ei tells you about his childhood, laughing as she reminisces, "Oh, one time Kunikuzushi tried cutting his own hair. Do you want to see a picture?"
"Okay, that's enough, mother." he quickly intervenes.
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT BEING SEEN WITH HIM. A lot of people hate or dislike him for his past actions. He knows that he hasn't been the greatest and maybe he doesn't deserve you. People judge you for being with him. But you don't care, telling him that their opinions don't matter to you.
You take his hand, walking ahead and leading him. Never letting go even while others are glaring. Never ceasing to grin at him with your perfect smile, assuring him that you're not scared to be seen with him. That you're proud to be his lover.
YOUR EMPATHY. You understand him. And he doesn't know how you do, but you do. It's not pity and he knows that. He feels your empathy in the way you talk, act and care. It's lovely. You cry for him and you smile for him all the same. It always seems to fill his stomach with butterflies.
HOW GOOD YOU LOOK IN HIS CLOTHES. He has developed an unexpected fondness of seeing you wear his clothes. The way you can rock the simplest of his shirts. It just feels right seeing you wear clothes from his wardrobe.
"Is that my shirt?" he asked you, eyeing the black t-shirt you picked out of the laundry. You simply look down at your own outfit, before shrugging. "Maybe? I just picked whatever out of the laundry basket. Sorry, did you—"
"No. You look good in it. Keep it." he interrupts you before you'd feel bad. He stares at you for a bit more, before sighing, hiding his face in the palm of his hand. He could feel his cheeks grow warmer at the sight. "It looks better on you than it does on me." he mumbles. "Keep it."
A genuine question to whoever may read this post: why are posts of situations + a bunch of character names underneath it so popular nowadays? What is it about this vaguer format that appeals to so many people?
(Just to preface—well, post-face, I guess—the question: this is not a critique of that posting style. I’m just really curious as to why it seems to be growing in popularity. Is it simply easier/quicker to write, so writers are doing it more? Is it nicer for the audience to have the freedom to imagine the situation with whomever they’d like? Or is it simply because the number of names beneath a scenario allow for greater interest to reach the post due to attracting people who like different characters? In any case, I’m really interested to hear people’s thoughts on this.)
I'm a writer and I've used this kind of format twice already, so I obviously cannot speak for everyone.
I am also not very keen on writing vague and short paragraphs, which is why I mostly stick to specific headcanons and drabbles and all that.
My first experience with it:
I used the short and vague writing style when I had a general idea of what I wanted to write, but my brain couldn't think of a way to fully fledge it out (if you know what I mean?). It feels like you have a picture frame, but you don't have a painting to frame? Because I really did want to type it out, but couldn't be very specific about it, I made it to be a more general post about more characters who I thought would fit the scenario. It was more of a spur-in-the-moment thing.
I didn't really think it would get very popular, because I didn't quite like how my idea turned out. I thought about deleting it, but decided against it after seeing that a lot of people really liked and related to it.
My second time using that format:
I wrote my second short scenario, that time to reach a larger audience, because it is a comfort fic. My message, which was also very self-indulgent, was just a reminder to take a break if things get stressy and I tried to fit more characters under the scenario to reach more people. A lot of people find comfort in fictional characters, after all, so I figured a nice message brought to them by a short scenario with their favourite character would be a pleasant reminder.
Well this is from my experience. I hope this kinda helped?
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Can you please make a part two on the 'puppy love' fic, or more of it because it's super cute.
Also can I be called alien anon?
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Thrice the work
kabukimono, scaramouche and wanderer with babysitter!reader
synopsis | When you babysat Scaramouche, you didn't expect him to have two other identical siblings... both of them you also have to take care of now.
content | fluff, Wanderer is addressed as 'Kuni' here
cw | cursing
taglist | @aruatsu, @nan0ka
a/c | @/shikuixi on Danbooru
a/n | this is my debut as kabukimono writer, i love him so much <3
sorry if it took that long to post this, but i have been really, really busy irl, BUT MY EXAMS ARE OVER NOW, YIPPEEE
anyways, I'm gonna flex that I'm officially moots with @/aestherin, my life is fulfilled y'all 😊
After a while of having babysat Scaramouche, you gained not only his favour, but also Ei's trust. Scaramouche rarely took liking to someone, so when his mother noticed him clinging to you like a second lifeline, she knew you could also handle her other two boys, which led to your current predicament.
Ei was rarely ever home, so she paid you to take over as a "second guardian" for the three Raiden triplets. The job wasn't tough sometimes, but you adored the kids and it was a good source of income while you're still a high schooler.
Although you didn't live with them, it sure felt like it with how much they clung onto you and how often they sought out your presence.
KABUKIMONO is the shyest and the youngest out of the three triplets. He, as well as his oldest brother, weren't too troublesome kids, which is why only Scaramouche was babysat by you at first, since Ei trusted him and Wanderer to get by alone. This changed later when him and Wanderer "ran away". And by that I mean the two really just... wandered the neighbourhood and got very, very lost.
Anyways, it took some time to get him to warm up to you, but once he did, he he considered you as a safe space! He would cling to you if his brother was mean to him or hold your hand when going outside together. Being the youngest, his two older brother made it their duty to protect him in their own ways, which is why he was still so pure and innocent!
Kabukimono is definitely a nice and adorable child, knowing very little about his world and being curious to learn more. Sometimes, he overhears a few things from his older brother, which prompt him to ask you about them...
Kabukimono was a slow eater, so it always resulted in him sitting alone at the dining table. You decide to keep him company while he ate, wiping his mouth from time to time and reminding him to focus on his food and not on his toys.
During one dinner, he decided to question you about some interesting vocabulary he overheard from somewhere. "What does 'fuck' mean?" he asks you, holding his little spoon in his fist while looking up at you innocently. His brothers were already finished with dinner and left to do their homework as you assigned, so it was only you and him here. You were quite shocked to hear something like this coming from Kabukimono!
"Ah... it's not a word you should use, dear." you tried to tell him, but he was insisting on knowing what it meant, pouting as you didn't answer properly. "It's a word adults use a lot when they accidentally hurt themselves. Just like you say 'oops' when you make a mistake." you tell him, "but you shouldn't use it. It's not a word children should use."
"But Scaramouche uses it..." he mumbles under his breath, "Does that mean Scaramouche is an adult?" he asked you, unknowingly throwing his brother under the bus here. "Oh, he did?" you sigh, knowing you'd have to talk to Scaramouche about that later.
Needless to say, you made sure Kabukimono wouldn't hear such things ever again.
SCARAMOUCHE is the middle child. He's troublesome, that's for sure. Since you've been babysitting him for a month longer than his brothers, he already warmed up to you quite a bit. Although he acts tough and distant when he's around his brothers, you know he secretly cares for them.
Scaramouche is the type to act clingy and dependent on you once no one's around. It's too embarrassing for him to ask for your embrace in front of his siblings, especially Kuni! He would never hear the end of it once the snarky Scaramouche asks to be hugged.
He's the one who proudly tells his siblings that he's your favourite out of them, because you know him the longest (although Kuni will knock him off of his high horse by reminding him how he's the most difficult to take care of).
Scara WILL fight Kabuki for your attention (in a subtle way like glaring at the youngest), BUT he'll be back to his snarky and defiant attitude once Kuni enters the room. He knows his older brother would ridicule him for bullying Kabuki (if you can call it bullying).
Definitely doesn't like to be told what to do. You want him to do his homework? Well suck it up, he won't. You'll have your ways to convince him, but it will be quite a challenge.
When you babysat Scaramouche, the moment he warmed up to you, he really loved to be in your presence and cling to you. But now that you're babysitting his brothers as well, it means less alone time for Scaramouche and less of his adorable clingy side! It's a shame, really. Of course there are moments when he'll turn to you for comfort and affection.
An example would be when he has nightmares, which he has quite a lot of. The first time he went to you was quite a memory though.
You had already put all three of them to bed that night and were now cleaning up the dishes, when you heard sniffling. At first, you thought it was the wind or your mind playing tricks on you. You washed your hands, before turning the corner to see Scaramouche standing by his bedroom door, his blanket clutched in his hands.
You immediately knew something's off and upon closer inspection, you saw a few tears rolling down his cheek. "What's wrong, Scara?" you asked him, walking over to cradle him in your embrace. He didn't respond, just a few hiccups leaving his lips while he clung to you with his arms wrapped around your neck.
Settling down on the couch in the living room, you patted his back and waited for him to calm down, before he told you about a nightmare. "You weren't there... no one was. Kabuki and Kuni were gone..." he recounted his dream.
"It was just a nightmare, Scara. I'm here, don't cry." you coo, patting his back in a reassuring manner. His sniffing ceased and soon your comforting warmth put him in a deep and nightmare-free sleep.
KUNI is definitely that one kid that acts like he knows everything better than you. And it's shocking how much he already knows. You'd be explaining something to Kabuki and he'd be chiming in, correcting you about one small mistake you made. (He's really too mature for his age as well.)
He's the vigilant and silent type, but he tends to add his own comments when "accidentally overhearing" you talking on the phone. Like you'd be spilling hot tea about your coworkers to your friends and suddenly he's there to also listen in. You only realise that he's there once he starts adding his comment, since he's usually really silent.
At first you thought Kuni was a shy kid, since he's really quiet and mostly avoided you when you were taking care of him. Then you learned that he is not silent because he's shy. He's silent because he doesn't want to "waste his breath talking to strangers", as he said.
He's a smart kid, so he definitely knows how to play his cards right. You remember how he had "scammed" a few elderly people free fruits, because he had such an innocent face and he's got the talent to act.
Kuni is also the "acts > words" kind of guy.
That one time when Kabuki was eyeing some strange candy he's never seen before, Kuni took his hand and walked over to a stranger to kindly ask for some to try. Although he dislikes sweets, he knew his youngest brother would like to try new things so it's best to just go for it.
"Excuse me, miss? What's that strange looking candy you're eating?" he asks, acting extremely innocent and sweet. The elderly woman explained to them that it was a type of sweet herbal jelly popular in Liyue. Seeing that they were two young and cute kids, she offered them to try some.
The two ate it and Kabukimono clearly liked the nice and cool dessert. "It's really delicious, miss! How much does it cost?" Kuni asked sweetly and the woman told him that it was rather expensive, since it's been shipped from Liyue. And that was when he exploited the kindness of the older lady...
"It's that much money...? Mom will be mad if we spent too much." he talks to his brother in a louder tone to get the woman to listen in. "It's really tasty though... can't we just ask—" before Kabuki could drop your name, Kuni interrupted him. "We only have this much money, miss... is it enough for one small box?" he asks, showing her his 100 mora. He could only buy a bottle of milk with this amount.
The lady shook her head, telling them that it's not enough and Kuni just starts to look even more disappointed and sad. Kabukimono on the other hand didn't know how to react. He was panicking, since he wanted to tell the lady the truth that they're here with you and that they had enough money. But he was also quite fooled by his brother's expression, so he pat his back.
Just as they were about to leave, the woman relented and gave them three boxes of the sweet jelly for free. The two boys thanked her profusely, before walking back to the city centre to see you reprimanding Scara because he started a fight with another kid and made them cry.
Once you saw the two, Kuni gave you a box of the jelly as a small gift. "It was for free." he merely says. It was safe to say that this trip to the city turned out to be quite the success.
a/n | very, very self-indulgent and rlly just a drabble
i need someone like this in my life
anyways, I've been rlly busy, but my exam phase will finally be over after this week 🎉 hopefully writer's blog disappears too
"Here." he says, placing a cup of your favourite soda against your cheek. The cool metal of the can was enough to startle you. You received it with a 'thanks' and he took a seat beside you.
"Latin? Shouldn't you have written that last week?" he asks, clearly familiar with your exam schedule. But it seems he wasn't, seeing how you're cramming for an exam. You sigh. "My prof had to postpone it to tomorrow, because of some issues coming up."
He silently watched you, while nodding his head. If he remembered correctly, you had another exam just yesterday. No wonder you've been busy lately, your schedule was packed full of exams you had to study for...
He watched you for a bit longer, before sighing. "You'll do good, stop stressing yourself. If you paid attention to your professor, you won't have to study too much anyways and I know you pay attention. And even if you're don't do well, at least you tried."
You remained silent, taking in his words of reassurance. He wasn't the type to say these things often in such a genuine tone. So a comment like this coming from him comforted you greatly. "Thank you. I'll keep that in mind."
Soon, he stood up and began packing your things away. "Take a break. We'll get something to eat." he mutters. "I won't take no as an answer. You'll ace your exam and I'll buy you boba."
A smile adorned your lips and you nodded, immediately following him after packing your things away. "You better not go back on your words!"
albedo, ALHAITHAM, Cyno, Diluc, WANDERER, Xiao | aventurine, BLADE, Dan Heng, Dr. Ratio
— out of this world (and into another) : genshin impact
premise: you could've sworn the transmigration curse didn't have an effect on you... so what exactly are you doing here?! (alternatively, you tumble straight into your favorite video game; and you're kinda fucked)
warnings. fem!reader but can be imagined as genderless if u'd like hehe, a shit ton of manhwa tropes in one, this is a hot mess aka not proofread all that much, half clunky half decent writing
a/n: as promised via the poll heh,, while i do plan to make this an actual au, im not that sure ^^; just the tip of the iceberg here tho!!
MAIN MASTERLIST | AU MASTERLIST (coming soon)
YOU — unsuspecting civilian turnt transmigrator
you've always been too attached to fictional characters for your own good.
yes, even the ones that are remarkably irredeemable (the power of a backstory is very formidable) and complex (complexity is a virtue!)
villains have always been destined to die, be cursed, or destined to curse others. it was heartbreaking, really. you've wished for a chance to rewrite their fates for them to find even a sliver of happiness, even when the fate of their plot says otherwise.
which is why when you find yourself awake into the game of your dreams, “Teyvat's Seven Stars”, like any lover of cliche novel and manhwa tropes, this is the time you think that maybe life wasn't so shitty on you.
....there's only one tiny, teensy, itty bitty problem here, actually.
you're not the protagonist. you're not even one of the protagonist's faithful friends and underlings that light protagonist's road to conquering the world and its men (and as of the 4.0 update, it's women); no, you're none of those.
you're a no name extra, and not to mention, a character involved with the game's main villain characters who are coincidentally the love interests of the game's black route!
“as of today, you will be engaged to crown prince kunikuzushi, who is her grace the shogun's rightful heir to the throne.”
when given approval to stare at your so-called soon to be husband, you expect the worst, mostly. the multitudes of character dialogue you've played through detailing his rather discourteous personality (which basically meant he was a huge asshole) don't exactly paint a pretty picture.
however...
who was this tender hearted looking scaramouche that ‘obliterated armies in the blink of an eye?’ the t in tyrant stands for tyrannical, not timid!
eyes like lighting framed by the longest eyelashes you've ever seen and an unfairly pretty face, comparable to a fair lotus. after fawning over his otherworldly countenance, a sinking realization of dread pools in your stomach.
oh, you are so screwed.
essentially tied to the indigo-haired ticking time bomb of a future tyrant due to the strong standing of your family for a period of until the main story starts, you're destined to never get crown prince scaramouche's affection, being his fiancée who scaramouche is arranged to for political means only.
not to mention, you're in an even more deadly position; of all the characters you switched souls with, it's the one that essentially dies by their own fiancé's hand because they were horrible to him! what atrocious luck!
frantic, you wrack up about three ways to survive.
plan a) win over the shogun's favor by being an appropriate partner unlike the original flavor of this body, who resorted to bullying the innocent prince and unknowingly digging their own grave or b) be a guiding friend to scaramouche as he learns the ways of the world and c) make sure you don't end up giving the protagonist a bad ending via his twisted personality.
weighing all these options, you decide to do all three in hopes to cement a life instead of a deathflag. prevention is better than the cure (aka: the protagonist) after all!
(you may also just want to spend time with your favorite character. having a time limit and a sign that says ‘i'll die in the future!’ should at least warrant you extra time to show some affection to scaramouche, at least.)
so, you do what anyone in your position would do: give affection! lots of it.
admittedly, it wasn't all flowers and rainbows. scaramouche—ahem, kunikuzushi—was very shy and reserved indeed, with his mother ei even worse off! (besides, who trains and studies all day and has to stop crying every time they were injured?! that was just too much!)
it was rather hard at first, the frigid atmosphere of the usually silent Tenshukaku Palace almost impossible to permeate. but with your amazing charm (read: deathflag radar) and social skills, you manage to let the members of the Royal family open up to you.
speaking words of praise in ei's cooking (a very difficult feat to accomplish), spending afternoons with your fiancé and teaching him ‘how to be a shoujo worthy male lead, name-version’ (very confusing to explain), and the cherry on top, driving away that vile teacher of his—the Doctor—once word got out that he'd been taking advantage of scaramouche as a political puppet king in the future. trauma enabler destroyed! look at your immeasurable powers!
(“you're not a failure.” clasping kunikuzushi's hands in yours as he reels back from you. damn that doctor.
his tears shot a wave of heartache through you. you can't bear to see your favorite in such suffering. “whatever happens in the future, i won't abandon you.
no matter what, i'll always be on your side, okay?”
kunikuzushi looks at you with something in his eyes—something like adoration. “do you promise that?”
“yeah.” you say without hesitation, the glow of the sunlight hitting your face so dazzlingly that kunikuzushi's eyes widen that his mouth hangs agape in awe. “i promise, kuni.”)
to your greatest delight, your efforts worked in your favor.
ei now spends time with her son, and though it's almost always just a tad bit awkward, you and the guuji yae miko get the two to strike up conversation, and overtime, kunikuzushi becomes more open to you.
(“[name], what kind of man is your type?”
“huh? well...” you think for a while. this was a great opportunity to say it, right? that life changing protagonist quote!
“to me, the only person i'll ever like the most is you, kunikuzushi.”
“do you really, really mean that?” and oh, he looks so cute—flustered and red from your words. worth it.
“yup! now, i made some shimi chazuke, try some—”)
(admittedly, lots of favoritism is involved.)
—and while you reap the fruits of your hard work, you spend warm, sunlit afternoons with ei at tea, even learning about other nations from scaramouche's aunt nahida and even befriended a few of his future affiliates—childe (though for some reason, kunikuzushi always pulls you away from him whenever he spots the two of you together), signora (she tolerates you, you think) and etcetera.
(“then, if i do well, can you kiss me on the cheek, [name]?”
you agree, much to his delight. scaramouche avoids the gaze of a certain pink haired fox eyeing him questionably. unbeknownst to you, he glares at the woman's scrutiny.)
unprecedented things unrelated to the plot happen too; like how your family, which basically only saw you as a political bargaining chip and an unwanted child they could get rid of easily—no longer sent you any demeaning letters demanding money once scaramouche found out....
(“they've been leeching off of you for how long?” so scary... is this was kunikuzushi is like when he's worried?)
(“...kunikuzushi, how long will you keep up that weak-hearted facade of yours? if they find out how.... dishonest you are....”
“i don't need the reminders of a foxy old hag that doesn't know her place. this is fine as it is.”)
(you don't need to know.)
but, you're nothing compared to the inevitable flow of the plot. inazuma is wracked with war, and it just so happened that you'd been unceremoniously kidnapped by a certain resistance leader's trusted general, used as a hostage bargain for approximately the majority of your life. in the worst moments in your dreary cell, there's only one thought in your mind.
....kunikuzushi's face, devastated when he tries to reach for you, before slipping away from him like sand— face morphing into an unbridled state of rage that's too natural, too familiar. when did he learn to make a face like that?
(they say the kingdom was wracked with thunderstorms all night that day.)
afterwards, fate doesn't make it kind for you.
years go by in the blink of an eye, with your capture fervently forgotten in the midst of the growing animosity of the two conflicting forces.
although you did hear that yae sent out a search party for you while at the resistance's base, the shogun's forces never reached you.
eventually, you got released secretly by sympathy of kokomi, the leader of the resistance, who felt pity for you getting caught in the crossfire. letting you go under the condition that you'd likely never meet any of the precious characters you've gotten to know and change was a heavy price to pay, but you didn't have any choice.
indeed, no matter how much you tried to divert the plot, your duty as an extra has ended, and you were even lucky to even be alive. you could only hope that your fiancé—ex-fiancé—took note of your lessons well, bidding farewell to inazuma as you hop on the boat to mondsdat.
by now, you at least hoped that scaramouche and the protagonist met, his true chance at happiness starting now that you were basically dead.
(even if your heart felt like breaking into a million pieces.)
....is what you thought would happen, but why is it that after three years from your supposed capture, inazuma was still at war?
“that crazy prince... he's still working to find his former fiancée... and he's razing almost every village apart looking for them!”
“—didn't the shogunate say that whoever finds her would receive almost 3 million mora?”
“the entire lot of them are lunatics, i tell you. all because of a missing person, too!”
what's more, why was it still going because of you?!
( 艾尔海森 ) AL-HAITHAM: the information guild master
to be fair, normal people don't really run into one of their favorite characters often after transmigrating.
but to be fair, again, you certainly didn't think you'd actually be in your favorite video game franchise caged in bed with essentially one of its main love interests.
eyes wide and unceremoniously looking—definitely not ogling— at the toned body that's currently enveloping you in its arms, the soft tuft of ashy gray hair caressing the crook of your neck, murmuring incoherent mumbles of—is that another language?
???????
you blink, looking down at the bare body currently embracing you. oh. oh.
you're an extra.
you're just an extra, but why are you in bed, currently being served breakfast by the most gorgeous man you've ever laid your eyes on, with a pretty view of the rainforests' canopy?
“you should lie down. if i recall, sufficient sleep is required in order for the human body to perform its basic bodily functions. although our partnership is temporary, to let you fall to harm is a situation i'd like to avoid as much as possible.”
“....what?”
“...?”
the guild master, al-haitham, is a character in Teyvat's Seven Stars that is heavily debated on whether he's technically a villain or not. in the game, he's the right hand of sumeru's leader, nahida, working as the overseer of the AKASHA, a guild that gathers information to the nation's leader. he's a pretty shady character—always working behind the scenes and very unfalteringly blunt—and a ‘villain’ for crown prince scaramouche's route, helping the protagonist escape his clutches.
he's often the subject of comedic ire, his banters with a certain broke architect always the highlight of any bonafide al-haitham fan.
“we're expected to work together by lord kusanali's decree in the duration of investigating the hivemind project the lord suspects the baron siraj is partaking in.”
right, that one scene in the game where al-haitham needed to go undercover to infiltrate a coup de etat staged by one of the factions against nahida... right... what.
you were that extra! the one that fell in love with him and pined for his affection!
(“well, i get that part, but does sleeping together really have to play a part in this...?”
al-haitham gives you a mere quirk of the lip, tilting his head. “we do have to play the part of a married couple in dire straights, do we not? this cover is more efficient.
...besides, i don't have anything to complain about. you're certainly better company than kaveh.” )
in truth, al-haitham wasn't bad company. far from it. aside from the internal giggling and fangirling (you) and the incredible stack of books (alhaitham) that you have to see more than the grey haired man on a daily basis, the two of you work out a rapport that stems from memories of the body you transmigrated in.
he's nice to be around, surprisingly considerate when he wants to be—he tells you about the books he always reads....
(who even reads ‘20 Tongues Language Memorization Guidebook: A Basic Overview of Vocabulary and Terms’ for enjoyment?
the content makes your head run in circles because of how complicated it is; but who wouldn't like to listen to an extremely attractive man overexplain to you with a calm and pretty voice?)
...is generous enough to provide meals and cook dinners that have you crying tears of gratitude because you know how awful yours compares (it was either too bland or too seasoned; al-haitham is surprisingly picky when he wants to be)
(you assigned al-haitham the title of “absolute s-tier husband material”— his capabilities are out of this world!)
by chance, you once gave al-haitham a little tidbit of information that proved to be valuable later in the investigation—courtesy of your avid game knowledge—when you two had been lost to the psychological illusion magic cast by siraj when you two finally broke in his estate.
(“whatever happens, if siraj messes with your mind, just make sure to think of me instead of anything else.” al-haitham lets his hand find yours.
“you once asked me if i trusted you, [name].”
“....” you're treated to one of al-haitham's rare smiles, one that warms you up from within. “i do. so don't let yourself get hurt.”)
however, your temporary partner had faltered for once, flinching when siraj took the form of his old grandmother who'd passed to exploit al-haitham's mind, hesitating and frozen in place while siraj inched ever closer to finding out his weakness.
and you couldn't stand it, the character you cared for—the al-haitham that always had a plan, always knew how to stay calm, had looked so unsure and hopeless.
(“wake up, al-haitham!”
with you cradling his face, al-haitham stares back at the only constant in the memories of his grief, eyes meeting yours. “you don't have to do it all alone. i'm right here, aren't i? believe in me.”)
your (fake) husband snaps back to reality, finally allowing enough time to apprehend siraj and put a stop to his malicious project.
(“thank you.” al-haitham tells you solemnly. it hits you that this may be the last time you may ever see him. “i'm grateful that you brought me back to y— to my senses.”
there's a sincerity in your voice that rings from your heart. “anytime, al-haitham.”)
you thought that was the end of it.
defeating siraj meant you two no longer had to associate with each other, but somehow, to your great surprise, al-haitham doesn't stick to the plot at all. you were sure you didn't interfere with the game, though?
for some reason, al-haitham doesn't erase himself from your life, unlike the original route's flow.
in fact, he's become... easy to run into, a constant in your otherwise mundane life. he takes you out to lambad's tavern for an occasional drink, says he's lending you his headphones when you find yourself overwhelmed by the city (you were never good with noises) and even helps you out as you vent your problems to him.
(the day after, said problem conveniently disappears. how strange....)
and most of all, allowing you to enter his personal space... leaving kaveh's jaw dropping when he accuses al-haitham of having a lover.
“you're always going who knows where with them! what else is there to figure out?”
“...we are merely friends.”
“a friend that you let into your personal library? do they know that you still keep the ‘fake’ ring in a box inside the closet?” kaveh laughs. “nice try, al-haitham.”
(after all, kaveh could never unsee the way al-haitham's eyes softened at the feeling of the head on his shoulder lean onto him, with you no doubt asleep. he even took his headphones off! kaveh has never seen him actually take them off in order to keep the person who's sleeping on his shoulder as undisturbed as possible.
in fact, kaveh doesn't think he's ever seen al-haitham be this touchy or considerate with anyone this much before.
.....and most importantly, kaveh would never forget the way al-haitham, a man who found no merit in politeness and preferred bluntness, a man who preferred solitude rather than company—deliberately getting close to someone—pressing a fleeting kiss on the crown of your head.
kaveh blinks. it seems even the throes of love can reach even the most unconquerable of peaks....)
( 莱欧斯利 ) WRIOTHESLEY — the monster duke of the north
“—i need you to gather information on duke wriothesley. serve him undercover as one of the prisoners of the fortress.”
the duke of meropide—a man swamped with terrible rumors. they say he was exiled from the nation due to murdering his entire family. they say he possessed a face worthy of the title of a beast— grotesque, littered in scars. they say that any who end up in his estate, the iron prison of the north, meropide, never saw the light of day again.
(“only criminals of the worst kind are fated to be sentenced there. nobody returns, so we've stopped questioning it...” )
so to say you're not fearing for your life that bad right now is a massive understatement.
“now, mind telling me how you were able to sneak into the most impenetrable prison in all the land, miss prisoner?”
how did it end up like this?
so you wake up and find yourself in jail. lovely.
seriously, of all the places you can transmigrate into, why did it have to be fontaine?! Teyvat's Seven Stars chapter 4's main starting point, the nation of justice is littered with dark themes and high difficulty capture targets.
.... such is the case with the man in front of you. unlike what the rumors of him say, duke wriothesley paints a rugged yet dashing picture of a nobleman, even if he was —if you recall— one of the hardest capture targets to conquer in the game.
a villain character who you played once during one game route, acting as the driving force during one of the love events of one of the protagonist's other love interest, lyney. duke wriothesley almost assassinates lyney's younger brother, freminent, leading lyney to rally up a certain group to bring the nobleman down.... a typical side character villain, who's existence was added as late as 3 patches away from lyney's.
(even inazuma would be better than this! at least the tyrant route could be avoided, and let's not mention the easy sumeru route as well...)
“well, miss prisoner, cat got your tongue?”
in summary: fortunately for you, the body you transmigrated is in the position to spy on the current affairs of the fortress of meropide, with courtesy and with permission of one of Fontaine's leaders, neuvillette. unfortunately for you, it seems our dear monsieur wasn't able to inform wriothesley beforehand, leading to the current situation.
aka, you're pressed dangerously close to wriothesley's chest, with a knife at his throat and his hands pinning you against the wall, noses almost touching. you're not sure if this is even the kind of tension that two people who are trying to kill each other are supposed to have...
(“i'm an ally!” you sputter out. wriothesley raises an eyebrow at you. “monsieur neuvillette sent me.”
“how am i supposed to trust you after i saw you slinking around here, knife at my throat?” he replies, eyes narrowing. “i know that i'm labelled as a beast, but i don't really know what came over that pretty little head of yours when trying to sneak into my chambers.”
what does he take you for?! “...are you accusing me of something indecent?!”
“just saying — i've met lots of prisoners with your excuse, my lady.”
“i'm prepared to use this knife, you know.”
“hah.” wriothesley grins. “how aggressive. more aggressive than most. do you want me that bad?”
“stop twisting my words!”)
in any case, you hate wriothesley. you know he's one of the characters in Teyvat's Seven Stars and is a villain for one of the easy love interest routes in the game, but his personality is... a real piece of work.
you'd rather the protective and kind kazuha, or even the charming and elusive lyney! why did it have to be him?
not only did he not believe you, he even told you to prove your authenticity! you're just glad that his assistant sigewinne had been there to vouch for you — you're not sure if you'd even be on your two feet right now if she didn't.
so now you're stuck constantly on your feet, running to and fro — helping the dark-haired man record new prisoners, establishing trading routes to the main city of Fontaine, and treating other prisoners of the fortress with sigewinne.
your biggest surprise by far, though, is just how... different the duke is from the rumors. his scars were merely battle scars of honor (to which sigewinne rolls her eyes, “your grace, please stop trying to look cool”) he got from various succession fights, not scars to show how he was cursed to turn into a beast. he has a love for tea, but always seems to have a cup of your favorite blend with him when you feel tired after a long day of working (laboring) for him and the estate.
(“your daily report of new convicts, your grace.”
“-this is the tea you like, your grace. i've prepared it in advance.”
“you're very adamant on proving yourself. aren't you sick of such tasks by now, miss prisoner?”
“no.” wriothesley's expression screams 'why not?' on it. “ it's because of my own misjudgement of you.”
“...elaborate.”
“i may have had unnecessary prejudices on your conduct thus far. but you're... not like what the rumors paint you out to be.” you say sincerely. “you're more amazing and incredible than anyone else. i truly do admire you.”
wriothesley's expression; you couldn't decipher it. “i see.”)
he's battered, but caring. sigewinne makes you watch (in horror) as she doodles cartoonish looking characters on his face when he's asleep — wriothesley never fusses, only an exasperated sigh to his assistant. he's harsh with his tasks and duties, but is the first to rush you into sigewinne's infirmary to tend to you after you pass out from overwork.
(“don't worry, [name]. the duke may not look it, but he's very gentle!” sigewinne giggles. humoring the little girl who was the first to show you actual decency in this place, you try to nod. sigewinne doesn't seem convinced.
“i'm serious! after all, compared to other people who've snuck into the fortress, you're the first he's treated this way.” she says cheerily.
“what does that mean?” you can't help but scoff at that. “so he just works someone to the bone from the get go?” you shudder. damn production zone...
sigewinne blinks. “ oh no, not like that. it's just that he's never been so lenient before. in fact, when you fainted, he even gave me the order to prioritize treating you over anything else.”)
well, this wasn't exactly what you thought you would be doing when you transmigrated into your favorite game, but you suppose you can take it.
besides, you'd miss a certain duke otherwise. life truly is full of strange twists....
a/n: thank you for making it this far! if anyone asks why wriothesley's was short, listen, this was completely impulsive and i was out of inspiration LOL, but i do hope you enjoy! look forward to new parts though hehe :3
@ ICEUNHIE: do not repost translate or plagiarize my works.
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I read that English isn't your first language, if you feel comfortable enough can I know what your first language is?
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to answer your question, my mother tongue is Cantonese, which is a dialect of Mandarin (although I can't write or read), but i was mainly brought up with German and English!