sephalina

i might have to drop she/her and use he/hymn 🎻

i can’t- understand sometimes, what is it i fully am or my purpose or causation for being here. it was so long ago, it feels as though i’ve lived several lifetimes that are all too distant from me. only in my last, was i able to finally find forgiveness for what was done to me, what i wouldn’t do, to anyone- and finally rest. that was all i wanted, was rest. i felt like i carried a husk around for so long when i had already gone cold. now up here, in the shimmer of daylight, on this sunday morning, the air feels warm on what i wouldn’t call skin anymore. it’s all just a warmth, where it used to be an afterwarmth. ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

new here, new to this place. i have a single wing and i’m not sure what color my hair is. sometimes i feel i’m a faded brunette, other times, like i’m a golden white sillhouette without any comprehendable features. oh, do not be afraid when reading this, i’m always here to provide guidance and love and light ⭐️