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*follows from @flcmewheel
howdy! gonna try and keep this short and sweet, i'm tor, 26 years old, they/them pronouns, and i've been on this hellsite on and off for longer than i'd care to admit <3 onto my rules!
001 MUTUALS ONLY while I am not extremely picky, I do prefer to stick to mutuals only, this isn’t against anyone, I simply don’t always have the spoons to keep up with a thousand and one people.
002 HATE on my dash will not be tolerated. I will not participate, anon or not.
003 SHIPPING always always ask, I’m fairly open with it, but chemistry is a MUST.
004 IMs my IMs are always open, feel free to message me whenever about whatever.
005 MEMES do NOT use me as a meme source, please RB from the original source whenever possible.
006 PASSWORDS I have terrible anxiety, I don’t tend to send in passwords but I promise if I follow you, I read your rules.
07 AGE RESTRICTIONS nothing against minors, however, due to both the nature of what I write, myself being 21+, as well as my own comfort, this is a minor free zone. 18+ ONLY.
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" Fiesty, aren't we?" He hummed lightly as he looked around at the forest. Many were toppled or even gashed open, the wood seeping sap. They likely wouldn't survive such damage. At least, not without help. Amon had always hated the way man tore through things. Often condemning things they didn't understand and enslaving whole peoples. But those were thoughts for another time.
" I was just curious, it's not often I see carnage like this done by someone so small. That's a lot of anger to bottle." He stated as his teal eyes met hers. The manic glint was still there, but there was also curiosity now. What other things could that strange blade of hers do?
She scowls, not at all in the mood for jokes. "Well, how would you feel if everyone you loved forgot your name, and even the fact that you existed." It's more of a statement than a question, spat out in anger.
Yes, she may have gone a little overkill on the trees, but if she hadn't she risked lashing out on the very people she claimed to love.
And yet, the way he talks, the way he's not moving closer, not trying anything.. But the look in his eyes...
"The forest will recover, it always does. I wouldn't have left it like this.. I'm not a monster." It's moreso to herself than to him. "Size doesn't matter when it comes to power, it's what you do with it."
Myde blinked as she clung to his hands and started crying. Shit he'd forgotten about the fact most everyone else had forgotten her existence. Well it would be fine he figured, it wasn't like he had to hide what he was anymore. Dreams being his domain meant magic that effected memories which bordered on dreams were much much less effective on him. He breathed out and very gently gathered her in his arms and hugged the young on close. His hand moved to rub gentle circles on her back.
"Yes I remember, its ok little one. I didn't forget. I'd never forget a friend." He'd always felt awful about the way the kids were treated. All three of them.
If he'd had his way he would have picked them all up and noped out of the situation to begin with. But he'd had his orders, regretful as it all was. Still he hugged her close then smiled thinking he could distract her from her sorrow a little. He withdrew the magic hiding his wings and wrapped them down around her. Threading soothing magic into his voice as he started humming something softly.
Xion's sobbing at this point, doing her best to try and stop but she can't. Knowing that this whole time, she had someone who still remembered her? Who thought of her even while she was gone?
It's all she wanted, all she ever wanted was to be remembered, to have someone love her like she loved them.
And here was the proof that someone did, that someone loved her enough to remember her, that she existed this entire time in someone's memories.
"Myde... I.. you.." She whimpers softly, her hands making fists around his shirt as he pulls her into that hug.
She barely even notices the wings, having hidden her face in his chest the moment she was able. Knowing that she was allowed to drop her guard, allowed to let her emotions out.. she couldn't hold it in anymore. She just let the tears flow, though they do start to slow as he hums, turning int soft sniffles as she tries catching her breath.
Amon tilted his head as he noticed the small woman. No one seemed to care about the way he looked. Elves didn't seem to be a problem around here. Which was just fine for him. It made things easy. She was also ever so small and angry. Why was she so angry?
"Hello, what has you so worked up, Princess?" He purred and smiled at her. There was a manic glint to his bright teal eyes.
Xion was not having it today. She was finally brought back, finally got to see the people most important to her, and what does she learn?
That even the ones she held closest to her heart had no idea who she was, even though she was back.
There was no hesitation in turning on her heels and running as far as her legs would carry her, and she honestly couldn't care less on where she ended up - which is what ended her up in the forest, surrounded by trees that now all had been either knocked down or had marks from her keyblade.
It's when someone speaks that she's brought back to the present, eyes widening as she takes a defensive stance - though when he shows no intent to harm her she lowers her weapon.
"I.. what is it to you?" She's keeping the keyblade out, ready to go at a moments notice, and yet.. maybe a fresh start was needed, someone who had a reason not to know her name.
Her voice is barely over a whisper to start, hands clenched into fists to try and keep herself grounded. Yes, she had agreed to the merge.. but only after hearing him talk about how important his friend was to him! What about her friends! What about her life! What about her!!
"You made me do it! You're the reason no one remembered me..!!"
When did the tears start? When did she give them permission to start falling? But now that they've started, they won't stop, and she's not giving them any thought - not when she's so close to the one who's fault it is.
......but was it really his fault?
Didn't he give her an out?
He did... so why... am I so angry with him....
"I... didn't want... to be forgotten.... by the people I love.." She lets out a small whimper, falling to her knees right in front of him.
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Myde blinked when she approached him, he'd been mostly just relaxing between deliveries of medicine for townsfolk. But he was internally so glad she seemed ok. But then she starts thanking him for his help. No one had thanked him yet. Not that he necessarily needed the thanks, being able to finally do something for the kids was rewarding in its own right for the siren. He breathed out and moved to kneel a bit so he was at her level taking one of her hands in both of his.
"You are very welcome Xi, hey now its ok." He gently tried to coax her to look up with his voice.
"I was so so thankful that I finally was able to do something to be of help to you kids. It's always bothered me how the adults no matter the era seem to like to pile things onto the kids involved. When it should have been the adults taking care of things. A child should never have those kinds of things heaped onto their shoulders. I'm so sorry the adults in your life failed you and Roxas both."
He breathed out a little bit managing a small smile. "But now that things are better, if you need anything. Don't be afraid to ask me. I always wanted kids, so for me it would be a delight to keep being helpful."
She had been determined to not look at him, to keep her eyes down. And she did well at keeping that promise to herself - that is, until he said her name in the same way he had always said it. That had her instantly tearing up, eyes going up to meet his as he speaks.
"You.. remember..?"
She grabs onto his hands with a soft whine, as if he would vanish if either of them let go. There was no way that he remembered her perfectly like that, right? After all, everyone had forgotten her.
And yet...
"M....Myde... you... you really.." She can't get a full sentence out through her tears, her free hand rubbing her eyes to try and clear them as she sniffles.
She owed him her life, after all, he'd been the one to bring the replicas to the others.. And well.. she had yet to even speak to him since coming back. Who's to say he'd remember her anyway?
"I... Myde..?" Her voice is barely above a whisper as she walks over to him, eyes glued to her shoes. "I.. thank you.. for helping everyone.."
Yuffie was incredibly grateful for the hooded person being there. Even if that person seemed reluctant to speak to her. Admittedly, this just made her even more curious about who the person was. She put a hand on her hip and smiled.
"Well, that's very kind of you. Thank you so much. You knew how to deal with them. Where did you learn that?"
Something felt vaguely familiar in the back of Yuffie's mind. Had she maybe heard about this person before? Their voice didn't ring any bells, but their presence made her incredibly curious and eager to learn more.
She pauses, just watching the other's body language - trying to get a more accurate read on her. And when she can't? She just sighs and shakes her head slowly.
"I've always been able to.. It's just.. something that's second nature, I guess?"
This was supposed to be recon, supposed to be just a look and see what was going on in this world. How was she supposed to get back to the castle if this person wouldn't stop talking? But... she didn't exactly want to leave just yet..
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The yell had Roxas recoiling as though he'd been physically slapped, taking a step back before he was able to stop himself, blue eyes locked onto one of his absolute best friends -- the same one that, yes, he had forgotten, but not by choice.
Truth be told, he'd tried to cling to every scrap of her in his mind he could, but they slipped through his fingers too quickly, and then on top of that, losing his memories entirely for a while...
When he was sitting on the clock tower in that simulated Twilight Town, he'd repeatedly gotten nostalgic when he was with Hayner, Pence, and Olette, to the point they'd caught him staring at his rapidly melting ice cream for an hour as he tried to figure out why it felt so familiar. He ended up giving himself a growing headache and the others told him not to worry about it, worried more over him.
He'd always felt like something was missing, and he'd thought he'd had that with the three from that data Twilight Town, but when Axel had shown up, it left him confused and wondering -- was that it? Was that what he'd been missing...?
He'd clung to what he knew for a fact, and when it had been stripped away like that friendship formed over years had never existed, like all those bonds he'd made there never mattered.... He'd been so frustrated. What was real? What wasn't?
When Namine had told him that yes, he and Axel had been friends, but he'd had that feeling that something was still off but he couldn't explain what, and when things finally came back to him and even everything there had felt.... off. Different.
"You think I wanted to? I tried my absolute damnedest to remember you, Xi. I even left the Organization after that, because of what happened to you. But I don't think I ever completely did.... even when I lost my memories and got them back, and remembered Axel... it always felt.... wierd. Like there was something missing. Something I couldn't place how or why, or even explain, but there."
Her eyes widen as he takes the step back, yes she was upset.. but she hadn't meant to push him away like that.. no, she just.. she just needed someone to know how much she was hurting...
The tears start before she can think to stop them, rolling down her cheeks in waves as she tries to form any sort of coherent thought. Everything in her wanted to rush into his arms, wanted to make sure he was really there, make sure this was real.
But the hurt in his expression? The hurt that she caused?
How could she take it back?
"I....." She shakes her head, using the sleeves of her shirt to harshly wipe her tears away - which is a lost cause seeing as they're instantly replaced with fresh ones.
The girl had heard about what he had been through, had been told about what had happened while she was gone... and she still had the nerve to act like this towards someone who she claimed to be one of her best friends?
Who was she to consider herself his friend, acting like this.
Who was she, to believe she could have a chance, acting like this.
"I'm sorry, Rox.. I.. I loved you.. and.. and I.. I don't know I just.." She chokes back a sob, shaking her head quickly. "I don't deserve friends like you and Axel..! Why do you guys even like me! I don't want to be back if it hurts this much..!! Why does it hurt this much...???"