i miss writing fanfic

i start prozac tmrw...

at the end of the day... you're just a gay boy. and i am NOT trying to play boy. i'm not even thinking about you.

this fuckass web update is so bad. i have almost emailed SEVERAL fanfics to my professer.. why did the like button move!

i usually let my girlfriend post me freely because i look HAPPY.. but every video or photo posted i look ugly like come on now. guys is this real 💔 i know it isn't intentional but like no

"baby", "sweet girl", "pretty girl".... right do you want to get married. i will get married right now. get the u-haul idc. come on now..

and my drafts on this account are nearly a year old aww!! they grow up so fast!

i need girl advice all my friends are straight and have no clue how lesbians work 😕

while coming out and being my truest self has been such a freeing experience and i am forever grateful, i am also so guilty. my mother will not have grandchildren, and has expressed many times how she wished she could, even after i've explained how one day i DO want kids it is just non traditional. i wish deep down that i were "traditional", "normal", i wish i wasn't wired this way. is this selfish? i never have seen myself with a man in all seriousness. i just want my mom to be happy.

my digital footprint is just me gooning to caitlin clark bffr.