Fawn Elaine

Habits… im not even sure if you call them that. Movements your body is so used to making, things you instinctively shy away from… I wouldn’t call them fears because I know they are unfounded but a part of me, deep down well I guess i don’t know… maybe an unrest. I know im safe. I know whole heartedly that I have no reason to be on defense. No reason to fear a raised hand or anything of the sort…

Over the years I have had some brilliant thoughts. Ideas that I knew were world changing, ventures I knew were top notch, solutions I knew solved everyday problems…only to see them claimed by someone else within an unusual short amount of time. I was often told that sharing is caring but at what point do I allow myself to be selfish and reap the benefits or rather the comfort of success? If I…

I remember hearing the birds sounding off perpetually like a perculating tea kettle, shrill and heavy. The prolonged and petrified scream erupting from my throat effectivly demolishing a long established and deep seeded fear firmly established over my life span of reacurring nightmares in which i could not utter a sound nor squeak when it came to life or death. Over and over in my nightmares in…

Time is a supposed fleeting thing… fragile, fickle, and stern. Imagine that FatherTime as hard and unyielding for some can be short sweet and gentle for others. What about those who live briefly and die tragic painful deaths? Those who do not get the choice; struck down prematurely as if blades of grass under a gardeners graces… What is to say is not a rose, a redwood, a sycamore or crown of…

When all you’ve known is fading away into the background, being the unseen, the wall flower, the out cast… finally being freed from that prison of self degradation is like that first gasp of air while trying to push your limits and holding your breath underwater for so long. Then, suddenly your plunged back under… No chance to get another gulp of o2. Its a cycle… a vicious savage circle of the…

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I forgot the prompt question… But this is the result… When the couch imprint begins to look more like the continental divide… I am not saying one cushion bears a perfect posterior perma-print. I am directing your attention to the split that has grown so catastrophically concise between the two base cushions, effectively segregating couch companions to either side of a casm, or tilting and…

Please help me

Rescuing the cats who rescued me I need your help. Badly. As I’ve previously written, the cats saved me when I was ready to give up. I had everything ready for me to go to sleep and not wake up again. Then Story showed up, literally the same night. She curled around my ankles and barked at me… Odd for a cat. She told me she needed help and I helped her. She is hermaphroditic, and she was…

Fighting the stigmas that follow mental health and disabilities or chemical flaws.

Do you want to live forever? If I had been asked this before I would have said no… I would have said that a forever without my love ones would be dreadful. But, it means something new to me and if i had to choose to live forever alone in order to ensure that the world survived, that my children lived happy long lives then i most certainly would. that may not come across right to some, the last…

Trying to find a little happy where happy seems to hide. happiness seems fleeting at the moment and in the near future… It’s going to be rough…. I don’t know when I started this post…. it was only a title and the picture of us, one of the last of us together even tho years will pass. I was oblivious at this point. I had no clue what was to come. Honestly, I still don’t understand or fully…

When someone lands a punch on you face to face you have the chance to avoid the hit. You have those seconds as everything slows down and life seems to go into limp mode… To either go for a return hit or go for the block. When you get sideswiped… No warning. As a fist connects to the side of your head, not even closed fist… there’s no warning, no chance to block. Especially in a car. Thwap! Your…

letter written to a very big cat rescue group in the UK-

Why torment me…

The poisoning of our minds body and love..