Horns and Hooves

hello, I switched back to using my original blog, faunils. so that's why I haven't updated this one. sorry!! I don't have much internet, and I'm scatterbrained.

I lost so many people I thought were friends last month, and augh just. augh why are ppl so awful. I'm just going to live somewhere in nature in my tent all year and rent something for winter or sth, I'm so sick of cities and of cars/traffic/people/noise/garbage. I'm camping at Werbellinsee an hour north of Berlin rn, and it's effing beautiful! There's owls and woodpeckers and swans and squirrels and no cars and no noise whatsoever, and just the lake is so effing beautiful!! It's cold at night but I have a hot water bottle, and today I found an actual mattress! it's got some spots but it's in good shape and clean enough, and it'll be awsome and cozy and warm and I'm super relieved to be out of cities and away from cars and people. I can breathe again. The lake is super deep and the water is crystal clear, and I heard people go diving to see the three shipwrecks. It's ideal. I want to get a tiny flat here to store my stuff and as a homebase so the state knows where to send money to.