A Death Pigs Wish

I honestly just want to become that immobile, disgusting, slop loving pig, though, it's weird cause most feeders want to stay away from making their pigs what they are truly meant to be, disgusting, filthy and stinky. I would want to be bound to my bed, a bed that had been moved into a shed, one with mirrors all around. as a tube gets force down my throat into my stomach, Letting the fattening shake slide slowly into my belly, A fatty shake composed of Melted butter/sugar/heavy cream and weight gain mixture. making my mouth useless, soon i wouldn't be able to chew anything. I wouldn't be allowed to use a human toilet, i would just have to accept that i would need to mess and wet myself to relieve myself. My feeder would come in every day to check on me, fucking whatever they wanted, taking a live feed of my gaining to a mass audience who would pay to see me at a point where i would almost burst. As months go by the only way i could jerk off is the milking device attached to my now useless dick, attached to my dick on the first day of this heaven, of cause it would act as piss containment too. Does anyone want to fatten a useless pig like this? To fatten me to death this way would be a dream come true.                                                                                                                                  Don't be scared to say hi! messages are open