KillmePls

what's annoying about mood episodes being so short and switching so fast is you feel like you are deeply unwell for like 20-30 minutes and then you're good again, and by the end of the day you can't remember it being that bad so you're just like damn i've been so lazy and unproductive today why can't i get anything done where did all the time go

i really wish people understood how bad intrusive thoughts can be... it's not just quirky shit it's begging yourself to stop thinking about something completely repulsive like murder or rape or pedophilia and being completely unable to escape it no matter what you do

I want to go of the rails. Do hard drugs, get skinnier and skinnier. Have more friends even if they are just fake. Do molly whatever the fuck else with my friends. Drink and party all night. Smoke cigs and build fires. Stumble home and do it all over again the next day

I wish life had a free trial, I would cancel that shit right away ngl

People be like oh you’re in your 20s you have a whole life to live but I already feel as if I’ve missed every opportunity and made all the wrong decisions and it’s just fucked now

calories eatenhigh don’t exist because i’m high and i said so