Fathe

We draw a line and create borders to prevent dispute,yet it is that same thing people fight over.

Maybe, just maybe I can get out of this cycle and feel like myself again.

I’m trying so hard to feel alive,but all I’ve mastered is surviving quietly.

When you're slowly making progress,but suddenly everything is back to square one and you're just there feeling exactly how it felt when you were thirteen.

Was it always this blank?

You did good today.I'm proud of you,habibi.

Like a distant dream, something I can't quite recall nor forget.

I tumbled down into an abyss of darkness.I was supposed to feel the hands suffocating me,the darkness wrapping me with it's unwelcoming chill,but all I ever felt was comfort for I felt at home.