Hello! I am a selfshipper that ships mostly with Julian Albert from CW's The Flash, though I also ship with Brandon Walker from Braking for Whales! Please read my carrd for my DNI and more information on my ships etc!
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I made plant husbands lore moodboard GHJKGHDFK
TW: Some of the lore below mentions internalized homophobia/shame and struggles in relation to that so if that bothers you please be cautious
First Meeting:
Brandon and Vivi (again written in 3rd person because its easier ahaha) first meet at the plant nursery that Vivi is working at. Vivi had only been living in town for a couple of weeks so the two had only just now seen each other. Brandon was the nursery to get new outdoor plants for his mother's house which he had recently inherited.
The Argument:
When the two become close enough to realize they care for each other in an affectionate and romantic way, a fight suddenly occurs due to Brandon's continued struggle with his internalized shame towards his feelings and sexuality. While the argument is not violent in any way physically, the two verbally lash out of at each other due to misunderstandings, their own struggles and the need to vent their frustrations and struggle in some way (They both have a bad habit of internalizing things) Vivi mainly lashes out due to Brandon verbalizing feelings of shame and disgust about his feelings which are misunderstood as how he views Vivi. The two part for awhile after this argument until inevitably running into each other in town. ( To specify, Brandon eventually approaches to apologize and explain. Their relationship is strained for awhile but NOT abusive. I have to specify this as people have misinterpreted this in the past )
Moving in/ Finding Bug:
When Vivi discreetly moves in with Brandon much later down the road (Many believe they are just roommates ahaha) and while returning home from work, Vivi finds a lone puppy that he takes home with him. Attempts to find an owner are made but none is found and while they are a bit unsure, they keep the puppy and name her Bug. Bug helps the move settle easier and for the two to become more easily comfortable with their new better life together.
Ok so lore moment won the poll when I checked but then....I made four HGKFJHFDK so here they are, I tried putting them in order and below the cut will be small little explanations of the moment since I know some may not have seen the lore post or don't remember
First Meeting:
Julian and Vivi (again typing s/i pov because it's easier on me for these posts) first meet when Vivi arrives at the CCPD with a stack of old requested books. But rather than meeting who had requested them, he has a chance meeting with the ever prickly and tense Julian Albert.
Post Alchemy Return:
After his days of absence during the kidnapping and the reveal of Julian role as Alchemy, Julian arrives late at night at Vivi's place crumbling from the weight of what has been happening and the truth of what he had done. Vivi attempts to comfort him though he's not the best of comforters. Vivi also learns that Julian has been struggling to sleep.
The Camping Trip:
After the Alchemy situation and some tensions at work, Vivi somehow convinces Julian to go on a short camping trip with him as a much needed unplugging. Julian, who is a bit more used to the spoiled life, is disgruntled to begin but slowly relaxes as the trip progresses. The two learn more about each other on this trip, even if they also bicker.
The Collapse:
Julian after finding out that Caitlin had betrayed him quite heavily, seeks out Vivi once more but arriving at his place, instead finds Vivi collapsed. At the hospital, Julian waits by his bedside and after Vivi awakes, the two has a deep and much needed conversation about various heavy topics between them.
( Shipping Boundaries: I am non-sharing especially in regards to this ship, though I will do not mind if mutuals are friends or following doubles )
Masterlist:
Museum Date
Camping Trip
Ship Art Dump
Slightly Spice Ship Moodboard
General Ship Moodboard
Cuddle Art by @nathyr699
Lore Moodboards + Explanation
Fall Moodboard
Winter Solstice 2025
Winter Moodboard
Valentine's Day 2026
Selfshiptober Day 3
Selfshiptober Day 6
Selfshiptober Day 15
Selfshiptober Day 21
Selfshiptober Day 22
Selfshiptober Day 28
Selfshiptober Day 31
Height Difference
Blushy Kiss Art
Tomodachi Madness
General Ship Moodboard 2
Polaroid Template
Chibis Art
Another General Moodboard
Tidbits:
My anniversary with Julian is May 10th!
This ship is a bit messy but ultimately one of mutual healing from chaos and trauma
Ship Canon (There will be spoilers in this!!)
Vivi first meets Julian when he arrives at the CCPD precinct with the books on the deity Savitar that CCPD member, Barry Allen had requested specifically. Rather than Barry being the one to intercept them, it's Julian Albert the uptight and guarded forensic scientist who is even more reserved when he notices what research texts are being delivered. Despite his prickly and dry behavior (and being a bit taken aback by it) Vivi remains polite to him, and instructs him on how to properly care for the books and to pass this on to Barry as well since Barry was technically the one responsible for them. Julian is a bit surprised by Vivi's calm and politeness around him, but nevertheless makes no comment on such. Vivi properly introduces himself and manages to get Julian to introduce himself as well and then he leaves to continue his work for the remainder of the day.
They meet a second time when Julian arrives at the library to return the books as Barry had seemingly vanished as he seemed to be doing more lately. Julian is notably more tense, exhausted by Barry's prodding at him about Savitar and his own research, and agrees to return the books due to hoping to find a brief moment of respite should Vivi just acknowledge him the same as he did before. Vivi is surprised to see Julian again, and tries to make conversation by talking of how well cared for the books are as well as how interesting the subject is to him given he doesn't know much on that particular branch of mythos. Though as he notices Julian's tension grow at the topic he steers the conversation to more casual things. While Julian only gives short or dry answers, he seems to relax a bit.
Vivi becomes aware of more specifics of Julian's job through seeing a newscast that lists Julian specifically as the main consultant and forensics of a recent meta incident case. He grows even more curious about him but decides to allow Julian space given how guarded and reserved he seemed to be, he wanted to give him the space to decide if he wanted to return or not.
And Julian does. With request for more books, this time more sporadic as far as topic, a bit of a shaky seeming excuse to come back to the library. Vivi doesn’t pry, just acknowledges his request, helping him through the library to find the topics he requested. Vivi tries to make conversation and ask a bit more casual conversation in an attempt to fill the silence, after a bit, Julian begins to slowly give in. In his following weeks of visits, the two discuss "safe" topics, usually topics of interest, finding that they both hold an interest in common studies, namely science (even if different branches). This allows the two to flow into more honest, and even loose conversations when they are together.
Eventually there is a gap of absence where Vivi suddenly does not see Julian. He can't help but worry but simply waits for him to hopefully return. One night during this span of a few days, Julian arrives, though something is off with him. Enough that Vivi notices though he's not entirely sure what is up. Julian speaks far more harshly and acts in a way he never had before in front of Vivi. Vivi is stubborn in staying despite this and eventually Julian simply suddenly leaves into the night in a rush.
When Julian does return days later, Vivi is more wary but then notices the state that he is is and lets go of his wariness, his concern for him taking over. In his state of shock over the things he had had happen over the spam of the past few days as well as the revelation that he was being puppeted around as Alchemy, Julian speaks a bit more vulnerably and openly than usual. He's more openly bitter, angry and distressed and while while Vivi is unsure how to help (As well as shocked at what Julian had went through in such short time) he stays, not wanting to abandon Julian in such a low moment. This helps them understand each other a small bit more and trust each other a bit more.
After this it takes many days of convincing but given Julian's lingering guilt and distress, Vivi attempts to get him agree to a very short trip, he eventually agrees though a bit reluctantly. Vivi suggests a camping trip because then they could be away from the city as well as amongst enough distractions to keep them relaxed a bit more perhaps. Julian is a bit bitter at the beginning of the trip, not necessarily having been camping in such a rough way (even his expedition for the stone was hotel stays mostly) but eventually the two grow a bit more open and have moments of unintentional vulnerability with each other. They are in a sort of odd in between. Amorous in some way but nothing official or fully noticed happening between them.
They return a bit more at ease, though this unfortunately doesn't last long as Julian returns to some tensions amongst Team Flash. Vivi is unaware of the things that occur (namely the attempts at using Julian as a Savitar mouthpiece) until a week or so later when while at Julian's apartment, he opens up a bit about the situation, and is surprised that Vivi seems concerned and upset on his behalf.
The two continue to meet more regularly and speak more regularly, slowly opening up more and more to each other, learning and remembering more of each other while unable to cross any sort of lines.
When the betrayal by Caitlin happens, Julian is quite hurt and angered given the circumstances surrounding it. He goes to Vivi's apartment unannounced in a need for respite and familiar company he could trust. But when he arrives he is met with Vivi's unconscious form, and his visit quickly becomes an emergency hospital trip.
Vivi is quite weak and ill still by the time he wakes, and is quite surprised to find Julian asleep in the chair beside his hospital bed. Vivi's stirring accidentally wakes Julian, and the two have a true, fully vulnerable discussion together.
A week or two after Vivi has recovered, the two make the decision to attempt a romantic relationship despite both of their lack of romantic socialization so to speak. They fumble quite a lot and are awkward as hell but stick to it and a few weeks into the relationship, Vivi is introduced more properly to Team Flash and becomes known as a civilian of interest as well as one Julian may go out of his way to try to protect should it come to that.
(Rather than the quick write off the show writer's gave him) Julian after leaving Team Flash, discreetly remains in Central City with Vivi, settling into a somewhat quieter life with him.
( Shipping Boundaries: I am non-sharing, though I will do not mind if mutuals are friends or following doubles )
Masterlist:
Selfshiptober Day 5
Selfshiptober Day 7
Selfshiptober Day 16
Selfshiptober Day 20
Selfshiptober Day 29
Selfshiptober Day 31
General Ship Moodboard
General Ship Moodboard 2.0
Slightly Spice Ship Moodboard
Fall Moodboard
Winter Moodboard
Valentine's Day 2026
Chibi Arts
Tidbits:
My anniversary with Brandon is June 18th!
This ship involves some heavy topics but it is ultimately about mutual healing and finding oneself. Hurt/Comfort if you will
Ship Canon:
(Note: Vivi does not move into town until after the canon events of the movie)
Brandon and Vivi meet by chance, though it was inevitable in a town such as this where everyone seems to know each other and each other's lives. The two are a bit stricken by each other, both finding the other to be much different than who was typically around this place. They talk, albeit a bit awkwardly until Vivi leaves on his way, having been trying to get to work.
Brandon eventually sees Vivi again when he goes to the plant nursery in order to get a few things to plant out front of his mother's house that he had more recently moved into. Vivi is surprisingly receptive to seeing him again, immediately beginning conversation with him again. This is a bit shocking to Brandon who was used to the more stern or more nosy people of this town. Reluctant at first, he begins to speak more, relaxing a bit into the conversation.
This continues, the two seeing each other at various places through town and speaking, though over time Vivi notices how tense Brandon becomes when others see the two of them speaking freely together, though he doesn't quite understand. Not until small grazes and accidentally moments of closeness and flirtation occur and Brandon seems to shut down at it. Vivi realizes that Brandon is struggling with himself in some form.
Though the two attempt to sidestep their growing feelings, it inevitably continues to grow and seeing each other still feels inevitable. The more intimacy that happens whether intentionally or not, Brandon grows tense, even when the two are in privacy and he says things that makes Vivi realize he is struggling with internalized shame towards himself and his sexuality. Vivi gives him the space that he needs though he does make attempts to reassure him. (More details of this part to be added eventually I am being lazy)
Over time the two become more an official couple. With each other in private, at least. Brandon soon seems to relax a bit more, allowing himself to explore such feelings privately and Vivi respects this. Their relationship also allows the two of them to explore the parts of themselves that they typically cannot, the more odd or eccentric parts of themselves that they otherwise hid due to outside pressures.
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Imagine 💭 f/o clinging to you in the morning still half asleep, arms trapping you into their body heat and head nuzzling against you as they mumble a soft ‘no’ under their breath. Looks like it’ll be more than 5 more minutes!
I suppose it's just because of how my health has been but I keep thinking of just chill scenarios with the guys
Like with Julian just laying with him watching the most random documentary or lecture (and he becomes exasperated when I fall asleep during the lectures) or us reading together if I can manage it or him reading and me just laying my head in his lap or something
And then with Brandon we watch something super cheesy to part mark fun of and part not admit how emotional it made us. Or we play a game together, even better if one of us has no clue what we are doing so it's just vibes. Or him watching something while I just fall asleep on him and then he's torn between moving and waking me up or accepting his fate and staying
I also keep thinking about the period of angst in my ship with Brandon and how I want to yap about it and write it out as it's very important to the ship but I'm so weird about posting angst for some reason 😭 I think I only have once and that was last year when I posted possessed Julian
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Hello! My name is Jath! I'm a self shipper who adores his evil idiots and loves introducing them to all the silly and whimsical parts of life! I occasionally make art and sometimes write little fanfics about my ships.
I'd love to meet more cool people here! Please excuse me if I'm a bit awkward at first, though. I struggle with social anxiety and can be a little shy.
My DNI and F/O list can both be found on my intro post!!