This kiss, this kiss - unsinkable

I’m pushing myself to ignore the concerns like you guys want… my body is suffering the consequences but I am not going to stop. Let’s see how far I can take this. I was diagnosed with binge eating disorder by my dr so let’s keep going. What do you say?

My dr told me on multiple occasions to stop eating fast food due to recent blood work and my blood pressure. I can’t stop. I’m addicted to the feeling of being full, and even if I try to stop, I have to order until I feel like I’m going to be sick at every meal. I just eat in public now and I crave the feeling it gives me. I don’t know how to stop.

It started with “just a burger.” Then it became every day. Now I eat before work, get fed again on my lunch break, and still spend the rest of the day thinking about my next meal.

My belly is outgrowing my shirts. My buttons are hanging on for dear life. Every week I tell myself it’s the last time, but the drive thru always pulls me back in.

This isn’t just a cheat meal anymore, it’s become my routine. Addiction and binge eating have taken over my life.

McDonald’s. Every day. Every craving. Every excuse.

Here it is again side by side