FA/Feeder, UK, 32

It's becoming more and more of a radical act to live as a fat person and merely be content with it, let alone actually enjoy it!

Imagine one day when the only obese people are those who choose to be because they're one of us feedists. What will happen then? I don't know.

One thing i can tell you.. loving other people's fat and my own was something I was born with. I have ALWAYS felt this way.

It's an extremely deep and core part of my identity that i keep trying to deny to please other people. I just can't lie to myself anymore. I can't live a double life. I can't pretend i don't love who I love and love being who i love being.

Feedism is part of who i am. Always was who i am, and will always be who i am.

I won't sit myself through any more relationships where I am not being my full true self.

I deserve to be sexually and romantically satisfied in my life.

I hope that others may read this and allow themselves to live how they want to live, too. Love who they want to love and be who they want to be.

This is really fucking upsetting how tumblr is on a crusade against us. It is literal discrimination.

Fat is part of your core identity if you're a feedee. and part of you default sexual attraction if you're a feeder like me.

We seriously need to protest this. either that or we have to find a new safe space.

tumblr has been a feedism safe space for me for so long, even before i made an account.

it's very distressing seeing safe spaces for feedism being censored and shut down. what will be the next safe bastion for us? bluesky? maybe?...

it's depressing to see tumblr turn against its own fucking users. being able to report someone for just being into feedism is fucking insane and it just shows whoever agreed to this change is a filthy fucking fatphobe.

I wasn't allowed to have this game as a kid, and I played it at s friends house.

I swear it's a lifetime job. Letting go of what our parents and society put in our heads.

It still makes me feel sick, angry and anxious every time I hear anyone say sexist, racist, homophobic and transphobic stuff. Oh of course ableism too.

I don't understand why anyone wants to be mean to other people based on things that are just their intrinsic identity things.

It is part of who I am, and part of the type of person I want to be with.

I love fat. I love being fat, I love other people being fat. I love food, and other people who love food, getting fatter, and everything that comes with it. I love it deeply.

I have a deep, deep, primal desire for fatness.

Everything to do with it. Rolls, stretch marks, jiggling, softness, roundness..

The shape and feel and look of body fat is erotic to me.

More than that, it's aesthetically pleasing in a very deep way even beyond the sexual. It just feels right.

It's inherently queer, feederism, for me, too.

It's outside what most cis gendered straight people even think about.

For me, I cannot seperate queerness from feederism. It's part of my queer identity. to be fat is to be queer for me. Fat is queer.

It's part of my identity.

Fatness is part of who I am, and part of the type of person I want to be with.