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I’m just feeling so incredibly pushed out. My ex has suggested that I do more things with him and his new girlfriend so I feel included. But it won’t make a difference because it will still be him and her doing things with the kids and me tagging along ..

To make matters worse my daughter has started saying that she wishes his new girlfriend could be her mum, and that she wants to live with her. My immediate response is to tell her to go and fucking live with her then, but I’m trying not to react. Try not to let her see that it bothers me so much.

My ex (of over 5 years) texted the guy I was going to hang out with last Friday and told him he wasn’t allowed to have sex with me! I wasn’t planning on it and neither was he.. but that’s not the point! He kept going on about “bro code”.. he didn’t have that kind of moral compass when he shagged not one, but TWO of my friends! One I didn’t talk to for a year and the other still isn’t in my life!

My friend has changed her mind about going out on Friday, when I messaged the bloke asking if I should get some other people together he said “or we could just make it us two?”

Hello, I’m new to Tumblr and hoping to use this site a venting ground and brain dump for all the shit I can’t talk to my mates about? Please excuse all my ranting 🤷🏻‍♀️

Right now I’m cold, full of a cold and I don’t want to go to work. The only bright spot this week is I’m going out drinking on Friday! I’m looking forward to getting out of the house and having a drink, but my head is mashed thinking about who I’m going with. My best friend and the bloke I’d quite like to shag are talking about hooking up. I’m trying to be happy for her, because she’s wanted this for awhile but I’m still pissed off, not because she might get with him, but the other bloke I could fuck, I can’t invite because my friend doesn’t like him 😐