I'll write here cause I have nowhere else to go. It hurts, it hurts so bad, it hurts like never before. All I wanted was for you to love me, but I guess I wasn't enough. I know I'm fucking hard to deal with and fucking harder to love, but I thought you loved me unconditionally. I never thought there will come a day you'll tell me that you don't know if you want to be with me or not anymore. That I tell "I can't be with you and keep thinking that you don't love me anymore" and you don't correct me and say that you do love me. I thought that I meant more to you. I thought you wouldn't let me go that easily. I didn't know feelings could change that fast. But I saw it coming, I felt it with every bone in me but I didn't want to believe it. And here I am it's 12:40 AM and I'm crying myself to sleep, wishing I'd never wake up again, because I can't handle this amount of pain. Not for long.
