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Summary: You get briefly kidnapped a random morning by a pair of amateurs. You return with an unimpressed abduction critique and accidentally make Azriel laugh for the first time in recorded Night Court history. The inner circle proceeds to lose their minds.
A/N: I lost all my brain cells at work and decided to write a crack fic. Also Azriel definitely wheeze-laughs okay, fight me on this. This fic makes zero sense, I apologize
The Sidra was being respectful. The kitchen was not.
Rhys and Feyre were the picture of domestic royalty (tea, peaches, soft bickering). Cassian was beating eggs like they owed him money. Nesta was judging the eggs. Amren sipped red wine at nine in the morning because who, exactly, would stop her. Azriel stood at the end of the table, sleeves rolled, knife moving through pears with the kind of focus that means his mind is already three rooms ahead.
The door swung. Every head turned.
She stepped in looking like a rumor someone forgot to proofread: braid half-out, shirt torn at the shoulder, a smudge of dried blood at her temple, street dust on her knees. She thunked a coil of ugly rope beside Azrielâs pears, stole Cassianâs mug without asking, and drank.
Azriel was on his feet before the rope finished settling. The blade vanished. Shadows skimmed the floor like hunting dogs. âWhat. Happened.â
âKidnapped,â she saidâannoyed, not dramatic. She nudged the rope with two fingers as if it had personally disappointed her. âBriefly.â
The word detonated the room. Cassian fumbled his mug. Feyre went very still. Rhysâs smile vanished; Nestaâs chin angled like a drawn bow. Amrenâs eyes did murder math.
Azrielâs voice came out even, which meant it was shaking. âBy whom.â
âAmateurs.â She hopped up to sit on the table like this was a weather report. âI have notes.â
âNotes,â Rhys repeated faintly.
âMhm. First of allâand I cannot stress this enoughâif youâre going to bag someone, measure your bag.â She held her hands apart. âPillowcases are not scalable for head sizes. I could see through the weave. I made eye contact with a chicken on the way to the âsafehouse.â I named her Beryl.â
Cassian actually dropped a glass. It shattered. No one looked.
Azrielâs jaw became a weapon. âThey put a bag over yourââ
âLoosely,â she said, unimpressed. âWith a lavender sachet inside, which is⌠sweet? But counterintuitive if your goal is menace.
Feyre set the kettle down because her shoulders were starting to shake. Rhys, very politely, said, âContinue.â
âSecond: rope selection.â She thumped the coil. âAesthetic, sure. Functional? It surrendered immediately. Iâve seen House laundry lines with more integrity. I conducted a quick knot clinic on the way. Mor would have loved it. I told them, âIf you canât tie a bowline blindfolded in ten breaths, you cannot freelance in the abduction space.ââ
Azriel made a sound he does not typically allow in public. Not a laugh, yet. A breath that forgot how to be quiet.
Cassian's eyes lit up and whispered to Rhys, "We have a tremor, do not panic."
Azriel blinked at the rope, then at her. âYou⌠stayed to give them advice on kidnapping?â
âYes,â she said, perfectly serious. âBecause bad technique escalates risk. Someone was going to sprain a thumb on a granny knot and statistically it would be me. I refuse to be complicit.â
Nestaâs mouth did the tiniest, most criminal curve. âDid they at least threaten you properly?â
âThey tried.â She sipped, grimaced. âThey opened with âlisten here, sweetheart,â which, bold, to assume I havenât heard that since birth. I offered alternatives. âNemesisâ has gravitas. âSweetheartâ is seasonal.â
Cassian choked. Nestaâs eyes glittered, hungry.
âAnd the blindfold,â she pinched the bridge of her nose, âwas one of those decorative scarves with bells. Every time I breathed I sounded like Solstice. We took the scenic route, so I jingled for three streets.â
Azrielâs shoulders started to move. Slowly. Then again. He sat down like someone had pulled the chair and then changed their mind, elbows to thighs, hands in his hair. His eyes brightened in a way that scared everyone and somehow calmed them too.
Feyre put a hand to her chest, "Oh my goodness, it's actually happening. He's going to, I can feel it."
âThen they argued about lunch,â she went on, genuinely offended. âIn the next room. Loudly. One of them thinks stew is a personality. The other kept saying âno onionsâ like a manifesto. Door wide open.â
âY/n,â Az said, voice strangled, âpleaseââ
She blinked at him, wrong-footed by the sound. âWhat? Iâm giving feedback.â
âExactly,â he wheezed, helpless, breaking, âthatâs theâ thatâs the problemââ
Rhys was grinning into the marble like a sinner at altar. Cassian bent double, wheezing himself on contact. Amren swirled her wine with unholy delight.
âI mean honestly,â she said, exasperation pure, âI was offended. I assumed I ranked highly enough theyâd send someone qualified.â
Azriel broke.
It wasnât loud. It was a silent catastrophe, shoulders shaking, air leaving him in undignified little bursts he tried and failed to contain, that rare, impossible wheeze like someone finally opened a window in his ribs. He pressed his forearm to his mouth; his eyes went wet; he tried to stop and could not.
âOh my gods,â Cassian whispered, reverent. âHe laughs like this?â
Feyreâs eyes turned soft as a prayer. âDo it again,â she stage-whispered toward her, appalled at herself and delighted anyway.
Mor appeared with a croissant. âWhat did I missâOH MY GODS DO IT AGAIN.â
She looked between them, affronted. âI am not a wind-up toy.â
Az tried to breathe, failed, pointed helplessly. âYou saidâ you were offendedââ
âWell I was.â She swung a leg, indignant. âI expected a clean snatch-and-grab. Instead I got a duo called Shade and⌠also Shade. Second Shade insisted it was spelled Shaydeâuntil we reached the door and he remembered his name is actually Blade. Shade welcomed Blade to the team. Blade apologized for the confusion and reintroduced himself. Twice.â
Az folded over his knees. The laugh went silent dangerously, then came back as a wheeze so violent his shadows jittered like excited crows.
âFourth,â she continued mercilessly, âbranding.â She produced a crumpled parchment. âThe ransom letter to the Knight Court; as in a chivalry-themed small-claims tribunal. Demand: âfifty gold and a pie.â
Rhys slapped the counter. âIâm framing that.â
âI fixed it,â she added, practical. âLeft a corrected draft with sample openers and a style guide. Also a checklist: one, if youâre keeping a hostage, do not let her keep her knives. Two, if you must keep the knives, remove the whetstone. Three, absolutely do not monologue.â
Nesta, savoring, âThey monologued.â
âExtensively. With hand gestures.â She demonstrated two limp theatrical flourishes. âVery interpretive. Shade presented a metaphor about the river of fate. Blade asked if I needed a cushion. There was also a third man briefly, unfortunately named Spoons, who recused himself on moral grounds and fetched me water.â
Azriel gasped, a sharp, involuntary intake that turned into another helpless wheeze. He scrubbed at his eyes, shook his head, tried for dignity and missed by a mile.
Rhys blinked, his eyes suspiciously bright, "Someone please record this moment for history."
âFifth: the gag.â She pinched her nose. âA floral scarf. Peppermint oil on it. Are we soothing or are we intimidating? Pick a lane.â
âMercy,â Az begged, voice wrecked and laughing. âplease, Iââ
âFine.â She hopped down, and the joke dropped out of her voice without ceremony. She took his wrist, thumb brushing the vein. âIâm alright.â
He turned his hand to catch hers, holding carefully where there wasnât blood. Relief carved through his face so nakedly the room went quiet for one beat. âYouâre sure?â
âI escorted myself out,â she said, matter-of-fact. âLeft them an invoice.â
Amren perked. âFor what.â
âConsulting,â she said. âHalf-day rate.â
Cassian made a sound that might have been a sob. Rhys leaned into Feyreâs shoulder and laughed into her hair. Nesta allowed herself an audible, dangerous snort.
Azriel, finally breathing like a person, tipped forward until his forehead touched her shoulder and exhaled like a man making shore. His voice was ruined, soft. âYou cannot do that to me before breakfast.â
âI did bring you a souvenir,â she said, digging in her pocket and producing a very sad knife. She set it in his palm. âFrom Knight Court.â
The wheeze tried to come back. He swallowed it, kissed her knuckles instead, and murmured, âI am so angry with them, and alsoâgods.â
âDonât make it a party trick,â she warned the room, glaring as Mor vibrated with glee. âNo âdo it again.â Iâm not performing.â
Mor saluted with her croissant. âUnderstood. But for the record?" she pointed at Azriel, "You just made history today with that laugh."
Cassian said solemnly, "I'm commissioning a tapestry for this moment."
âShut up Cassian.â Az said faintly, staring at her like she hung the moon. âYou stayed to give them advice,â he repeated, wonder, wreckage.
âYes,â she said, baffled by the fuss. âBecause if anyone is going to kidnap me in this city, they will do it correctly.â
Azriel started laughing again, softer now, helpless still. He caught her hand and didnât let go.
âYouâll live,â she told him, deadpan.
âBarely,â he said, and let the wheeze happen one more time into the skin of the woman who could walk into a kitchen and turn terror into air.
The midjourney stuff just reminds of when we were trying to find a new platform to host the ao3 donation form, and companies kept trying to tell me about all their "ai" features that would track donor engagement, and figure out the optimal pattern to email individual donors asking for follow up donations, and all the ways they suggest we manipulate people into staying on our websites. It was a great way to filter out who either wasn't listening to us when we described our ethics and donor base, or just didn't believe us.
Now granted ao3 is a unique case based on a) the amount of page views we get in any given time period and b) the fact that most donors absolutely do Not want to be identified as such anywhere, (the default "list of recent donors" module got nuked Immediately) but it surprised me some that the concept of "donors who value their privacy and would be furious at even the whiff of AI" is unique. Some of us really are just existing in different worlds.
#I just started dropping '2.5 Billion page views a month'#into conversations as early as possible bc they would Not believe me otherwise#it was right up there with having to say 'csam attacks' to get them to take my compartmentalization of information concerns seriously#turns out those are the magic words#otw#op
The last part was kind of insane, honestly. When we started changing platforms for the donor database, I kept telling them that yes I was aware we already had an account for the volunteer database, and no that could not be connected to the donor database. And they said yes fine sure and then connected them anyway. And I called them back and said, excuse me, I'm confused, I can see both databases. And they said, well, yeah, but it's only you, someone has to be able to see both databases to give other users access. The other users can't see both. And I said, no, we have been asking for a completely separate database. I should not be able to see both. And they said, you are one organization, one organization can't have two databases. And I said, last year someone used our volunteer email list to commit approximately one thousand felonies. Please feel free to imagine how much worse it could have been had they had a way to use volunteers' email addresses to get their legal names. We do not want this to be something anyone can do no matter how much we trust them. Let me describe those felonies to you in more detail. And they emailed me two hours later and said, you can have two separate databases.
Description: Finding yet another gift for Rhysandâs endless birthdays is proving a difficult task. With a little help from the owners of one of your favourite shops, you come up with the perfect way to spoil your High Lord on his birthday.Â
Warnings: Smut, porn very little plot, p in v, riding, lingerie, jewelry kink? idk but rhysand has somethin going on for sure, mirror sex, rhysand is in love, so is reader, established relationship (is that a warning? it is to me)
A/N: Thereâs not enough enamored Rhysand smut out there. Plenty of people are writing it, I just donât think thereâs enough. So hereâs this! Enjoy!
Ever one to spoil his lover, Rhysand never failed to provide you with the most gorgeous jewelry the shops of Velaris, the courts of Prythian, and his motherâs personal stash had to offer. You werenât naive, you saw the way his eyes lit up whenever you donned one of the hundred pieces heâd given you. It brought a smile to your face knowing how much joy he got from making you happy. Of course, youâd love Rhys even without the jewels, without the title, and the kingdom, but the diamonds didnât hurt.
In the crisp autumn air, the shops of Velaris seemed empty of anything that would suffice for your High Lordâs upcoming birthday. Only a few days away now, Rhysandâs birthday made you incredibly nervous. After so many years together, getting him a gift that actually meant something to him was no easy feat. He had enough money to buy anything you could bring him, not to mention your accounts were long joint by now. He had a wonderful family that was sure to cover a range of sentimental, practical, and gag gifts.Â
What did that leave for you?Â
You sighed to yourself, snuggling your chilly nose deeper into the plush, navy scarf wrapped around your neck. Your eyes continued to scan the lines of shops down the streets until you caught sight of the store that Rhysand bought all of your best underthings from. You really did have enough lacy garments at home, but maybe you could find something that stood out to wear for him. After all, there was one thing only you could give him.Â
When you stepped inside the store, a small bell jingled above your head, letting the two lesser Fae working the store know youâd entered.Â
âHigh Lady,â one greeted, bowing politely to you.Â
You waved away her formality, smiling sweetly at her.Â
âHello, always a pleasure to visit one of my favourite shops,â you replied, your voice kind.Â
âWeâve just finished making a few new pieces if youâd like to take a look.â
âIâd be delighted.â
The sweet Fae female led you toward the back of the shop where a little wardrobe stood under a single faelight. She opened the doors to the wardrobe, revealing the dainty, yet intricate new sets she and her partner had designed and sewed. They were all so beautiful, but one particular set snagged your attention.Â
âWhatâs that one?â You asked, gesturing to the twinkling, jewelled garment hiding between two others.Â
âI thought your High Lord would come snatch this up, but it seems youâve beat him to it this time,â she chuckled, pulling the garment off the rack to show you.Â
Perfect.
ËââŽâËŕż
It had been a real effort, managing to slip from Rhysâs birthday festivities a few hours earlier than the rest of the High Lordâs inner circle. Mor has whined, Cassian had pleaded, Azriel had frowned slightly more than usual. Rhys had been especially desperate to have you near him, the few empty bottles of wine at his feet making him touchier than usual.Â
You were proud of your performance, feigning a headache that forced you to retire for the night. Little did the rest of your group of friends know that youâd scurried up to your room and dug your fingers into the jewelry box that contained only Rhysâs favourite pieces.Â
Within an hour, you practically glittered from head to toe. Youâd slipped on a pair of crystal kitten heels, transparent and sparkling in the late night starlight. Around your ankles were twin chains, dainty silver things with tiny crystal stars dangling from them. Even the stars would bow at your feet if they could, my love. Rhysâs words, even in memory, could send a shiver down your spine.Â
Around your waist, three thin chains, all joined together on one side of your hip with a shining diamond. From your wrists to your shoulders, you wore the intricate silver wire-like cuffs that swirled in patterns similar to Rhysâs tattoos. Small, purple gems were littered throughout the thin silver, catching the light when you moved. On your fingers, only your wedding ring, a gift from Rhysâs mother youâd never gotten to know.Â
Your neck was wrapped with the diamond choker heâd gifted you for one Winter Solstice, a matching pair of earrings secured as well. Atop your hair, his favourite of your crowns: a sparkling tiara style crown laced with glistening moonstone. Close enough to bringing you the moon, heâd explained when heâd set it on your head for the first time.Â
The set youâd gotten from that shop really brought it all together, though. It was, quite literally, made for you. The top was a flimsy net of sparkling, starlight thread that barely covered the shape of your breasts. The panties were made of a similar material. The only thing preserving whatever shred of modesty this set left behind was a collection of crystals of varying sizes, The crystals covered only the most intimate parts of your core and the place just over your nipples. To top it all off, hanging from the small thread that connected the fabric over your chest was a silver charm of the Night Courtâs symbol.Â
It was impossible to get Rhysand a gift he couldnât buy for himself, but you figured that diamonds were pretty good. Especially if he could peel them off your body himself. You took a good look in your full-length mirror, grinning at your reflection. You looked fucking good. It was only a matter of waiting, then, until Rhysand came to bed, ready to curl in beside you.Â
ËââŽâËŕż
A little past two in the morning, your bedroom door creaked open. Rhys, to his credit in his semi-drunk state, did his best to be quiet as he came in, just in case you were asleep. Your lips quirked upwards at the sight of him, and you adjusted yourself in your position laid back against the headboard of your bed. The moment heâd made it inside and softly shut the door, Rhysandâs gaze was searching for you.
The once over, then twice over, then again for good measure, he gave you was enough to tell you that your gift had already been well received by the male in front of you. You watched as a blush spread itself across his face, all the way up to the tips of his pointed ears. Cute, you thought.Â
âHappy birthday, Rhys. I got you diamonds.â
He just nodded slowly, as if to say I noticed, his quick tongue darting out to wet his plush lips. Hunger claimed his features rapidly as he stalked, stalked, toward the bed like an animal toward its prey. All the while though, his gaze held such reverence for you that goosebumps raised on your skin.Â
âYou are,â he said, his voice deep and dripping with desire, âthe most beautiful creature that has ever walked this realm.â
It was your turn to blush now, the words sinking deep into your stomach and fueling the fire slowly lighting in your core. The sight of him was more than enough to have the scent of arousal filling the air between you, but his words and his tone had certainly made you perfectly obvious.
âI didnât know what to get you so I thoughtâŚâ You trailed off, eyes trailing to his chest as his deft fingers worked to unbutton his shirt.
âThis is more than I couldâve hoped for. Câmere, sweetheart.â He cooed, beckoning you over with a brief flick of his hand.Â
Who were you to deny him a thing, really? You couldnât help the smile on your lips as you climbed across the bed, sitting on the edge of it as you waited for him to close the distance between you.
âNo, come here.â He insisted, holding a hand out for you this time.
You arched a brow as you reached out your own hand, your ring catching in the light as your fingers met his palm. You stood, walking the few steps to be right at his side. His shirt, fully unbuttoned now, fell to the floor as he let go of your hand, his own lifting to rest on your cheek.Â
âExquisite,â he murmured to himself, as if admiring a piece of art.
His free hand came to rest on your waist, his index finger toying with one of the little chains around you, and he leaned down to press a tender kiss to your lips. You could taste wine and laughter on his lips, your smile melting as he pulled back.
âWhat is it?â
âJust wanted another look,â he said as he lowered his lips to yours again, this time in a much firmer kiss.Â
He wasted no more time in absolutely devouring you with the kiss, the hand on your face sliding into your hair, causing his thumb to brush the edge of your crown. You couldâve sworn you heard a soft moan leave him as it did. Your hands came to rest on his bare chest, his heartbeat like thunder beneath his skin.Â
His hand, the one previously toying with your waist chain, slid down to your ass to squeeze. You let out a soft squeak against his lips in surprise, but you arched into his touch instinctually. Your hands roamed his chest, exploring over his stomach, down to the waistband of his pants. He pulled back from the kiss once more, shaking his head at you.
âNot yet,â he said.
Your confusion mustâve been clear on your face because he chuckled quietly, giving your lips a quick peck.
âYou got all dressed up just for me,â he went on, stepping backward until he could sit down on the edge of the bed, âI think I should get to spend as much time as I like admiring this.â
Standing almost nude, alone in front of his bed shouldâve felt at least somewhat embarrassing. Under the heat of Rhysâs stare, though, you felt nothing but power thrumming through your veins. Your eyes flickered to his waist as his hands slowly unclasped his belt buckle. When you lifted your gaze back to his face, his violet eyes were still glued to you.Â
âWhy donât you give me a spin, sweetheart.â
He dragged his tongue over his top teeth, eyes trained on you with such intense desire you really thought he might just come take a bite out of you. Ever the mind reader, most literally, you heard Rhysandâs voice coo in your head softly. Believe me, angel, Iâm considering it. A shiver ran down your spine as you sank your teeth into your bottom lip.
âYou can do whatever youâd like with me, Rhys, thatâs kind of the point.â
âYeah, well, Iâd like you to give me a spin.â
You flushed deeper at his words, giving the male a small nod before you obliged. You slowly turned in a small circle, letting your hair sweep against your neck, against your cheeks. The dangling chains and jewels that littered your perfect frame clinked softly with the movement, catching the light and sending small bits of starlight throughout the room. Rhys was grinning wolfishly by the time you finished spinning, his cock having been freed from his pants and now lazily fisted as he watched you.Â
âFucking perfect,â he told you.
âSays you,â you retorted, walking toward him once more with quiet clicks from your heels against the floor.
He reached a hand for you, the other not stopping his slow strokes up and down his already hard cock. You bit your lip again, your mouth practically watering. He slid his hand up your back, unclasping the tiny bra you wore with practised ease. His confidence was ridiculous, but the skill he had to back it up never failed to make your head spin. You wanted him everywhere, the weight of him on your tongue, the feel of him against your palm⌠but tonight wasnât about you.Â
âHow do you want me?â
The answering groan is almost enough to send you straight to your knees, desperate to taste him all of a sudden.
âI want you to come take a seat,â he said coolly, his hand retreating from your back to pat one of his very appealing thighs, âwith a crown like that, my High Lady deserves a proper throne.â
You nearly snort out a laugh at his joke, but the proposition of riding him tonight makes your stomach flutter. Rhys loved to see you on top of him, of course, but he was most often too restless to do anything other than pin you down and have his way with you. Climbing up onto the bed, you moved to set your knees on either side of his hips but he stopped you, both of his hands coming to grab your waist.
âUh uh,â he tutted, turning you around so that your back was to him, âa view this good canât be missed. Eyes stay open, yeah, sweetheart?â
With your bare back pressed to his bare chest, you had the perfect view of your husbandâs chin coming to rest on your shoulder, hands sliding up to cup your breasts, in the full length mirror on the wall. You took in your kiss-flushed lips, your slightly off skew crown, and naked chest. You knew you looked good when youâd set this whole thing up, but now, under Rhysâs touch? The masterpiece was complete.
âSit down.â Rhys said, and you could tell from the tone of his voice that he was desperate for you, impatient as ever.
You reached behind you, your fingers wrapping around his cock, earning you a low hiss from him. As you lined him up with your soaking entrance, you felt his hips jerk up in what you were sure was an involuntary reaction. You opted not to tease him tonight and sunk down on him slowly, a breathy moan leaving you as you took him inch by inch.
He groaned as he watched you through the mirror, his eyes flickering from your face, to your tits, to where you took him inside you. When he bottomed out inside you, your eyes fluttered, threatening to close. Rhys pinched your hip lightly, kissing at your neck.
âDonât you close those eyes. Canât miss a fucking second of this.â
You opened your mouth to reply, but all that came out was a whiny moan. He chuckled darkly behind you, his hands coming to grip your hips so he could lift you up and drag you back down onto his dick. You rocked back in time with the way he moved you, pressing your ass flush against his defined v-line. In the mirror, you watched him disappear inside you again and again, your chest bouncing with the movements you made.
You could tell that Rhys was hyper-aware of all this too, as his eyes still couldnât find a place to land for good. Every few moments theyâd flit over to another part of your jewelry covered form, a flare of possessiveness flashing in his gaze at each new piece he took in. It was obscene, watching him fuck you like this, but Gods was it hot. The feeling of him filling you, stretching you open, was almost overwhelming. He was made to fit you just as you were made to fit him.Â
In his grasp, you managed to cant your hips faster, one of your hands reaching behind you to tangle in Rhysâ hair.
âFeels so fucking good, Rhys,â you moaned, tugging lightly at his roots.
He groaned, nipping at your ear as he let you fuck yourself back onto him faster, harder.Â
âSo do you, angel, fucking perfect bouncing on my cock like that. See that? See how good you take me?â
You nodded frantically, your watch on the mirror alerting you to one of his hands sliding between your legs. One of his fingers immediately found your clit, forcing a loud moan from your lips. Rhysâs grin widens despite the way ragged grunts and groans keep slipping past his lips.Â
âThatâs it, sweetheart, take it.â
His praise was absurd, like adding gasoline to a house already aflame. With the way Rhys was rubbing tight circles onto your clit and fucking into you so deep you could see stars, you knew you wouldnât last long. Your stomach clenched, your walls squeezing his cock, making him moan right in your ear.Â
âClose already?â
The soft mockery in his tone made you clench again. Rhysâs fingers sped up, his hips lifting to meet yours as your rhythm faltered. You watched in the glass before you as Rhysâs eyes rolled for a moment, his breaths speeding up. You knew him well enough to know he wasnât far behind you.
âYeah, yes, Rhys, fuck, Iâm gonna come,â you moaned, dropping your head back on his shoulder.
Your crown tumbled off of your head, then, falling onto the mattress with a soft tink.
âOh, I donât think so,â Rhys huffed, the hand not rubbing sweet patterns into you lifting to force your head back upright.
It was a battle to keep it that way, your muscles ready to give out as you inched closer and closer to your peak. When you felt the cool metal of your crown kiss your forehead, watched as Rhys picked it up off the bed and set it back on your head, your heart clenched.
âCome for me, gorgeous. Look how beautiful you are when you fall apart.â
His hot breath against the shell of your ear, the pure adoration in his voice, the feeling of him plucking every nerve in your body like guitar chords, had you shattering. You came with a cry of his name, clenching around his cock. The feeling of you coming on his dick paired with your teary gaze locked on his in the mirror had Rhys snapping instantly, his come filling you as he continued to rock his hips into yours.
You panted for breath as you came down from your high, slumping back against Rhysâs chest. Your eyes had shut without you even realizing, and you were pretty sure it was alright that you rested on your loverâs shoulder now. Rhysandâs breath was heavy behind you, his chest heaving. He let out a breathless laugh, kissing your temple tenderly.
âBest birthday yet.â
âYou say that every year,â you laugh breathlessly.
âAnd I mean it every year.â
âHappy birthday, Rhys. I hope you liked your present.â You said, opening your eyes to look at him.
He smiled at you, catching your lips for a quick, sweet kiss.Â
âThank you, sweetheart,â he said, giving an experimental roll of his hips to reveal he was already hard again, âbut if you think that was all the enjoyment I was going to get tonight, youâve got another thing coming.â
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Velaris is beautiful at night, from the glittering stars overhead, to the soft gurgle of the Sidra rushing over time worn stones beneath the cityâs many intricate bridges. The music makes the whole city feel full of light and laughter, couples often dancing and humming in the streets. Itâs one of your favorite places to be.
Usually.
Tonight itâs just⌠there. Though you stand in the heart of it, everything moves around you, never quite touching you. Itâs as if youâre suddenly a stranger in the place you love the most, the emotional distance between you palpable.
You jam your hands in your pockets and keep walking, though youâre not really sure where youâre going, your body moving on autopilot. Itâs been like that for a couple weeks now, if youâre honest, youâll be half way through the day sometimes before you realize youâre not sure how or when you even got out of bed, or gotten dressed. Did you even eat? Kiss your mate good morning? Rhys has been working long hours in Illyria lately, most nights youâre already asleep before heâs even tumbling into bed, but, now that youâre thinking about it, that could also be because youâve been going to sleep earlier too.
You frown at your boots as you walk, trying to remember when this happened. Itâs not new, youâve had bouts of this since you were a teenager, but theyâve been better thanks to regular sessions with Madja and some other healers. Art therapy in the Rainbow has helped too. Usually you can tell when youâre starting to slip into the darker places in your head, but it crept up on you this time.
By the time your mindless wanderings bring you back to the Townhouse, the light from your upstairs bedroom is already on, meaning Rhys somehow finished his business and beat you home. Youâd only planned to grab some takeout so you wouldnât have to cook, and yet, here you stand, hands as empty as your stomach.
The door opens before you can even reach for your key, soft light spilling out into the entryway. âThere you are!â Rhys says by way of greeting, as if heâd been waiting by the door for you. Your mate leans in to place a quick peck on your lips as he guides you inside.
âDid you go to Ritaâs with Mor?â
He should be able to tell you hadnât, since youâre wearing the same sweatpants you had been for a week, but then again, he also hasnât been home enough to know you havenât changed out of them.Â
âNo IâŚâ you hate talking about this stuff, hate feeling like youâre burdening anybody with the weight you feel pressing down on your chest. âUh, went to get dinner.â
Rhys stares down at your empty hands, eyebrows raised teasingly. âDid you forget to bring it back?â
You run a hand over your eyes. Cauldron theyâre so heavy! Why is everything always so heavy? Your whole body feels like itâs made of bricks, just the effort to kick off your boots feels like it takes every single drop of energy you have left. âSorry.â Even speaking feels like too much.
Rhys frowns, âDarling, are you ok?â
âJust tired,â you say, avoiding his eyes now.Â
He steps forward, placing a knuckle under your chin and tilting your face towards him. âWhatâs wrong?â
âIâm tired,â you repeat, but your eyes are watering now.Â
He stills, violet eyes roaming over you, assessing for the first time tonight how you look, the dark circles under your eyes. He knows you havenât had trouble sleeping, heâs barely been able to wake you when he comes home at night. âItâs getting bad again, isnât it?â
âIâm sorry,â you whisper, tears falling in earnest now.
Rhysâs features soften as he lifts you into his arms, the bond flooding with warmth and understanding as he says, âItâs not your fault. You canât help it.â
You rest your head on his shoulder as he carries you upstairs. âI thought I was doing better⌠but everything just feels heavy again.â
He kisses your forehead gently as he climbs into bed and settles you down against his chest. Twisting, his wings unfurl so he can curl one around you, cocooning you in the warmth of his body. âWhat can I do to help?â
You wrap an arm around his waist as you settle your face against his chest, his heartbeat steady and even beneath you. Madja had said once that this was helpful if you got overly anxious, the steadiness of his breathing helping yours level out, and it helps now too, gives you something to focus on. Itâs grounding and you let your breathing sync up, your chest rising and falling against his own. Madja hadnât been able to stress enough how important it was to find something to ground you in the present when you got like this, lest your thoughts start to spiral deeper and deeper into the dark.
âJust need you to hold me for a little while,â you say.
Rhys pulls your favorite blanket up over the two of you before wrapping an arm around your waist. âI love you,â and the bond floods with more warmth than you think you deserve, but it doesnât let up when those thoughts sneak in. âIâll do anything you need me to.â
You place a gentle kiss to his chest. âIâm sorry.â
âDonât be,â he replies, fingers tracing shapes in your back. âNo one has all good days.â
âBut nothing even happened,â you protest. âI just woke up one morning and it was just so heavy to be awake.â
He kisses your temple. âWe can see Madja in the morning, if you need, but you canât beat yourself up. You have no control over it.â
You press your temple into his chest and breath in the jasmine and citrus scent of him. âI hate it.â
He places another kiss to the top of your head. You know he hates it too, hates that itâs a battle he canât fight for you, no matter how much he wants to. âIt will pass.â
Rhys is warm, his presence soothing, the darkness that seeps from his skin on the days he hasnât had the time to expel enough of it, drifting over your body in soothing motions. This is safe and quite and peaceful. Your body starts to settle more and more as time goes on.
âDo you really believe that?â You whisper. âThat itâll pass?â
âYes,â he says. âIt has before, and it will again.â Knowing heâs had the experience himself, youâre inclined to believe heâs right.
âIâm glad youâre with me,â you admit.Â
Rhys holds you a little tighter, âTill all the stars fall from the sky, my love.â He holds you all night, whispering all the things he loves about you as you start to fall asleep.
You let yourself fall into it, hoping tomorrow will be better.
washing dishes is evil because you go "oh fuck there's so many dishes this is gonna take foreverrr" and then you enter the dish abyss and emerge with your abdomen somehow covered in water and your hands all wrinky and then you look at the clock and what felt like half an hour was actually 10 minutes
Illyria was a wasteland, nothing but frigid mountains and harsh winds, you'd never understood how anything survived here. Your mate had flown you in an hour ago, you'd immediately had to sit in front of the cabin's fireplace, smothered in blankets, a warm cup of tea in your hands to avoid your teeth chattering and your fingertips from turning blue. The boys were somehow training outside shirtless. You could see them from the window, sparring, even as the relentless wind continued to beat against the windows.
You furrowed deeper into your mountain of blankets, still so damned cold. How were they managing that? How had Cassian survived his childhood, alone and hungry in this for so long? Was there something built into Illyrians to help them survive?
You tapped a mental hand against the bond hesitantly, worried you might distract your mate and he'd get hurt... again. Rhys had gotten used to your random questions, but thd first couple of times had been so sudden he'd lost focus, Az had clipped him across the shoulder, drawing blood. It hadn't even scarred, had healed with the help of his powers in less than hour. He'd probably forgotten about it. You hadn't.
Your mate responded with a gentle caress against your mental shields, like he'd brushed a hand over you mind, urging you to come forward.
"Do Illyrians run hot?" You asked.
A dark chuckle ran across the bond, sending a shiver over your spine. "Why don't you come out here and find out?"
You rolled your eyes. "And freeze to death? No thank you."
"It's not even snowing yet.," he let your peer through his eyes, the landscape dripping from yesterday's rain, but it was more mud than anything.
"I've seen warmer places in the Winter Court."
"There are plenty of ways to stay warm up here," Rhys purred, his voice a playful caress against your mind. "You're welcome to join us in the birken when we're done."
"And leave the safety of my little nest by the fire? I'll have frostbite by the time I make it there."
"Give me five minutes." The bond snapped closed and then Cassian was screaming obscenities from where they were sparring near the side of the cabin.
"THAT'S CHEATING YOU BASTARD!" Azriel shouted.
"RHYSAND I CAN'T FUCKING SEE!"
You pulled the comforter off the top of your head to try and get a good look through the closest window, but there was nothing but darkness against the glass. It was still too early in the day for the sun to be going down, the darkness outside rattling against the windows like a harsh wind. Rhys very rarely unleashed that much power, but you felt your own flare to life in your chest at the sight of it. Like calls to like, and your starborn powers had always risen to the challenge it found in Night Triumphant.
It wasn't even a full five minutes before the back door was thrown open so fast the old wood cracked against the wall. The wind came in with it, making you burrow deeper into your mound of blankets to avoid it.
Rhys must have kicked off his boots at the door, because you heard it slam shut and then nothing until large hands settled on your blanket clad shoulders.
You jumped with a shriek of surprise that had your mate bending over the back of the couch to kiss your barely exposed forehead apologetically, his skin colder than the wind beating against the walls.
"Ack! You're an ice cube!" You hissed, twisting to get away.
He chuckled as he pulled away and went to the closet near the front door.
"Don't bother, I've already raided it," you warned.
He opened it anyway, then frowned at all the empty shelves. "You weren't kidding." His next move was to go to the stack of wood neatly organized by the fire place and throw more in, the blaze illuminating the sharp planes of his face. He wasn't wearing a shirt, training leathers hanging low on his hips, a fine sheen of sweat making his bronze skin glow in the firelight.
Under normal circumstances, you would have jumped right on him, ran your tongue over his abs, traced the swirl of ink across his chest. Something about him in leathers made you weak in the knees, all rational thought out the window. The only thing keeping you in place this time was the thought of loosing the little pocket of warmth you had created.
He felt your gaze of course, turning away from the fire to look at you. "Better?" His voice had gone down an octave, his pupils dilating.
"Little," you admitted, though him being so close, looking like that might have been more of a reason for the heat you were starting to feel than the fire.
He walked to you slowly, intently, violet eyes fixed on you.
Your heartbeat quickened in your chest as he knelt in front of you.
"Think you can make room for me in there?" He kept his hands on the top blanket of your little cocoon, waiting for permission.
"I don't know, how cold are you?" You teased; this would be the last little bit of your resolve.
He slid a hand under the blankets, fingers dragging up slowly, intently over your calves.
"Cold," you whimpered, but the shiver that ran through you had nothing to do with the temperature, not as he traced his way up your thighs, only stopping when he found the hem of your sweater.
He leaned and pressed a gentle kiss to the tip of your nose first, then the corners of your lips, his breath warm against your face, the contrast between the two temperatures making your head spin. You wanted to reel away and lean in all the same time.
"Just for a second," he promised, "then I'll get you nice and warm."
You opened the blanket, and that intense violet gaze took stock of your attire: His old sweater, so loose and baggy it looked like a dress on you, and knee high, fuzzy pink socks. Pants had felt like a waste of time, not when sifting through the dresser meant time spent away from the fire.
Rhys all but jumped on top of you, pushing you down into the couch cushions, the blankets tangling between you as he crashed his lips against yours.
Rhys, as High Lord, was always so poised and put together, everything about him calculated and curated to create the necessary masks of court duties; but alone, like this, when it was just the two of you, no masks necessary, he let that unending restraint slip, kissing you and running his hands over your body like a man starved. His tongue swept into your mouth as he slid a hand under your sweater, deft fingers dragging up your skin to cup your breast.
He'd kept his promise about the cold, you'd only felt it for a moment before he'd settled between your legs, using a bit of magic to untangle the blankets and rearrange them over the two of you. You ran a hand through his hair, scraping your nails lightly over his scalp as he playfully gave your nipple a tug.
"Better?" He rasped, lips barely off yours like he couldn't bear to be that far from you.
The warmth of his weight on top of you would have been enough, but the way he kept running his hands over any bit of you he could reach, the way he kissed you again and again and again was enough to make you forget you had ever been cold in the first place.
"Much better," you confirmed as he broke away to nip at your neck.
He chuckled as you arched into his touch; whimpering lightly as his tongue laved over the sting of his teeth on your throat.
"Can't decide," he murmured into your skin, "if I should fuck you in my sweater or not?"
Heat coiled between your legs, even further when he rocked his hips into your center, even with the clothes separating the two of you, the friction was enough to make you moan.
He nipped under your jaw, "Look so pretty in it, but I gotta get you all warmed up don't I? My poor little mate, not used to the cold."
Now that he was with you, you wanted, needed, every bit of contact with his body you could get. The sweater, so warm and comforting before, now felt like a tremendously itchy obstacle keeping you from him. "Want it off," you complained, trying to find your voice around another moan as he rutted his hips into you again, hard even through his leathers.
He chuckled as he fisted the hem and started pulling it up your body. "Wear it again for me later?"
You nodded as he pulled it over your head and tossed it over the back of the couch. Distantly, you hoped Rhys had the good sense to send his brothers away for a little while since you had stopped hearing them moving around outside, but had no time to ask as he started kissing his way down your body, pausing to give some attention to your peaked nipples. A whine tore from your throat as he swirled his tongue over one and then the other.
"Love when you make those little noises for me," he purred into your mind, not wanting to remove his lips from your body to speak.
"Rhys," you whimpered, body arching into him as he nipped at your sensitive skin.
"You're gonna look so pretty, all marked up under my sweater later," he sent an image of you, covered in hickeys from your throat to your hips down the bond as he continued to move slowly down your body.
Rhys liked to push you, liked to see how worked up he could get you, first with that silver tongue of his, then his hands, he could keep this up for hours. You, however, where so desperate for more friction, to fill the ache now burning between your legs, bucked your hips, squirming underneath him now. "Please. Need you."
He scraped his teeth along he hem of your underwear, humming his approval. Rhys grinned against your skin, all male satisfaction as he held your hips in place. "So impatient. I thought you were freezing to death in here? Don't you want to get warm, Darling?"
Warm? Your skin was on fire in every spot he had touched, the warmth of his body spreading to every point of contact he gave. It was becoming too much and not enough, you needed more, more, more.
"Please!"
He caught the hem of your panties in his teeth and pulled them slowly down your hips, hands skimming your hips and thighs, kneading soft skin. Your legs widened for him automatically, instinctively, despite the fact that you were now uncomfortably wet from his ministrations.
He ran his tongue against your center, humming his approval, blasting it down the bond. "So wet, and I've barely even touched you."
You pinched your eyes shut, overwhelmed already. He really was too damn good at this. No amount of time would ever be enough to satisfy the well of need you had for him. You blasted that desperation, that ache for him right down the bond as words failed you, as he continued his exploration of your dripping core with his tongue. Stars erupted behind your closed eyelids as he chuckled down the bond, pleased with your reactions to his body.
You were sure you were begging for him, whimpering and pleading nonsense as he worked you closer and closer to the edge, but the words faded in and out of your consciousness. There was only Rhys, the movements of his tongue, the feeling of his fingertips digging pleasantly tight in your hips, the heat of skin wherever it touched you. Your eyes rolled back into your head, body arching, hands tangling in his hair as the edge rose up to meet and you and you toppled over it with a scream that sounded an awful lot like your mate's name.
"Such a good girl," he purred as he lapped up the evidence of your pleasure.
You're whole body shook as he kissed his way back up your body, grinning against your flushed skin the whole way. He was so warm, when he kissed you again, the taste of your release still on his plush lips, your only thoughts were on how you could get more of that warmth, until it has seeped into your bones, erased any trace of the cold that had laid so deep beneath.
You threaded your hands in his hair, now a mess across his forehead, whimpering. "Need you still."
He grinned as he caught your lower lip between his teeth in a playful nip. "I know, love."
You moved a hand to the small of his back, pulling him closer.
"You'll have me until there are no longer stars in the sky." The bond flooded with more warmth and affection, as deep as your need for him ran, his was equal, there was no end to what he could give you.
You kissed him again, even as your legs wrapped around his waist, a bit of magic finally removing those damned leathers. Maybe you'd ask him to put them back on later, so you could enjoy the sight of him in the aftermath as much as he would you, but those were questions for later.
"I love you," you whimpered as he finally slide into you, slowly, casually, like there was all the time in the world for the two of you to enjoy each other.
He fit like he was made just for you, the stretch just uncomfortable for a moment before the pleasure made your back arch and your toes curl. He moaned into your throat, pushing his nose into your sweat dampened skin, inhaling your scent as he pushed all the way in to you.
You wondered, distantly, if the stars you were seeing were his making, or something that appeared for him too. The way he panted into your skin as he rocked his hips, testing you, made you think he saw them too.
"So perfect," he moaned as he slid almost fully out.
Your nails clawed at his shoulders, begging for him to come back and he plunged back in a little more forcefully this time, the couch groaning beneath the two of you.
You rocked your hips to meet his thrusts, hands still trailing down the contours of his spine in a move that would be sure to leave marks of your own. He nipped at your neck and shoulders when you pushed too hard, skin breaking beneath your fingertips, but you knew he didn't mind, know he relished in being marked up by you, like it was a badge of honor. You'd leave hickeys on him afterwards, when the pleasure building between your legs wasn't so white hot, when you could focus your attention somewhere other than the need burning it's way through you.
His hand snaked down between your legs, drawing you closer and closer to the edge again.
"Rhys," a prayer, a mantra, the only thing that made sense as pleasure turned all rational thought to mush.
"I've got you," he rasped in your ear, every muscle taught as he rocked into you again and again and again. His pace was quickly becoming more frantic, his breath hot on your throat as he moaned into your skin. It was that sound, so desperate and low right beneath your ear, coupled with the movement of his deft fingers, the angle of his cock inside you, all hurtling you so quickly towards the edge that you didn't notice it was there until you toppled over it. Your mate followed with a roar, his own release warm inside you.
You clung to him, trembling, panting, as you came down from your high, the familiar weight of him atop you grounding in the aftermath. He snaked an arm around you as he positioned the two of you on your sides, sharing the couch now. You buried your face in the crook of his neck as he kissed the top of your head, gently.
"Warm now, darling?" He asked softly, a hint of teasing still there, even as he recovered his breath.
He hadn't pulled out of you yet; you bit your lip in thought as you tossed a leg over his, bringing you flush against his hips. You were sensitive, the movement made you wince a little, but even after all that, you still wanted more of him. Perhaps it would never be enough. Like the Illyrians that called this frigid place home, there was always going to be something that pushed you back towards the fire, that damned insatiable need to get warm.
"I think I'm still a little cold," you purred, eyes glinting playfully.
Your mate chuckled at the challenge in your tone, violet eyes narrowing into where you were still joined. "Can't have that, can we?"
The fire roared in the fireplace, a bit of your mate's magic flaring, making sure there was more heat in the cabin, before his lips were on yours again, chasing away any hint of cold before it could touch you.
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Summary: A Dragon Shifter!Rhys x human ready fic. Kind of a Sleeping Beauty Retelling, except Rhys is the beauty (and a beast)
Content Warnings: SMUT (minors DNI), there's some world building in the beginning but this is mostly smut. Virgin!Reader. Fingering. Dirty Talk. Dragon!Rhys is down bad for reader.
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âThis is a terrible idea!âÂ
Loose rock and dead leaves alike crunch under my boots, the ground steep and uneven as we climb higher and higher up the mountain. Above us, the moon peeks out from behind thick, black storm clouds. The temperature continues to drop and I pull the edges of my cloak tighter around my shoulders.
âStop being such a wuss!â Vassa hisses as she leaps atop a protruding boulder.Â
My reckless older sister is always trying her damndest to get us into trouble. Fatherâs attempts to marry her off have proven futile; sheâd stepped on suitorâs toes while dancing, spilled drinks into their lap while hosting dinners, I once watched her discuss at nauseam a hang-nail she was suffering from to a suitor until the poor male turned green and fled. Sheâd thought it absolutely hilarious. Father had not. He has only increased his efforts to get rid of her, and she, in turn, continues to push back in more absurd ways. Last night he declared she wasnât allowed to leave the house until heâd secured a match for her, and of course, once he went out of town on business, she immediately filled a pack with supplies, grabbed me by the back of the shirt and loudly declared that we were going on an expedition. All protests were met with silence, sheâd merely got her hands on my shoulders and pushed me half-way out of town before Iâd given up fighting her. It was only then that sheâd decided to tell me why we were going out in the first place.
âThis is going to be the opportunity of a lifetime!â She continues, marching forward, un-carring about the weather or the dangers of our journey.
âOr a total disappointment,â I grumble.Â
âYou seriously donât want to see a dragon?â
I carefully trudge forward, conscious of every noise I make as we get closer and closer to the massive opening in the rock face up above us.
âIâd love to see a dragon, if it was real,â I retort. âYou know that Seer in town is a fake. Thereâs no way she saw an actual dragon. They died off a thousand years ago.â
âJust you wait, Little Sister, youâre gonna eat those words!â Vassa insists.
I seriously doubt it, but Iâve come this far. If Iâm going to get blisters from these boots, I might as well have the satisfaction of saying I was right to go along with. Weâre in too deep to go back now, the cave entrance coming closer and closer. Thereâs no sign anyone has entered it, no footprints or claw marks, no loose earth scattered by travelers or anything with a tail. The cave itself is unassuming, nothing but a jagged opening in the face of the mountains, barely illuminated by the encroaching moonlight.Â
Vassa reaches it first and pauses with her head tilted, listening for any noise within.
By the time I catch up with her, sheâs frowning. âThe Seer said you could hear its breath from outside the cave.â
Thereâs nothing but a small hiss of wind coming from the darkness within.Â
She crouches, hands moving through the dirt like she might uncover some sort of track, but finds none.Â
I know that this is a ruse, probably some pretty fable that phony Seer had spun to trick people into coming back to buy some sort of magical elixir that would give them the âeyes they needed to see what was out hereâ-- wouldnât be the first mythical creature hoax that old hag had spun-- but now that Iâm here, I feel a strange pulling sensation in my chest. As if thereâs a string tied to my breastbone and something from within the darkness of the cave is giving it a tug.
I dig my knuckles into my chest, trying to dislodge the feeling, but I swear something from within the cave is whispering through the wind, a voice faint and foreign and yet I can hear a soft, âCome. Come and see.âÂ
My feet move on their own accord, stepping past Vassa into the shadowy darkness. The temperature change is immediate, the chill of winter fading into something warm and inviting.Â
âDo you feel that?â My voice comes out in the faintest of whispers, though I canât really say why.
Vassa wipes her hands on her pants as she comes to stand behind me. âQuit messing around.â
The pull in my chest has my feet moving again, not waiting to ask her what she means. Itâs impossible not to feel the heat. Do dragons keep their dens warm with their fiery breath? Is that what this is?
That Seer couldnât have been right, could she?
The cave widens as it goes deeper, slopping steadily downwards.Â
âShould have brought a light,â Vassa grumbles.Â
I run my hand along the cave wall, the stone smooth and worn down. Logically I know thatâs from time and weather, but thereâs some twisted part of me that canât help but wonder if something else did this.
Eventually our eyes adjust, or at least, mine do, Vassa continues to stumble along behind me, tripping on rocks I donât feel beneath my boots, grumbling about her aching toes. Our positions have suddenly switched. Excitement pulls me forward as she continues to blunder about behind me. When the cave splits into two sections, I donât pause, I follow the warmth that seems to deepen the farther we go. Thereâs a faint hint of night-blooming jasmine in the air now, though I donât see any flowers to go with it.
âUgh, whatâs that smell?â Vassa says from where she has paused at the fork in the road.
âJasmine,â I say, not waiting for her to catch up.Â
The wind continues to whistle through the cave, that faint voice still calling, âCome. Come and see.â
âDid you hit your head?â Vassa calls down to me, refusing to step onto this path. âThat smells rotten?â
I risk a glance over my shoulder at her. âNo it doesnât.â
âStop messing with me and come back here, weâre not going that way. Something feels wrong about it.â
I continue walking. âIâm going this way. You go the other way then.â
âSeriously, you need to come back!â Vassa hisses.
The path continues to slope downwards to the point that I can barely see her over the declining edge, yet whatever fear she feels, it doesnât touch me. Usually Iâm the anxious one; the one always on edge. Yet here, even in this dark cave with the possibility of a mythological monster waiting at the end, I am not afraid. The warmth surrounds me. The jasmine permeating the air seeps into my skin like someone has wrapped their arms around me. I donât wait for her to catch up.
âIf you get eaten, Iâll never forgive you!â She yells.
âNothing is going to eat me,â I call back and strangely, I believe it.Â
The path slopes sharper and sharper, to a point that I have to sit and slide down the now completely smooth stones to avoid taking a tumble. Itâs only once I reach the bottom that I realize thatâs going to be impossible to climb back up.Â
I run my hands along the edge, looking for handholds but there are none. If thereâs a way out of this cave, it has to be forward. This is usually where I would panic, but even now, in the face of reality, Iâm still strangely⌠calm. The wind continues to beckon, a siren song, and Iâm a hapless sailor to its heralding music. My feet move on their own accord, ever forward, almost in a trance. I am conscious of my steps, alert enough to note that the deeper I go, the more strange symbols appear on the cave walls, but I cannot bring myself to stop and look at them. I have to keep going.
The air continues to heat. The scent of jasmine now underlined with citrus and salt. I swear the voice that compels me is now tinged with a hint of music, stringed instruments floating through the darkness like ghostly hands reaching out to touch me. I find myself humming a tune I do not know, the sounds ancient, something forgotten over the course of centuries.Â
The path curves, winding like weâre looping farther down into the mountain, as if this is some time-worn spiral staircase. The music almost makes this feel romantic. Almost. Some light would have been helpful.Â
As if Iâd manifested it with my thoughts, a faint orange glow suddenly appears at the far end of the tunnel. It pulses, in⌠out⌠in⌠out like a heartbeat. Or a breath.
The realization finally halts me in my tracks. That is breathing! There had never been any wind, it had been breathing.Â
The Seer had been right?
Curiosity overrides the first flash of fear I feel since entering the cave and I press myself flat against the wall and inch slowly towards the light. The sounds of heavy breathing echo the closer I get, rumbling the cave floor. Whatever creature it belongs to, it has to be massive.Â
The light comes from a massive cavern at the end of the tunnel, the cave walls stretching miles above my head. Bats hang from stalactites that glisten like silver. All along the cave walls are markings, a dozen different languages scrawled in fading paint. I see the Ancient Tongue. The Sacred Script of priestesses. Something archaic and forgotten, the lines a harsh slash through the rock, the paint dark, like dried blood. It all swirls around the walls, twining closer and closer to the floor, like a giant arrow pointed to the center of the cavern. Where a massive dragon slumbers.
My breath catches in my throat, heartbeat a clanging knoll in my ears. The light comes from the dragon, a flash of fiery orange glittering between midnight black scales the size of my head with every exhale. Hot air billows out its nostrils, kicking up centuries of dust that cling to a head the size of a house.Â
I find myself inching towards it despite my thundering heart. The creature is beautiful! Its massive wings are tucked tight against its giant body; I bet if they were outstretched they'd be longer than the cavern. Its front legs are tucked under its snout, propping that massive head up off the floor. A set of horns curl out of the top of its head, glittering in specks of silver like a thousand tiny stars. The closer I get, the more I can see a tint of violet rippling through the onyx scales.
No matter how loud my footsteps seem in my ears, the beast doesnât waken. It continues its deep slumber, unperturbed by my arrival.
I have never been more keenly aware of my own size until my boots stop beside its head. From this vantage point, Iâm up close and personal with its jagged teeth. Legends say that dragonbreath smells like sulfur and ash, and there is some truth to that, yet, the heaviest scent is still jasmine and citrus.Â
I thought that being this close, the heat would be oppressive, but itâs not. Itâs like standing beside a fireplace on a cold winter's day, the heat warm and inviting enough to curl up beside it. My hand reaches out instinctively; curiosity has my fingers drifting gently along the edge of the scales--will it be hot to touch? One scale alone is as big as my hand, the texture rough and bumpy against my smooth skin, and while it is warm to the touch, the scales themselves are not hot. Itâs the leathery layer of skin beneath, the one that glows when it breathes that carries the most heat. The light blazes in molten colors, peeking through the gaps in its softer underbelly, where those onyx scales are not layered as tightly. Iâm tempted to touch that too, just to see what it would feel like, but this close, its breath is hard enough to blow my hair away from my face, my clothes ruffling and snapping on the wind it creates and I am suddenly very aware of my own size. I should be afraid, but Iâm not. Not even a little. Whatever kind of slumber, or perhaps hibernation it's in, it doesnât awaken at my touch. Nor at the scent of me standing beside its massive head. It must have been like this for a long time, dust and dirt collecting in heaps beside its long limbs, coating parts of the wings and tail in such a heavy layer it almost looks made of stone. Were it not for the glow and the breathing, it might be mistaken for an ancient statue. Perhaps that is why so few people have noticed it over the years.
I walk around its massive body slowly, taking in every inch of it. The old tales did not do this creature justice in the slightest. But how could it? What words would be enough to wrap all this beauty and danger into a single story? Just the sight of it has hundreds of questions spinning through my mind, images of what this thing might look like in flight. There are spikes along its spine about four feet apart, the tips might be silver, but dust paints them in shades of gray; they could make a seat of sorts, if someone was brave enough. The spikes are wide enough around that you could easily tie a rope around it and hold on like a bridle for a horse. Might not be the most comfortable ride, but an extraordinary one nonetheless.Â
I have to step carefully over its tale, curled in a crescent shape. The tip is barbed and jagged, made to tear through flesh and bone with little resistance. One is shorter than the others, broken at an odd angle. It must have hit something as formidable as it to do that kind of damage. I canât help but wonder what kind of battles this creature has seen. There are deep gashes in the scales along its left side, a testament to fights won.Â
âBeautiful,â I say softly as I come around the other side of its massive head. His snout is wide enough that I could sit comfortable atop it.
There are more markings on the floor here, the words carved in strange shapes with something sharp. All in languages that make no sense to me. Save for one fading script, half hidden beneath claws longer than my forearm. I have to wait for it to inhale, so the light is brightest. Some of the words are barely legible, I can make out an awaken⌠beastâsâŚmate before the rest disappears beneath its belly.Â
Awaken. Thereâs something that could end this creatureâs slumber? Did that mean it was cursed? Or under some sort of spell? Was that why that looney Seer had sent Vassa out here? Did she think we could somehow help?
My head spins. From somewhere above me I can hear the faint whisper of footsteps, and my sister cursing and grumbling about not finding anything. The thought that Vassa might find this great beast makes something hot and possessive flair in my chest. Something oddly protective rises within me; I canât let anybody else find it like this. Itâs vulnerable, exposed. Rationally, I know that Vassa would never do anything to it, but she has never learned to not run her mouth and if word gets back into town and into the hands of someone like the Vanserraâs or Mother forbid, Lord Koschei, I have no doubt that they would harm my dragon.Â
Mine. The word echoes around in my skull. Mine. Mine. Mine.Â
I find myself placing a hand flat against the top of its snout. âI wonât let anyone hurt you, I promise.â Itâs sheer instinct that has me leaning forward to place a kiss to the spot my hand had been.Â
And much to my surprise, the dragonâs eyes suddenly open. Dust flying as its slitted violet eyes take stock of its surroundings.
My jaw drops, feet scrambling backwards as it suddenly raises its massive head off the floor, the movement sounding like stones tumbling down the mountain. Its legs stretch out in front of it, making the earth tremble.
Wherever Vassa is above us, I hear her scream echo off the rocks, but it is quickly overshadowed by the low growl, almost like a groan, that comes from the dragon as it stands to its full height and shakes out its wings.
Dust envelops me so thick I start to cough and the noise brings that massive head back down to appraise me. I canât bring myself to run, to move at all, despite the thundering of my own heartbeat in my ears. Itâs awake! I woke it up somehow! And now its going to eat me in one bite.Â
It uses its wings to clear the dust away, the great, leathery membrane scraping against the walls. They have to be as long as a city block!
It comes back down, nearly to the floor and sniffs me. Nostrils flaring as it catches my scent. But right when I think it will open its jaws and swallow me, it merely nuzzles the tip of its snout into my stomach, still sniffing like a dog. The move feels curious, much like my own appraisal of it had been, and though I think it might have been trying to be gentle, my weak human legs are no match for even a bump. I hit the floor with a squeal, nearly slamming my head into the floor.Â
The dragon makes a noise that sounds close to a cry, like itâs upset as it nudges me again, pushing me along the floor. The weight is suffocating; when I was small Iâd fallen off a horse and gotten caught beneath its legs, Iâd thought that was the heaviest thing that had ever hit me, but it had nothing compared to this.Â
Again, I donât think it means to harm me. It pulls back when I try to push it off, but only far enough away for it to open its massive jaw, hot pink tongue slipping past rows of jagged teeth to lick me from middriff to the tip of my head. Youâd think something that had been asleep for hundreds of years wouldnât have so much saliva! It clings to my hair; makes my shirt cling to my body.
âI guess thatâs supposed to be a thank you?â I try to wipe my face clean with my shirt sleeve, daring to sit up. If it was going to have me for a late night snack, it would have done so already, right? Or burnt me to a crisp?
Its large head bobs, almost like itâs answering my question.
I have to have hit my head, thereâs no way a dragon is responding to my questions. Especially if the writing on the cave wall is any indication of what sort of language might have been prevalent the last time it was awake.
âY/N!â Vassa yells from somewhere nearby. She must have come running back this way when sheâd heard all that noise. âY/N where are you?!â
I see a flash of teeth as the dragon spins to face the noise, large tail sweeping along the floor as it uses it to wrap around my middle and pull me beneath the safety of its body.Â
Itâs protecting me?
When I try to stand, it crouches lower on its front legs, hiding me from view of the mouth of the tunnel. I feel a flash of heat from its underbelly before it blows out a blast of fire towards the tunnel Iâd come from in warning.Â
âWait! No!â I shout. âSheâs with me! Donât hurt her!â
The fire recedes, but with a low growl of what might be annoyance. This dragon certainly has a large personality.Â
âYou canât let her see you either! She might tell someone about you.â
It huffs as it uses its tail like an extra limb to drag me out from beneath it. But instead of letting go, it raises me up in the air!
âHey!â It has me in a vise, dangerously close to those jagged barbs at the end of its tail. âPut me down!â
It listens, but it doesnât set me back on the floor at all! It deposits me right onto its back, between those spikes I had noted along its spine earlier. It is, surprisingly, not an entirely uncomfortable seat. Its scales are much thicker here, tightly overlapped like armor, no leathery skin beneath to be seen, itâs solid, like sitting on a warm stone.Â
My body jerks forward as the dragon turns away from the tunnel, massive head swiveling in a serpentine manner, looking for another way out. When it doesnât see one, it takes that tail that had held me so gently before, to now bash it against the wall. Rock and debris rains down on my head and I have to duck into an award position, chin to my chest while my arms reach out to wrap around the spike to keep from slipping right off.Â
âY/N!â Vassa screams again.Â
I have the good sense to shout, âIâm ok! Donât come down this way! Itâs not safe!â Right before the dragon knocks a huge chunk of rock out with its tale.Â
Moonlight filters in through the cascading boulders that build up at its feet and it sticks its snout through the gap, sniffing at the air. For what, only it knows. But it must be satisfied with something as it pulls its head back and continues to bash against the wall, making a bigger and bigger exit.
I can physically see the mountain trembling around us, but from my perch up here, itâs the tiniest of vibrations, like those clawed feet are one giant shock absorber. As shocked by the situation as I am, my curiosity continues to keep me from trying to jump off its back and run.Â
Plus Iâm pretty sure a fall from this height would kill me. Iâm stuck up here whether I like it or not.Â
When the hole is big enough for the dragonâs liking, it shoves its body forward, using its head and chest like a battering ram with such force I slam my face into the rounded middle section of the spike. My fingers dig into the rough texture, trying to find enough purchase to hold on as we burst out of the mountain and into the open air. Â
Thereâs not even enough time for me to grasp that Iâm sitting atop a dragon thatâs large enough to barrel through a solid rock wall, because as soon as weâre clear, those great wings flare out, flecks of blue and violet glittering in the moonlight. The dragon crouches, like a cat preparing to pounce, and a moment later weâre air born! The air leaves my lungs in a rush, stomach completely in my throat. I donât have enough oxygen to even scream as we go up and up and up.
I slide backwards down its back as it climbs into the sky, wings beating hard against the wind, loosing my grip, and just when I think I might fall, a tendril of dark, shadowy ether wraps itself around my waist and pulls me back to my perch. The shadow seems to come from the dragon itself, more of it slithering out around its wings to trail behind it; more flows from between its teeth as it makes a rumbling noise that sounds almost like a sigh of relief.Â
Clouds drift past us, close enough to touch, the dampness surprising as one hits me right in the face. At least the water will help clean off the dragon saliva.Â
Once it is satisfied with the altitude, it levels out, drifting on a current like some humongous bird. It's only then that I dare to glance beneath us.Â
I severely wish I hadnât, stomach again in my throat as I clench my thighs tighter around my seat and cling to the spike with all the strength Iâve got in what feels like a very feeble body in comparison to my companion. The ground is miles beneath us, lights from cities mere flecks of orange in the distance.Â
It is far colder than I imagined it to be up here, the wind and the chill seeping quickly through my cloak. I try to distract myself by looking above us, the stars impossibly close. It almost feels as if I could reach out and touch them. The light they create glitters off the dragonâs scales like a thousand tiny little diamonds. I imagine, without all the dust that still clings to it, that it would be an even more magnificent sight.Â
My teeth start to chatter as we glide farther and farther away from the only home Iâve ever known. But what can I do about it? If the fall from its back while it was on the ground could kill me, this has to be a whole other level of pain. Iâd rather not experience what it would feel like to plummet towards the ground from this height.
The thought makes my stomach twist again. Itâs lucky weâd eaten supper so early this evening, Iâd have thrown it all up twice over by now otherwise. The trip up was terrifying enough; we have to come down eventually. I cling tighter as best I can, but the trembling of my quickly freezing body makes it hard. I donât know how long I can hold out up here. My fingers already feel like theyâre turning blue.Â
My shaking must be noticeable, because the dragon cranes its head back to look at me, a low mournful sound slipping past its teeth. I feel the heavy inhale it takes beneath my thighs and I feel a spark of warmth emanate beneath the scales. A small billow of fire shoots far above my head. I think it might be trying to warm me up, but it is not enough heat. I canât curl up like this to preserve what body heat I have left, my cloak might as well be useless.Â
The dragon lets out that same mournful sound before it makes a turn and starts moving in a spiral motion. I squeeze my eyes shut, the motion making me dizzy, so it takes far longer than it should for me to realize that weâre descending.Â
I donât think dragons are supposed to come out of the sky like this. At least, in all the stories Iâd never heard of this kind of motion. It was always a big swoop, like a bird, these massive beasts seemingly dropping out of the sky. But this is gradual; careful. As if it knows that the descent was making me uneasy.Â
Its muscles ripple beneath me as it lands in what feels like a conscious effort to not jostle me around. Not only does it land, but it crouches until its belly touches the ground. The shadow looped around my waist pulls me away from my perch like a gentle set of arms until I can join it on the forest floor.Â
I have no idea where we are. Trying to stand and look around to get my bearings makes me dizzy, knees wobbling so hard I hit the ground. Everything is cold and spinning and gods what have I gotten myself into? How am I supposed to get home?Â
The shadowy hands that hold me retreat back to their roost in the dragon's wings as it tucks them tight and⌠rears back on its hind legs? I must be dizzy from the landing! I squeeze my eyes shut a few times, trying to recenter them. In the darkness, I hear weird shuffling sounds and a lot of heavy breathing from my new companion. By the time Iâm confident I can open my eyes without getting sick, the dragon is gone, and where it once stood is now a man.
I must have hit my head or something. I close my eyes again; this has to be some sort of hallucination.Â
And yet, a strong set of hands slides under my spine and lifts me into a sitting position.Â
âMy mate is so fragile,â a warm, silky voice says in my ear. Itâs definitely human, yet I can still smell the jasmine and citrus from the dragon. âLet me warm you up.â
I am maneuvered into this strange maleâs lap, face tucked against a very bare chest, and warmth suddenly flows through my body again. When I open my eyes, thereâs a faint glow beneath his skin.Â
âWhatâs happening?â I ask.
âI am warming you up.â He says.Â
âHow?â The warmth is beyond soothing. I should very much get away from this stranger and find what happened to my dragon, but it is taking time for the cold to leave me.Â
He chuckles, the sound rich and rumbling from deep in his chest. âI am a dragon.â
Now I really know that I hit my head!
I manage to tilt my head away from his chest to get a good look at his face, and I am surprised to find the same slitted violet eyes that had appraised me in the cave staring back at me. Onyx hair the same color of those scales falls around his temples, kissing high cheek bones. He has a face that really does look like it could have been carved from marble. By far the most handsome male Iâve ever seen.Â
âI-what? How?â The words all come out in a rush, jumbling too quick in my brain for me to pick one coherent thought.Â
He grins, a flash of stark white teeth in his bronze face. âI must be far from home if youâve never encountered my people before.â The smile fades as he speaks. âYet I donât remember traveling that far from homeâŚâ
Even in human form, the movements of his head as he looks around still share that same serpentine nature. âWhere are we?â
âRight now? I donât know. Iâve never been this far from my village in Lakeview.â
He frowns. âWeâre on the Continent?â
âYes.â Thereâs not much else out there but this, as far as I know. Everything about the Continent has always been very human. âAre you⌠not from the Continent?â
He huffs a slight laugh. âNo. Thatâs for humans.â
This is too much to process all at once. My head is starting to hurt. âWhere do dragons come from then?â
He turns his attention back to me and away from the thick trees that surround us. He must have landed in some sort of clearing, but there are no forests near town or the mountain that I know of. How could something so large have travelled so far away so quickly?
âI guess I will have to show you,â he says. I must stiffen a little because he adds, âOnce you can travel again of course. Are you still cold, mate?â
Mate. It finally hits me that that is what it said in that vague inscription of the floor. A mate could awaken him. And that was me?
My cheeks flush crimson from the way he looks at me. I am so small in comparison to him, even in this form, and it feels like, in the way that he wraps his arms around me, keeping me close to his chest that he knows it. As if I am some fragile, breakable thing beside him. I certainly feel like it. Yet his study is curious, as if Iâm something heâs never seen before. Maybe I am. If heâs not from the Continent, maybe dragons come from somewhere no humans live. But then how could I wake him up? What exactly did being mated to a dragon even mean? And how does that work if Iâm not like him?
When I donât answer, he leans down and places a gentle kiss on the tip of my nose, his breath as warm as his body on my face. Now my face is really, really red. Iâd never been this close to a male before. Let alone had one kiss me.Â
âHow about now?â He asks, placing another peck against my chin.Â
A nervous giggle bubbles out of my throat. This needs to stop. âYep, much better, thank you.â I try to push my way out of his lap, but he holds on tight. Damn, I can feel every ripple of muscle in his chest and arms when Iâm this close. Itâs not at all unpleasant.Â
âAre you sure?â He brushes his nose along the underside of my jaw. It feels an awful lot like heâs scenting me like heâd tried to do in the cave when heâd knocked me over. âI can find other ways to keep the cold out.â
My whole body is warm now, thanks to the blush that only spreads from my face down my chest. âThatâsâŚâ the words stutter out of me again. âI donâtâŚâÂ
His lips brush a featherlight kiss against my neck and a tremble runs down my spine for a whole different reason this time.Â
âI donât even know your name!â
âRhys,â he hums in my ear.
Rhys. Itâs a little old fashioned, but I supposed that he might have come from a time long past. âIâm Y/N.â
He tries my name out, testing how it feels on his tongue, then nods faintly to himself. âIâve waited a long time for you, mate.â The title comes out in a purr, a hint of the dragon coming through. I feel the rumble of it in his chest.Â
âI-I donât know what that means.â I say softly.
He brushes his lips over my temple this time. âIt means I am yours, forever.â His lips go lower, trailing down to my cheek. I canât comprehend how this stranger can be so comfortable putting his lips on me when he just barely learned my name.
I also donât hate it either.Â
Like in the cave, a strange sense of safety has settled over me. I can feel in my bones that I am safe with him. Itâs as if he creates this protective little bubble around us. I am not afraid to be near him, even if I also just learned his name.
âAnd you are mine, forever.â
So like a marriage? Did that crazy Seer just set me up for a marriage proposal to a dragon?Â
âBut you donât even know me?âÂ
His lips move to my other cheek, pressing another kiss to the tip of my nose as he goes. The chill has entirely left me, the only thing I feel is his warm body against mine.Â
âHumans do not bond?â He asks against my skin.Â
My heart stutters in my chest as my mind finally realizes heâs making his way towards my mouth. Do I want him to kiss me?
âI donât think so.â I think the word might mean different things to us.Â
His lips linger at the corner of my mouth in another teasing kiss and I find my lips parting in anticipation. I do want to kiss him. Strange, Iâve never wanted to kiss a complete stranger before. Let alone a dragon!Â
âOur souls are intertwined,â he explains, the words a ghost of a caress against my lips. âIt is our destiny to be together. Always. I am made for you. To protect you. To care for you. To,â his lips hover just a breath between mine, violet eyes fixated on my mouth, âplease you.â
Heat flares in the pit of my stomach, hot and heavy between my legs.Â
âOh.â The words leave my lungs in a whisper.Â
âYou were destined to be by my side, to find me, and free me from that spell.â He brushes his lips over mine, not quite a kiss, and yet I find myself leaning in for one despite myself. âDo you not feel what I feel, mate? Does your skin not burn without my touch? Does your heart not feel like it might rip from your chest without holding me close?â
I am truly at a loss for words. Is this really happening?
âDid you not feel called to find me?â
That voice⌠in the cave, it had been his voice! It had led me right to him.Â
The realization slams into me. He is right then? I suppose if I awakened him with a kiss, perhaps a kiss from him would reveal the truth to me?
I draw my fingers over his chest, tracing a swirl of ink up his pectorals and collarbone, over his shoulders where they curl upwards to his neck. He actually purrs when I touch him like this. My hand trails higher, over the back of his neck until I can get a fist full of his silky hair. It does not take much for me to pull him down to kiss me. I suspect he let me, he certainly has the muscle to resist me if he wanted.Â
The kiss is hungry, ravenous. As soon as he has the invitation his own hands slide into my hair, as his tongue slips behind my teeth. None of my books could have prepared me for the feel of him. The taste of him. As far as first kisses go, I could die happy if this was also my last.
When I pull back to catch my breath, he catches my lower lip with his teeth, a low growl slipping out his mouth as he pulls me back for another, and another. There is nothing but him in my lungs. My body buzzes in his hands, the warmth he provides turning into a heat that makes my body meld into his.
I manage to come up for air long enough to twist my position around so that I can straddle his waist and get a proper angle to kiss him again. Nothing has ever felt more right than when his large hands settle on my hips, squeezing just enough to remind me how easily he could have manhandled me into this position if he wanted to. The thought makes heat yet again pool in my lower belly. I like knowing that he has that kind of power over me. Like it even better that he continues to show he wonât use it unless I invited him to.
And damn me did I want him to.Â
He has to be right. Whatever this mate thing is, there is no other explanation for the way my body responds to him; to the way I have felt called to him from the moment we found that cave.Â
âI feel it,â I say breathlessly. My lips feel swollen, body a livewire. âAs soon as I stepped into that cave I felt it. You.â
It is only now, when I feel something hot and heavy against my thighs that I realize heâs naked. I suppose it would be hard to keep clothes on if your body could transform from something human passing to a massive dragon, but it had not occurred to me before that it was so easy to feel the warmth of his skin because he has no clothes to separate him from me.Â
My cheeks heat again at the realization, but it is not an unease shared as he kisses me again, body rocking forward to claim my mouth. The motion is so quick I slide forward, knees slick in the mud around his hips, and the hard length of him ruts into my clothed core.
I canât stop the groan I make into his mouth, the heat in my lower belly turning into an ache verging on painful. My thighs clench instinctively around nothing. Yet the sound I make must please him, because his grip on my hips tightens as he pulls me further down against him. My eyes roll back into my head, mouth dropping open at the stimulation. Most of my knowledge about sex has come from books. Lakeview isnât exactly a progressive town, the best mothers tell their daughters is that it's for marriage and a husband's role to explain the rest. That hadnât meant I had never dipped into the library to try and find the sordid details, but words on a page could not prepare me for the way my body responds to him. Or the questions I have for how the hell Iâm supposed to fit his large length inside me.
It's his turn to pull away and catch his breath, yet even as his chest heaves, his lips drop down to my neck, where he nips at my tender flesh and laves at the sting with his tongue.Â
âRhys,â his name is a groan, a whisper, a plea on my tongue as my hips roll against him, the friction making a shiver run up my spine. It feels as if thereâs a coil winding tighter and tighter in my lower belly and any second it might snap.Â
His hands momentarily leave my hips, grasping frantically at the hem of my shirt. The top and the cloak atop it come off in one swift motion, lips trailing lower to kiss along the band wrapped around my chest.Â
I canât stop moving. Canât stop rutting my hips. The heat between my legs is too much. I squeeze my eyes shut. What the hell is happening to me?
âJust like that,â his voice is a low baritone skittering over my skin as his hands trail along my spine. âWant to make my mate feel good. Want to thank you for waking me.â
Good? I was going to explode!
His hands span the length of my lower back, climbing higher until he can find the clasp and rid me of the piece of clothing covering my chest. My cheeks have to be permanently red, embarrassment slowing my movements for a fraction of a second before he gets his mouth around my nipple.Â
My moan is quiet near a scream, the overwhelming feeling of pleasure making me squirm. Too much. Not enough. I need him everywhere and yet I donât know how to handle the sensations firing through my body.Â
My hands leave his hair to grip his shoulders, nails digging into his skin yet he gives no complaint as he releases my nipple with a pop and moves to the other. âRhys!â
âSo pretty,â he murmurs as his teeth drag along my chest.Â
That coil in my stomach is becoming unbearable.Â
âI-I-â what am I trying to tell him? It feels like all my thoughts are bleeding out until the only thing left in my head is him.Â
Itâs his turn to shift, arms holding me as he rolls me over onto my back on a lush patch of grass, the dampness of the earth a cool contrast to the burning of my skin. His lips move slowly down my abdomen, nipping and sucking at my sensitive flesh and Iâm suddenly very aware of the fact that my pants are sticking to my thighs.Â
His hands still on the button of my hands, lips coming away from my body long enough to ask, âCan I take these off of you?â
Iâm nodding even as I stutter, âI-Iâve never done this before.â
He kisses my waist as he pops the button open. âNever?â
âNever,â I confirm sheepishly.Â
I can feel his grin against my skin. This pleases him?
âDo you want to stop?â
âNo!â It comes out a little quicker than I meant it to, but my eagerness only makes him chuckle as he starts pulling the fabric over my hips, lips pressing fervent kisses to every new patch of skin exposed to him.
âIâll take good care of you,â he promises. âItâs what Iâm made for.â
I believe him. Just as I believed he wouldnât hurt me in the cave. My mate. Thereâs something warm in my chest, some kind of tether that links our souls together. With every new pass of his lips I feel it grow just a little more.Â
He trails his lips over my hip bone, down the inside of my thigh and I think I forget how to breathe. A shiver skitters over my skin, hips bucking up off the floor in search of that glorious friction. I feel my core clench around nothing, empty and begging to be filled.
He has little problem discarding my pants and boots in one swift motion, leaving me in nothing but my underwear and his slitted eyes are locked in on the embarrassingly large wet spot I know is there. Without warning, he leans down and runs his tongue along in, tasting me with a moan that makes the ground tremble.Â
Something between a moan and a pitiful little squeak tears through my throat and I dig my hands into the earth to keep from bucking wildly against his mouth.Â
âDelicious,â he purrs as his hands, callused in a way that makes me think his human form might have been trained for swordplay, trail along the insides of my thighs, coming up around my hips to reach for my waistband.Â
I highly doubt thatâs true, but what do I know about a dragonâs pallet?
Unlike my shirt, he takes his time pulling these off me, sliding the fabric torturously slow down my body. âTell me to stop and I will,â he instructs.
âPlease donât,â I rasp. I think I might die if he stops now. The chill of the ground is seeping into my back, I need the warmth of his body atop mine again. I need him everywhere. Touching, kissing, filling me.
He is silent for a long moment once I am completely bare, eyes roaming every inch of me like he is cataloging it in his memory. Itâs an effort not to squirm.Â
âRhys, please.â Please touch me again. Put your lips on me. Your tongue. YourâŚ
I risk a glance at him, where he kneels between my legs, body all muscle and silky smooth skin, such a glaring contrast to scales and claws and spikes. His erection is heavy against his stomach, tip leaking a milky white trail of pre-cum that some instinctual part of me wants to lean forward and taste. I wonder what sounds I could draw out of him if I did.
Just when I think he might lean down and lick me again, he comes up for another slow, sensual kiss. Any lingering concerns about my lack of experience fall away as he takes his time dragging a finger through my center.
I gasp at the sensation, sparks shooting white hot up my spine so hard I clench around his digit. For all my curiosity, I didnât know anything could feel like this.Â
âRelax,â he says huskily. His eyes have expanded to nearly all pupil, just a thin ring of violet to be seen. âGonna get you all nice and ready to take me, yeah?â
All I can do is nod. I can feel the mess Iâm making dripping down my thighs, can hear just how wet I am as he slowly pushes a finger inside me. I should be embarrassed, but Iâm not. Not when he keeps whispering in my ear how good Iâm doing, how good I feel to him. He keeps saying how Iâm made for him, how eagerly my body responds to him.
The pressure builds and builds and when he curls his finger at just the right spot the coil in my stomach ruptures. I scream before I can stop myself, waves of pleasure pulsing white hot beneath my skin. My vision blurs. I think I might be chanting his name, but I donât have the presence of mind to tell as he slides a second finger inside me and keeps up the same pumping motion.Â
My chest heaves, air illusive as I fight to catch my breath.Â
âGood girl,â he praises. âFeels good?â
I squeeze my eyes shut, head lulling back against the grass as my hips buck. The more he moves the more the pressure builds back up again. Tighter and tighter. My hand reaches out to grab his wrist, where his other hand is planted beside my head to keep his balance, so I have something to ground myself in. âSo good, so good.â
He kisses me again. I donât think heâll ever be able to stop. I donât think I want him to. âAlmost there, yeah? Almost ready?â
All I can do is nod.Â
His thumb comes up to circle my clit, applying pressure so suddenly my head empties out. Thatâs all it takes for the second wave to crash through me, body going limp under the work of his hands. Gods that was only from his hands?
I feel boneless as he slides his hand out of my core, and brings his slick covered fingers into his mouth for a taste. He moans around his fingers like itâs the best thing heâs ever tasted and my core tightens as if he didnât just wring every drop of pleasure he could out of me already.Â
Rhys spreads my legs wider, moving me wherever he sees fit. Fine with me, I donât think I could find the right position if I wanted to. Not as my high still hasnât fully come down. Iâm just barely finding my breath when he runs his tip through my slick.
My jaw drops open again. âShit!â
âGonna take me so well, arenât you, mate?â Rhys coos as he slides in an inch at a time.Â
The stretch of him inside me is unlike anything Iâve ever felt, pleasure boarding on pain as my body stretches to accommodate his impressive length. I abandon my attempts at clutching the grass to stay grounded and cling onto his shoulders, hands digging into the thick, corded muscle along his back. I canât help but wonder if the build of this body matches the build of his other form. Are these muscles he uses to fly?
He seems to like it when my nails scratch over his skin, a deep rumble coming from his chest following every twinge of pain.Â
He uses the hand not bracing himself up to guide my legs around his waist as he continues to push deeper and deeper inside me, stretching me beyond what I thought was possible. He twitches inside me, painfully hard, even more so when I clench tight around him. His mouth hangs open, lips plump and pink and kiss swollen as he pants into my neck, resting his head against the juncture of my shoulder and throat. âMate,â he whispers like a mantra, a prayer. He peppers my skin with more kisses and I can feel every tense of his muscles as he tries to fight the urge to fill me faster.
I tangle one hand in his hair, using my blunt nails to scratch along his scalp. I hope that he feels as good as I do when weâre tangled like this. That all the years stuck in hibernation werenât for nothing. I hope Iâm worth the wait.
It feels like an eternity before he is finally sheathed inside me. My toes curl at the feeling of him pressed against my cervix. Even more so when he takes my hand and places it over my stomach where I can feel the bulge of where heâs nestled inside me. The motion makes me clench around him again and he groans so loud the trees shake as he nips at my shoulder with his teeth.Â
âFuck!â
I feel absolutely boneless beneath him, and yet, Iâve never felt safer. My mate. Mine. There are no more questions about it. This is our fate. This was written in the stars that glitter across the swirl of ink along his chest and shoulders. I was always meant to find that cave, to find him. To think that I almost missed this.
He gives his hips a testing rut once he thinks Iâve had long enough to adjust to him. I donât think any amount of time could have done that, but that slight twinge of pain is quickly turning to white hot pleasure along my spine again.Â
He liked when Iâd rolled my hips over him earlier, I try to do it again, not as successfully, pinned beneath him like this, but he follows my motions, guiding our bodies together as he slides a hand beneath my hips. âJust like that.â He coos around a muttering of what sound like curses in a language long forgotten.Â
âMate,â I whimper. The warmth of his skin is encompassing, the motions of our bodies leaving a fine sheen of sweat along our heated skin. Every motion is fluid, fire igniting again in my lower belly. I can practically feel the same heat, that same coil in his body, a hint of orange fire peeking through the skin of his abdomen as his thrusts get faster.Â
A bite of smoke comes out his mouth as he fights to keep his breathing steady, to keep his head. I can see out of the corner of my eye, the way his hand digs into the earth, tearing through the wet grass and thick mud, trying to hold steady, to not hurt me. But that word on my tongue does something. A bit of the dragon shows through in a flash of fangs and a deep rumble like moan at every brush of his cock against my cervix.
âSay it again,â and thereâs a hint of pleading in his voice.
I tilt my head to kiss his neck, getting a good whiff of the jasmine and citrus scent. I hope that smell seeps into my skin. I hope it never leaves my nose. âMate.â
He slides nearly out of me, grip on me tightening as he slams back into me with a growl. âMine.â Each thrust is a little harder than the last, each one makes stars swim across my vision. My body grows tight around him, ready to crest over that glorious edge with him.Â
âMine,â he chants.Â
I brush a loose strand of sweat slick hair out of his face. âYours.â I promise.Â
His lips crash against mine, body moving fervently, pushing me closer and closer to the edge until Iâm clinging to him as tightly as I had when weâd flown over here. Every muscle in my body will be sore in the morning. I donât care in the slightest.Â
He lets go of my waist in favor of sliding his hand between my legs again, playing with that already tender bundle of nerves with deft fingers. White flashes across my vision.Â
âRhys!â His name sounds like someoneâs tearing it out of me.Â
âIâm here,â he says in my ear. âIâm here, let go for me. Iâm right behind you.â
And he is, as my high washes over me, his follows with a roar that shakes the whole forest. Birds scatter from their nests in terror at the noise as he spills hot inside me.Â
It is an effort to catch my breath as I cling to him, our bodies slick with sweat.Â
He pants as he slides out of me and rolls onto his side beside me in the grass. As soon as heâs settled, he slides an arm around my waist and drags me back against his chest, where his warmth can soothe the exhaustion tugging at the back of my mind. He peppers more kisses along my cheeks and forehead as I come down, far slower than he is. Dragons must recoup faster than humans.Â
âAre you all right?â He asks worriedly, that need glowing in his chest now replaced with the realization of just how small and fragile my body is in comparison to his. His hands soothe along my back and hips, looking for some sign that it had been too much for me.Â
I lean my head against his chest, listening to the steady even beat of his heart. âIâm perfect,â I sigh contentedly.Â
He reaches around behind him and finds my discarded cloak, bringing it around me like he would tuck me in with a blanket. âAre you still cold?â
I place a kiss in the center of his swirling tattoos. âNot as long as youâre here to warm me up.âÂ
His arms settle around me again, the forest once again quite, the stars glittering faintly in the last few hours of darkness. âIâll never leave you.â He promises.Â
I yawn as I settle against his chest, exhausted now. âGood, I want to learn all about you and your people.â
He curls himself around me like he means to shield me of anything that might appear while I sleep. âGood, thereâs plenty to learn.â I donât hear a hint of exhaustion in his voice, but perhaps he has been sleeping long enough. âAnd maybe youâll try flying with me again?â
I grin sleepily as darkness fills the edges of my vision. âAs long as you warm me up like this again after.â
hi!! I have this little idea (if youâre okay with that) of reader being cassian or azrielâs sister who has a thing for rhysand, and growing up she would always want to spend time with them but they would always just leave her chasing behind them because theyâre doing âboy stuffâ. Fast forward, theyâre all grown up and Rhysand sees that her friend group treated her badly and they keep making plans without her and he goes all protective over her and realizes he has feelings for her
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pairing: rhysand x reader
warnings: angst but thereâs plenty of fluff sprinkled in too for my softies, swearing, mean!az :( but itâs okay bc we have rhys to comfort us, bullying, drama, takes place before UTM, left the ending open for potential for a pt.2 but who knows
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Solitude and you had become fast friends.
You were used to being left alone.
Familiar with being the one waving goodbye as your brother and his friends disappeared off for hours and days and weeks at a time to exploreâto live.
Theyâd always return with scrapes and bruises, new tattoos and tales to tell, bright smiles and inside jokes shared amongst each other while you silently tended to their wounds. Surviving vicariously through their thorough reenactments and the occasional mental projection from the heir of the Night Court. âSounds like quite the adventure,â Youâd murmur softly, carefully stitching the gash on Rhysandâs calf. âIâm almost jealous.â
âJealous of what?â Cassian questions as if they were the most absurd words youâd ever spoken. âYou have plenty of friends.â
âRight.â You canât find the courage to delve any further for if theyâd bothered to prod a little more; to actually ask for details about these so called âfriendsâ, theyâd realize youâd been lying through your teeth. Any attempts made always leaves you feeling dejected. Too used to being the butt of all their jokes. The object used as their punching bag on bad days; pushing you in mud, the horrible names, the awful rumors they spread at your expense.
No one wants to be friends with a dud.
A bastard born, rejected from not only her father and hometown but your brother too. You couldnât even recall the last time Azriel had regarded you as anything more than a nuisanceâhis face morphing into a sneer at the very sight of you, all happiness suddenly leeched from his features the second you come into frame.
You learn to adapt.
Squeezing your presence down into the tiniest of boxes. Making hushed promises to whoever will listen that youâll be good. Swearing in every language you know that no one will even notice youâre there as long as they just allow you to be around them. Praying to the God above for forgiveness of your faults, to cleanse you of whatever stains your soul so profoundly that not a single person dares enter your orbit.
âSpeaking of which, why arenât you out with them?â Azriel questions, his voice void of warmth and you freeze like a doe under a hunters stare.
âIf she leaves then who else is going to play nurse?â Rhysâ leg is crossed over his knee, his teasing just as casual as his body language and gratefulness seeps from every pore when you quickly glance up at him, muscles unlocking from their rigidity.
âIâd rather suffer.â
Cassian lets out a noise, displeasure evident in the cutting glare he throws Azrielâs way but he remains sat, spine sinking into the soft couch cushions as he waits in line for you to dress his wounds. âSpeak for yourself, asshole.â Wings rustle behind him, raised tall and taut against his back. âSheâs got the softest hands around.â
âCanât imagine where she got it fromâcertainly not her father thatâs for sure.â
Another verbal assault thrown your way with no mercy for the fact that you were unarmed. No armor or weapons to defend yourself with; constantly bashed for inheriting the features of a male too cruel to croon soothing words to his offspring.
You try to understand, attempt to relate to the anger Azriel harbors; reasoning with yourself that his ire is warranted because heâd been burned, his scars visibleâa permanent reminder of the endless cruelties of his childhood. From half-brothers raised with hate in their hearts and plenty of hurt to spread around.
Perhaps, thatâs why he ignores your trauma for itâs not as obvious as his own.
Out of sight, out of mind, right?
âRunning a bit low on that, arenât you?â Rhysandâs cadence cuts through the fog of your brain, saving the day yet again and giving you an out. An opening to run away from the verbal onslaught Azriel rains down like hellfire.
The healing salve you hold is filled to the brim, the safety seal still stamped in place but you nod along anyway. Rhys takes in your every move, watches how you eat every hit Az throws as if you truly believe you deserve it. Your steps are silent, ghostly, reminiscent of an out of body experience. Distantly nodding. The sequestered way you gather your medical kit and all but disappear like a puff of smoke in the breeze.
He waits until heâs sure youâre gone, the front door closing so silently he wouldnât have noticed youâd left if it werenât for the click of the lock sliding in place. âYour mother never taught you that if you donât have anything nice to say, donât say anything at all?â
âOh, get over your stupid crush already,â Azriel grumbles. âShe doesnât need you running to her rescue everytime someone says anything you donât agree with.â
Rhys doesnât deny it, never tries to hide itâhis infatuation with you. The lingering glances. Always including you in conversations. Trinkets and gifts collected on outings with your bashful face in mind. Anything to get you to smile. To break you out of your shell and sometimes it works. Until Azriel opens his stupid mouth and your shoulders cave in, snuffing out the embers of light within until it has your head bowing and mouth pursed into a firm line. âYouâre right,â Rhysand stands at attention, a distant throb aching in one leg from his newly tended injury. âThat should be your job.â
âYou donât get it.â
âNo, I donât.â His octave raises, anger urging the slip on his restraint to loosen. To release some of that power he always keeps a leash on. âSheâs your sister, she lived through the same awful things that you didâif not worse and while you got to be freed of your anguish, you subject her to more.â
âSeriously Rhys, shut up.â
He doesnât, refuses to even. Flame has touched gas and the reaction is explosive. âYou blame her for looking like her father but by the Motherâone could say you act like him.â
The room goes still. Azrielâs face morphing from annoyance to anger. Fists ball up at his sides, nose twitching with rage as Rhysâ words hit their target with expert-level accuracy. âTake that back.â
âNo, I wonât. Itâs the truth.â
Shadows fill the room, expanding and growing. Blocking out the light from the windows and covering the walls in a thick layer of sentient obsidian. Power crackles with life, tensions so strong it emits its own oud.
Itâs no surprise when the fight breaks out. Glowing blue combatting against a magic so violent it sends the skies rumbling.
Cassian doesnât even bother intervening, simply moving valuables within reach out of the way before settling further into the couch as the throb of his wound aches as it waits for his turn of your healing touch. He watches almost bored-like, humming when Rhysand lands a perfect punch or cheering when Azriel dodges in a stealthy maneuver theyâd been practicing for weeks.
Itâs never taken too seriously, males being males. Their testosterone being burned through with physical violence and blood spilled but something seems more serious than normal when Rhys actually uses the power he usually keeps leached, his reach bending Az to his will, shoving him down to his knees. An arm is bracketed around the shadowsingers neck, blood dripping down his nose and staining a straight set of teeth as Rhys sneers in his ear. âStop being such a prick to her. Sheâs hasnât done anything wrong.â
Azriel struggled against the hold, shadows tugging at Rhysâ shoulders, wrapping around his neck, binding around limbs until both of them are red in the face with veins popping from the thin skin of their necks. âYeah, nothing except for existing.â
âStupid, foolish, cruel male you are. Itâs like heâs standing right before me.â
Another sensitive nerve plucked and a renewed sense of urgency surges through Azrielâs body. Syphons glow as he breaks free from the hold, punches and kicks are thrown, bodies tossed into walls and tables until wood splinters and plaster crumbles to dust. âI am nothing like him.â
âWith all that hate in your heart?â Rhysâs words come out heavy, teeth gritted and blood dripping from the corner of his mouth. Even then, he refuses to back down. âMight as well be twins.â
âAlright,â Cassian interjects, refusing to stand between them and their quarrel to avoid catching stray knuckles but the way Azrielâs face crumples as the hostilities is enough to initiate a ceisefire. âMaybe itâs time to calm down, sheâll be back any second.â
His hands are still clenched at his sides, knuckles split and blood already crusting over thanks to faeâs advanced healing but the rage doesnât dissipate from Rhysandâs bodyâit only transforms. Locks itself away at the mention of you in order to spare you of getting singed by the aftermath of his burning ire.
He and Azriel dance around the other, this odd tension existing between them as they attempt to let this go; to diffuse the conflictâto pretend like nothing ever happened in the first place.
It doesnât work.
Especially when rage bleeds into worry when you donât return for an hour. Two. Three. The time tick, tick, ticks away without a single inclination on when youâd come sneaking through the entrance.
âMaybe we should go look for her?â
âMaybe sheâs finally getting the hint and following her own friends around instead of mine.â
Cassian rolls his eyes, Rhys scoffs, but neither of them get to say anything more when the front door opens and slams shut.
Itâs so unlike you, drawing such attention to yourself and all three heads snap in your direction just for eyes to widen and mouths to gape open like fishes out of water because you donât return the way you left.
âWhat the fuck?â Azrielâs usual contempt fades instantly at the sight of you. An unfamiliar protectiveness blooms when acknowledging the tears streaming down your face and the soaking wet hair dripping fat drops onto the hardwood floor. Every inch of you is covered in goosebumps and if it werenât for the arms crossed over your chest, youâd have flashed the whole room. âWhere the hell are your clothes?â
You canât even form a single word as you stand there in nothing but your underwear, shaking like a flag in the wind, chest heaving as the panic amplifies; embarrassment growing even deeper and your brothers heart absolutely drops to his stomach at the sob that cleaves through you. Turning on the ball of your heels, youâre off; bare feet smacking against polished floors in your hurry to run away.
To find safety.
Rhys is the first to take action, taking the stairs twoâthree at a time until heâs going so fast he slips against the imported rugs that run through the length of the hallway. Heâs just barely reached the door to your room when it slams shut in his face, rich mahogany holding sturdy against his fists when the lock twists with a distinctive click. âWho did this?â He demands, knocking and smacking the palms of his hands against it so hard it rattles. âDid they touch you?â
âLeave me alone.â The words are like a whine, drawn out and laced in agony. Every syllable trembles, wet with raw anguish and utter humiliation.
It makes him sick, curdles the food in his belly. Triggers instincts deep rooted in his Illyrian blood until every inch of him vibrates with the need to avenge. To cause equal or greater torment upon whoever dared lay their hands on you and rob you of the little security youâd had. âI swear I will the second you just tell me who did this to you. Darling, please just let me in.â
Azriel and Cassian are steps behind him, certain that if anyone could lure the truth from you itâs Rhysand but the door doesnât budge. Minutes pass and you canât be heard anymore, harsh sobs shifting to thick sniffles until complete silence fills the space.
Somehow, thatâs more unsettling than hearing you cry.
The spymaster steps forward, allowing his sentient shadows to slink ahead, teasing at the seam of your door until they slip through like a cool breeze seeping through the gaps of windowpanes. What they find is heartbreaking, at first all they detect is a seemingly empty room before they catch onto a slight crack on the closet door. Youâre curled inside, knees tucked to your chin with a robe secured around your body and silent tears drawing silver tracks down the curve of your cheeks.
Youâre stuck in your own world, a victim of constant torment; eyes distant as you rock and rock in attempts to self soothe.
Shadows creep closer, their cool touch just barely grazing your ankle before you detect their presence. Fingers angrily wipe away the evidence of your sorrow, limbs curling further into yourself as you sneer at the extension of the brother that makes it his lifeâs mission to make you smallerâto prove you have no worth. âIf youâre here to humiliate me some more, donât bother. Iâve had enough for one day so you can go find someone else to use as your personal punching bag.â
They flinch at the truth, recoiling back at a tone you never take with themâwith anyone. Perhaps thatâs Azrielâs fault too and that guilt weighs heavy in his chest to the point where he canât even utter a word to his hovering friends, only mustering up the ability to unlock the door as his shadows quietly retreat.
Your brother doesnât enter though. Instead, he urges Rhysand along, pleading with his eyes for him to fix the things that Azriel broke.
Rhys jumps at the opportunity, entering without hesitation and closing the door behind him. Every step is measured, calculated; carefully intruding into your space and taking up surveillance until he finds you curled inside your wardrobe. It makes him ache in the worst way, reminds him of the little boy heâd first befriended whoâd been used to being shoved into darkness, locked away from light for hours and days and weeks until their cruel father deigned him access to a sliver of sunshine. Rhys has to swallow down the emotion that clogs his throat, the closet door opening with a little squeak, the final stages of sunsets copper glow providing just enough warm light to cast over your form. âOh darling,â He croons ever so softly, brows knitted in sadness when violet eyes rest on you.
He moves slowly, as if trying not to startle a skittish animal. Fingers brush hair from your face, tucking damp strands behind your ear and coaxing the length of it behind your shoulder. Your gaze is downcast, eyes red-rimmed and nose pink from the constant rubbing and sniffling.
You donât fight his touch, barely register it, head subconsciously tucking into the safety of his neck when he lifts you from your hiding space with ease. He smells of outside, lingering traces of wind and earth, faint touches of his body wash and that light, citrusy cologne he refuses to admit he enjoys over the more manly options loitered on his desk. âI donât need your pity.â The words crack on their way out, your breath tickling the line of his collarbone and yet you still donât shuffle away when Rhys kicks off his shoes and sits on your bed. He tucks you both under the covers, keeps his arms wrapped around you and begins running his fingers through your hair, tracing lines down the slope of your shoulder and the length of your back. Slow, soothing motions that send shivers along your spine and goosebumps along your flesh.
âI have no pity to give you.â He holds you close, desperately grasping onto every second he can in your bedâyour space. Smelling your sheets. Sinking into the girlish softness of your pillows and silently cataloging the books you keep stacked on your bedside table. âOnly rage for whoever dared put their hands on you in the first place.â
âItâs not a good look for a High Lord to take out personal vendettas out on his citizens.â
âIâm more than willing to desecrate my image for your sake. You deserve to feel safe. Youâre entitled to take up space.â
The frown that creases the corner of your mouth broadcasts the physical way you deny his words. Fresh tears well in your waterline, eyes pinching shut as you attempt to hide your hurt. Rhys doesnât let you, a thumb swiping along the thin skin under your eye to collect salty saline. âThatâs not true. All I seem to do is make things worse. My presenceâmy existence. Even when I attempt to blend in, to be quiet, to not be seen or heard; I mean, donât think I donât notice the strain between you and my brother every time you stand up for me. Each kind thing youâve ever done for me, youâve been given such grief over and thatâs not fair to you.â You suck in a deep breath, knees tucking in closer, nudging against the strong bone of Rhysandâs ribs. âIâve been thinking of moving back home with my mom.â
âWhat? No. This is your home.â
âYeah, right.â You fiddle with the hem of his shirt, nail running over the stitching, stopping yourself before you snag a fray free. Knuckles graze at the bare skin of his abdomen, muscles tensing and flexing at the touch and youâre quick to retract your touch, a blush heating up the length of your neck. âNo one here likes me. I have no friends. No family. No love to tie me to this townâleaving before itâs too late is the most logical choice.â
The High Lord goes quiet, teeth clenching, jaw ticking as he fights a battle within. Confess his feelings or scare you off.
Confess.
Or watch you flee.
His heart hammers against his chest, loud enough for you to hear the steady rhythm pressed against your ear. His tongue wets his lips, gaze dipping down to memorize the slope of your nose and the dip of your cupids bow. For too long he remains silent, contemplating; memorizing the softness of your cheeks and the smell of your perfume that clings to the sheetsâto you. âSleep on it.â Rhys tucks you in closer, buries his nose in the crown of your hair and forces the notes of dates and vanilla to permanently fuse themselves in his sinuses. âWeâll talk more about it in the morning.â
You hum in agreement, the exhaustion of the day weighing heavy on your bones and coupled with the unconditional comfort that Rhysand provides, youâre asleep in no time.
He lingers longer than he should, long enough to miss dinner and for the clock to chime at midnight.
You donât even flinch when he shifts away, too deep in sleep to notice him softly leaving you to your own sheets and the phantom warmth he provided.
He exits like smoke but the moment your door closes Rhys canât hide his panic, canât conceal the anger when he charges through the hallway like a bull on a mission until he finds Azriel lurking in the shadows. He barely realizes heâs gripped him by the fabric of his shirt and shoved him against the wall until the thud of weights impact reaches his eardrums. âYou fix this,â He commands, hazel battling a deep violet. âSay or do whatever you need to in order to make things right with you and your sister. I swear to the Mother, if she does this, if she leaves because of you,â The syllables seethe through gritted teeth, nose scrunched in a snarl so sharp it borders on animalisticâbeastly. âIf she leaves because of you, considered yourself fired from your post. Banished from your duties. Exiled from the city you love so much. If she leaves, be prepared to leave with her.â
âYouâre bluffing.â
âTry me, brother.â Rhys shoves him further into the wall, so hard the wood paneling creaks under the strain, so hard that cracks form along the very foundation. âI love her more than I care to coddle your fragile ego. Do the right thing or find a new homeâfind a new family.â
âRhys.â
âI will choose her,â He confesses, his heart pouring out on a platter and seeping into the rug below. âShe belongs to me, brother. If you donât fix this, I will choose her over you.â
Authors Note: Protective Rhysand? YES PLEASE. Request by @callmeleighd
The first thing you noticed was the silence.
Not complete silenceâthere was never complete silence in an Illyrian war-campâbut the sudden absence of laughter from the group of warriors behind you.
It made the hairs on the back of your neck stand up.
You were carrying a basket of supplies across the camp when a shadow fell over you.
"Where are you rushing off to?"
The male's voice was thick with amusement.
You recognised him immediately. Older. Bigger. One of the warriors who thought rank and size entitled him to whatever he wanted.
You offered a polite smile and stepped around him.
"Busy."
His hand caught your wrist.
Your stomach dropped.
Not because you couldn't handle yourselfâyou absolutely couldâbut because you knew exactly how these interactions tended to go.
"You could spare a minute."
You tried pulling free. His grip tightened.
"Let go."
The smile on his face only widened. "Or what?"
The words had barely left his mouth when another voice cut through the air.
Cold. Sharp. Dangerous.
"She said let go."
The warrior's expression faltered.
You looked up.
Rhysand was striding across the training field, heading straight to you.
The warrior let go of your wrist, but he didn't back down. Instead he angled himself between you and Rhysand, his friends now gathering behind you, effectively caging you between them.
You could see Rhys's nostrils flare in anger, his teeth gritted as he stopped in front of you.
He didn't say anything at first, simply held his hand out for you. You scurried out from behind the Illyrians, immediately going to his side.
For a moment, the camp seemed to hold its breath.
Rhys stood between you and them now, shoulders squared, violet eyes fixed on the male who had initially grabbed you with a calmness that somehow felt far more dangerous than shouting ever could.
The warrior cracked his knuckles.
"You got a problem, boy?"
Rhys didn't even blink. "You touched my mate."
Your heart skipped. Not because of the words, but because of the way he said them.
Simple. Certain. Dangerous.
As if there was no force in Prythian capable of changing that fact.
The warrior scoffed. "Wasn't doing any harm."
"You grabbed her."
"She's fine."
Rhys took a step forward. "So now you're telling me how she feels too?"
The warrior's expression darkened.
Then, from the edge of the crowd that had slowly began gathering, three of his friends drifted closer.
Not rushing. Not openly threatening. Just slowly appearing at his shoulders in a silent show of support.
Your stomach tightened.
Rhys sensed immediately.
Of course he did.
Without looking away from them, one arm extended behind him.
Searching. Finding you. His hand wrapped around yours in silent reassurance. Then he pulled you slightly behind him.
"Get behind me. Stay there." The command was quiet, but firm.
Then Rhys took a step forward.
The warrior laughed.
"You really think you can take all of us?"
Rhys smiled.
The smile made you nervous. Not because it was aimed at you, but because it wasn't. You were nervous for them.
"I think I'd enjoy finding out."
The temperature around the group seemed to drop. Several warriors nearby suddenly found other places they desperately needed to be.
The warrior took another step.
Rhys didn't move. Didn't flinch. Didn't give an inch.
And thenâ
A familiar voice called from behind.
"Well, this looks fun."
Cassian.
The crowd immediately parted as he approached. Broad shoulders. Training leathers. A grin that promised violence.
Beside him walked Azriel. Silent. Expressionless. Even more intimidating.
Cassian stopped on Rhys's right. Azriel on his left.
Neither asked what was happening. Neither needed to.
Cassian glanced at your wrist and immediately saw the red marks. His grin vanished.
"Oh."
That single word carried an alarming amount of meaning.
Azriel's hazel eyes settled on the warrior. Cold. Deadly.
The warrior visibly swallowed. The odds had changed rather dramatically. Three against four was one thing. Three against Rhys, Cassian, and Azriel?
Three future legends, even if nobody knew it yet. Even if they were still just boys in a brutal camp.
You could feel it. Their power. So could everyone else.
Eventually, the warrior muttered something under his breath. Then turned and walkway away. His friends followed. The crowd slowly dispersed and the tension broke.
And the very second it did, Rhys spun around, his entire focus landing on you.
"Are you hurt?"
You blinked. "What?"
"Are. You. Hurt?"
"No."
He grabbed your wrist anyway, gently inspecting it. Turning your hand over. Checking the marks. Checking your fingers. Your arm. Your shoulder. Like he expected to find some hidden injury.
"Rhys."
His jaw was clenched. "Did he hurt you?"
"No."
"Did he scare you?"
"No."
"Didâ"
"Rhys."
He stopped. You could practically see the protective instincts fighting for control behind his eyes.
Cassian snorted. "Here we go."
"Don't start," Rhys practically snarled.
"Oh, I'm absolutely starting."
Rhys ignored him entirely.
His hands settled on your waist instead. Checking that you were really there. That you were alright.
You could feel the leftover adrenaline vibrating through him. The anger. The fear.
Because that was the part Rhys would never admit. He hadn't been angry first. He'd been scared. For half a second he'd seen another male put his hands on you and his mind had immediately jumped to every possible outcome.
You reached up and touched his cheek.
"I'm okay."
His eyes closed briefly. Just for a second in relief at your calming touch.
Then they opened again. He pulled you even closer, as if the previous distance of six inches had been completely unacceptable.
"Rhys," you laughed.
"What?"
"You look like you're about to wrap me in blankets and lock me in a tower."
Cassian barked a laugh. "That's exactly what he wants to do."
"It is not."
"It absolutely is."
Rhys ignored him once again.
One hand moved to the small of your back. The other found your face. Thumb brushing your cheek. Checking. Always checking.
Azriel watched the entire thing with the expression of someone witnessing a very predictable disaster.
"You realise she's fine."
"I know she's fine."
"Then why are you looking at her like that?"
Rhys frowned. "Like what?"
Cassian groaned. "Oh, Cauldron save us."
You smiled despite yourself.
Rhys immediately looked down at you. The tension finally easing from his shoulders.
"There you are."
"There I am?"
"You're smiling." As though that explained everything in his reasoning as the last of his anger disappeared.
Maybe it did.
His forehead rested briefly against yours. A small gesture, private despite the crowd and for a moment the future High Lord disappeared. Leaving only your ridiculously overprotective mate who had nearly started a war because someone put a hand on you.
Behind him, Cassian looked at Azriel.
"We should leave."
"Agreed."
"They're going to be insufferable."
"Already are."
Rhys didn't even acknowledge them.
He was too busy making sure you were still tucked safely against his side as the four of you headed back towards the training rings.
And every few steps, his hand would tighten slightly on your waist.
Just enough to reassure himself that you were still there.
⢠azriel only enters rooms after you; he waits, and always lets you take the initiative. after you sit down and get comfortable, he moves closer and stays nearby until the end.
⢠he watches you like someone remembering a dream, as if every glance were a small prayer.
⢠when you touch him â something simple like a light hand on his arm, or the brush of fingers â his shadows tense around him as if trying not to return the touch.
⢠he often has thoughts about you, as if he already had you. he thinks about how youâd look bathed in candlelight beside his bed. but then he hates himself for wanting you that way when he hasnât even won your heart yet.
⢠he notices absolutely everything about you: the way you tuck your hands into your sleeves when youâre cold, the way you hum quietly when youâre lost in thought, how you look when youâre worried, happy, anxious. everything is noticed by his admiring gaze.
⢠his greatest fear is that youâll choose someone else, and he wonât even have the right to be hurt.
⢠sometimes, he stands outside your door at night, not close enough to be seen, only close enough to know youâre safe.
⢠during meetings, when someone interrupts you or dismisses your opinion, he becomes still; his power barely contained. but his gaze is piercing, his shadows angry toward that voice he wishes he could silence just so he can delight in the sound of yours again.
⢠he dreams of you holding his hand without hesitation. saying that you see the worst parts of him, but choose him anyway.
Cassian
⢠cassian makes you laugh constantly, but inside, it hurts not being able to tell if itâs only friendship. if thatâs all you see.
⢠he flirts as if itâs harmless, but his eyes always watch your reaction as if it matters more than anything.
⢠when youâre not around, he talks about you as if youâre already the center of his life. âshe said something brilliant about that the other day, gods, sheâs so intelligent...â and he ends up lost in affectionate daydreams about you and everything he loves and admires about you.
⢠he started wearing nicer shirts, slightly cleaner armor, neater hair just as a precaution, in case you notice (and you do.)
⢠he teaches you things â how to fight, how to fly, how to swear in three languages â not because you need it, but because it means spending time close to you.
⢠sometimes, he lets himself imagine; you in his bed, laughing beneath the morning sun. you sitting on the kitchen counter while he makes breakfast. he could spend the entire day lost in these imaginary moments with you.
⢠he tries not to feel jealous, after all, youâre only friends, but he fails constantly. the instant he catches azriel looking at you? or mor reaching her hand toward you? his stomach twists.
⢠if youâre tired, he notices first and will do the possible and impossible to help you with whatever you need. if youâre sad, he sits beside you and doesnât leave.
⢠he looks at you as if saying, âiâm yours, completely, if you want meâ and can hardly wait to say it out loud to you, without fear.
Mor
⢠mor watches you with silent amazement, as if she still canât believe someone like you exists. she desperately wants to touch you â your hand, your cheek, the small of your back â but she never does. unless she knows you want it.
⢠when youâre laughing with someone else ( especially a man) mor turns away. she smiles and pretends it doesnât shatter her while trying to avoid looking at you.
⢠she gives you small gifts: a warm cloak, a ring woven with silent protection, a piece of sunstone that she claims is âsimply beautiful.â she never explains what they mean, but if you look a little closer, youâll see that her heart comes with those gifts.
⢠she starts dressing differently when youâre together; softer fabrics, gold jewelry, a touch of vulnerability in her appearance. she wants to be seen, admired, but only by you.
⢠when she drinks too much wine, she almost confesses: âif you knew how beautiful you are when...â but she stops. always stops. and simply stares at you with eyes shining with love and longing.
⢠she writes your name in the margins of a journal. only once, but she keeps that page with her.
⢠every time you talk about the future, mor longs to ask: âcan i be part of it?â
⢠she dreams of kissing you beneath the moonlight, but wakes before it happens.
⢠when she hears others talking about you â admiring you, wanting you â mor laughs politely. but inside, her heart breaks a little more.
Rhysand
⢠rhysand doesnât flirt with you, not the way he does with others. he respects you too much to treat you like a game, and he wants you to know that he wants eternity with you, not just a moment.
⢠he becomes gentler around you; still intelligent, still powerful and perceptive, but with less sharpness, less mask, and more sensitivity.
⢠he watches how you move through a room; where you choose to sit, who you listen to, which subjects make your eyes light up. he notices everything.
⢠when you speak, he falls silent. even when others interrupt you, he never does.
⢠he starts writing again; poems, letters, fragments, and never sends them. you live in all of them.
⢠he doesnât feel jealous, but he becomes quietly possessive. not controlling, but more attentive. when you talk to someone for too long, his jaw tightens and he analyzes every second of the interaction and how he can insert himself into it and have your attention again.
⢠when he talks to you in private, itâs never about power or politics, but about life. about your dreams, your past, what makes you feel alive. he wants to listen to you and know you like no one else does.
⢠he buys books, accessories, clothes, and anything he thinks youâll like. he leaves them in your room without a note, but you know it was him.
⢠the idea of you choosing someone else doesnât make him angry, it leaves him deeply empty.
⢠the first time you accidentally call him by a more affectionate nickname without title, without distance, he leaves the room, just for a moment, just to breathe.
⢠he hasnât told you heâs in love with you, but his entire soul already has.
Lucien
⢠lucien falls in love quietly at first; not because he wants to, but because he learned that wanting something often means losing it.
⢠he memorizes you before anyone else does; the way you laugh at something you genuinely find funny (and how he catches himself smiling while watching you). the way you observe people when you think nobody is looking. he memorizes every detail and small things make him think of you; a beautiful song, an old but lovely book.
⢠his teasing becomes softer around you, less about getting a reaction and more about seeing you smile.
⢠he remembers every story you tell him, even months later, he casually asks: âhow did that book end?â and you realize he had been listening the whole time.
⢠he gives you pieces of himself without realizing it; a favorite book, a special poem, a childhood memory. truths he never said out loud, but that he trusts you blindly to hold; he tells you stories late into the night. stories he normally keeps locked away.
⢠when youâre upset, he never pressures you. he simply sits beside you and waits until youâre ready. his presence is comforting.
⢠he starts looking for you unconsciously; in crowded rooms, at parties, even in places where he knows you wonât be. heâs always the first to turn his head whenever he hears your voice.
⢠his gaze lingers on you constantly, not possessively, almost melancholically.
⢠his greatest concern is that you deserve someone better than him. so he tries to improve, tries to change, tries to become someone worthy of your love.
⢠he would cross every court in prythian for you without hesitation.
Eris
⢠when he realizes heâs developing feelings for you, he actively avoids you for weeks. not because he wants to, but because eris knows exactly how dangerous love can be, and he doesnât know if he wants to risk it â and risk you.
⢠around everyone else, he remains perfectly composed. around you, small cracks begin to form.
⢠he notices when youâre cold before you even realize it. a warm cloak appears around your shoulders. he pretends it wasnât him.
⢠he memorizes your preferences with unsettling precision; your favorite wine, the books you reread, which flowers you admire during walks.
⢠nobody notices how often he watches you, but you do. and suddenly he doesnât know what to do about it.
⢠his affection manifests in actions, never words; an obstacle removed before you ever encounter it, a problem solved before you know it exists.
⢠he becomes protective in almost imperceptible ways. if someone insults you, they often find themselves dealing with consequences they cannot explain.
⢠he respects your intelligence more than your beauty; your beauty unsettles him, but your mind captivates him.
⢠eris isnât naturally gentle, but with you, something strange happens; his voice becomes lower, his temper calms, his hands become careful.
⢠he never assumes you need to be saved. he simply makes sure you always have a choice.
⢠he offers you honesty before he offers you affection. which, for eris, is the greatest gift.
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