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today my father and i unexpectedly ended up visiting someone, while they were having lunch. my father told them dont worry im fasting, but i actually wasnt (he didnt know) so they told him come eat. he said okay and was saying look, his taqdeer to eat was written here. and later i was thinking mine wasnt written there.

shows me u can be at the door of an opportunity, the food can literally be at the same table ur on, but if its not meant for u, then ur not gonna eat it but if its meant for u, ull eat it. he and i entered and left together, but only for one of us it was written to eat there 🤯

siren: its basically the dark version of a mermaid and its not that i necessarily like the "dark aspect" i do like mermaids but sirens eat the male sailors and thats tea and they sing ethereally to lure the chow

vampire: also cool and also not abt the dark aesthetic but i like immortality aspect and being a blood sucker even tho id be vegan, and they get everlasting beauty and thats hard to reject and also the increased physical strength and speed etc id love

and according to me and myself and i, being a siren makes sense for me as a dormant maneater and i like the alluring singing idea but also i dont like the ocean and deep sea its creepy and like can i have other ppl be sirens w me? can females only be sirens? questions questions

and my argument is, its not abt whudu, its abt ghusl of the mayyit; ghusl isnt valid unless water touches the body, khuf is easily removable (just a zip) while polish isnt (polish remover and scraping), harm and aggression cant be done to the body. and we can die at any time so theres no predicting when thatll happen so rather dont do nail polish for the sake of those who'll bathe ur body for the last time. return to ur Lord the same way He made u: clean and pure; u were not made with polish on ur nails 🩷

everything STINKS, the air, the house the rooms

and im so disgusted i cant even smell

and it stiiiiiiinnnnkkkkks

everything SMELLS the clothes the shoes the sink

and im so nauseated i cant even think