blog closed.

simply put, i'm leaving this blog. i thought about just deleting it (go hard or go home amirite) but this stupid lil blog holds some sentimental value so i'll just leave it here. i'm a melodramatic poop okay ;A;

i've grown rather tired of tumblr and blogging here became stressful for me. instead of it being a fun addicition hobby, it just became a chore. also, i really need to focus on school right now. there's just a few more months before i graduate, so i might as well try giving a fuck about my education for once in my life. i still very much like kpop, fangirling and whatnot, and there is a high chance that i'll start over and make a new blog but for now, it's bye bye tumblr for me.

thank you to all my followers. i don't know what made you click that follow button but thank you guys for doing so and letting me bombard your dashboards with my multifandom mess. on that note, if you ever followed me for a specific fandom only, i aM SO. SORRY. and gosh, i can never thank you enough for reblogging/liking/replying to my posts abloobloobloo and when you reblog my stuff and you say nice things in the tags i'm always asgfjklsjh;;jkl (✿ಥ‿ಥ) thank

to my mutual follows and/or people i talk to: first of all, i just want to let you know i honestly did of the following when you guys followed me back

i love your blogs and y'all are so nice, cool, hip and funky fresh ahaaaah and i do fangirl over you and if we've never talked to each other, you should know that i really really /really/ honestly wanted to talk to you. but alas, i am an introverted potato with zero social skillz so i just lovingly look at your icon, hold affections for you from afar and imagine scenarios where you and i are close online friends or something (i'm not even trying to joke here, i really am this lame)

and to friends (even if we only talked once i consider you friend okay shhhhh no escape) omg um ???? !!! what do i say ;;; well um first, i'm sorry for my terrible social skills... if you ever messaged me or vice versa and i seem disinterested or something, i really didn't mean it. i just really don't know how to reply because i find it hard to talk to people online ;A; because words?? how do say thing??  it's not you, it's me. i am gomen ;~; ugh even now i don't know what else to say so sorry and thank you so much :')

so imma let this essay finish before i get too emotional or something~

i just really want to say THANK YOU. i don't know of a better way to express this with more sincerity so i hope these words are enough. it was fun while it lasted (✿◠‿◠)

goodbye you cutiepatooties (ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

maybe i'll see you soon?