I miss you
I miss the words you haven't said
I miss the words you can't say now
I miss you being there
I miss the thought of you being here
- C.J.
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I miss you
I miss the words you haven't said
I miss the words you can't say now
I miss you being there
I miss the thought of you being here
- C.J.

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There are parallel universes out there where I never fucked up. Where I never left, where I was kind from the start, where I treated you like you deserved, and where you still love me.
I wish that this was one of them. Instead this is the one where I'm alone and your with him. He is where I am supposed to be. Im not a victim in this because it was all my doing, but sometimes I feel like it.
I'm a victim of my own undoing.
- C.J.
βI think too deeply about everything. I still donβt know if that allows me to see more of the world, or less of it.β
β Mobeen Hakeem
Fuck these fake ass friends who say they gonna stick around and never do. Iβm so done with any type of relationship.
DUDE JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
FUCK
THESE
FEELINGS
I JUST WANT A FUCKING HUG
Is that to much to ask???
- C.J.

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HUMMINGBIRD
This is just a song, but it so much more. If I knew how to speak or could say anything to you this is what I would say:
Your diction and dietribe, posture, body language and connotations all pointed in the same direction
The selection of contingent messages postponed until further notice
Because I was ashamed to admit the problem and pretend your happiness came from me, and that your happiness was important
But we aborted the sorted truths we once distorted when I saw the shape of your dress when you wore it
And that was enough until it wasn't
And that's when you finally felt supported
So the others courted you and you mentally recorded and endorsed
The force perform of compliments you received came in
And you felt empowered enough to take your final bow
And find love within the arms of another instead of this heart of mine
And that's fine because I would do the same and I would leave me
Not because I'm useless and not because I'm broken
Not because I'm sad and not because I'm worthless
But because I saw value in your smile and not in your values
And I'm sorry, and I love you
And that's why I can finally sleep at night
Because you are free and you can thrive
And I'm just happy I got to be a part of your life
I'm just happy I got to be a part of the journey that you call your life
And I finally feel fine 'cause I spent so long trying to change you
Not realizing I was the one who needed to change
I was selfish to assume you loved me more than you loved yourself
Even though I never felt the same
And there's so many things that my selfishness tried to take away
But you were the one that was the hardest to watch walk away
But thank you for letting me be a part of everything you were building and creating
And finding truth in life and you were relating so much beauty
And I love you, and I'm sorry
Thank you for letting me be a part of your journey
Thank you for letting me be me
And thank you for setting me free
And showing me love
Showing me love in its full capacity
-Nothing was the same, by Hotel Books
Cause when I hear your name I can not stop cheesing
I love you so much that my heart stops beating when you're leaving
And I'm grieving and my heart starts bleeding
Life without you has no god damn meaning
Sorry I'm passive aggressive for no god damn reason
It's that my mood change like these god damn seasons
I'll fall for you, but I love you
- Tyler the Creator
I find myself in a drowning disposition
Choked off from the rest of the world
If love was supposed to be the answer
Then why am I here alone
Surrounded by nothing
For nothing
The silence is deafening
And yet it speaks volumes
- C.J.
"Not all men"
Yeah, but if I gave you a bag of cookies and told you that one of them was made with actual shit, you'd be wary of the entire bag, wouldn't you?

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Call me in the middle of the night and tell me you canβt sleep alone.
Tell me you want me.
Tell me something
Tell me anything
Please
- C.J.
If only it was...

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Who the fuck are you
to still make me weep
Who the fuck are you
to take my heart
Who the fuck are you
"Hey love"
Who the fuck are you!!!
- C.J.
βI can write the saddest poem of all tonight. I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.β
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