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FUCKIN YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

no BULLSHIT I KID YOU NOT! Look what I found while walking Home…..

OH MY GOD

OH MY F*CKIN GOD

THIS POST FUCKIN WORKS?!?!?! THIS IS PAST A COINCIDENCE NO WAY!??! NO FRIGGIN WAY!!! 

Nicki 

2 weeks later | 6: 21 pm

Hanging a few more clothes up in the babies  closet before closing it, I smiled as I sat in the middle of the bedroom floor. Looking around the room, the feeling of me really becoming a mother soon was beginning to kick in a lot more. Everybody known’s I had an abortion as a teenager, and even though I didn’t want to I don’t regret it. It hurts me to this day still, but If i hadn’t have done it, I’d be just another statistic. I wouldn’t be in the place I am now and I wouldn’t be able to give this baby the life she deserves. 

Standing up, I looked in the mirror and smiled at my growing stomach. 3 months couldn’t go by fast enough. 

Nicki

Friday | 8: 59 am

“That’s so hood no. I’m not posing that picture as a announcement”

I spoke to Justin as Candie and TT laughed. This nigga gonna bring me the Tims we bought the other day to use as a revel picture. 

“It’s not that big of a de-”

“Exactly, so hand me them Gucci shoes so I can take this picture or I wont at all”

Justin

March | New Jersey | 8: 10 pm

Sitting in front of her with honesty and sincerity I exhaled watching as she wiped the tear from her cheek. I don’t know why she was making this shit hard. I don’t know why she making this hard. 

People are gonna ask who’s her child’s father, and I wanna flaunt my baby because that’s my child. But we’re in a hard place right now, well actually she is more than me. Because I know what I want.

“We don’t have to d-”

Nicki Minaj

Thrusday | 3: 20 pm

“The Angie Martinez Show”

Angie: It’s always good having you Nicki

Nicki: Likewise likewise. Your show is one of the few I still go on

She chuckled while looking at me from her mic and nodded.

Angie: Well I’m honored. How are you love?

Nicki: I’m good. I’ve been great. Really appreciating life and everything I’m getting out of it

Angie: You haven’t been on the scene recently. Actually since 2014

Chanel

10:30 pm

“6 and two is?”

I held up 6 fingers in front of Mack and adding two more. He counted them each then nodded and wrote it down on paper. 

“Alright, go get your bag, put your homework in there and head up stairs for bed”

He nodded, as I followed behind him with Misa on my hip. Justin wasn’t back, which is unlike him when he works in the office. 

Shutting off all the lights upstairs, I then followed Mack into his room and tucked him in with a kiss.

“Your teacher called me today”

Chanel

10:59 am

Saturday

I counted the money that lied in front of me. Today was my day off along with tomorrow and might I say it was a very successful week. I leaned over, kissing Misa’s forehead and continued to count. This week alone I made $9,970. Enough for rent, food, plus more. I did a small happy dance on the bed before jumping at the sound of my doorbell. Placing the money in a duffle bag, I shoved it under my bed and hopped off the bed and headed for the front door. Peeking through the hole, I smiled opening it up.

“What are you doing here. You look nice. What’s going on?”

He laughed, inviting himself in and heading straight to my kitchen.

“My mom is having a brunch. A Black Excellence themed brunch and wants you to attend”

“Me?”

I asked baffled. Why should she want me to attend.

Chanel

10:49 pm

I sat in the VIP area of the strip club, watching as the women danced seductively. I smirked at the money that poured down on them and the men groveled at their feet. In here, these women had complete power. In here, these women were respected and a nigga would do anything to get JUST a dance.

I stood up as Aaliyah approached me with her ass all out. Pulling my hand through the crowd, she led me through the crowd, then took me to a back room.

“So what you think?”

She questioned as she threw on a pair of tights. I shrugged and pulled my phone from my purse checking the time. 

“I mean, It’s a lot classier than I anticipated”

We both laughed. It was actually very well put together. It wasn’t hot, didn’t look like a ghetto ass hole in the wall and it was a large area. It smelt nice, the ladies were beautiful and the only men, from what I seen, that could afford this place was wealthy men, rich men and drug dealers.

“Well good, My boss wanna speak to you” 

I was about to say something until she pointed behind me, causing me to turn around. The man smiled, looking me up and down and extended his hand for me to shake.

“Hello, I’m Moises”

I smiled lightly and shook his hand.

“Chanel”

“Mmm Chanel, I like. Well Chanel, how would you like to work at my club?”

I chuckled and shrugged my shoulders.

Monday

12:27 am

“Justin….Justin!”

My Dad yelled, snapping me out of my trance of thought. I don’t know, I just been out of it. I haven’t spoken to Odell the whole weekend, how he got his baby and her moms out here is foul. And I can’t even rock with a nigga who roll like that.

“Wassup pops?”

I questioned. He chuckled and shrugged his shoulders, sitting down at his desk.

“You tell me”

I exhaled shaking my head.

Chanel

New York

The Next Day

4:55 pm

I stepped out of the taxi cab, placing Misa who was sleeping in her car seat on the curb. I watched as everybody’s eyes wondered over to me. I exhaled, totally ignoring them and tried to figure out how I was gonna get all these large suitcases out of the cab. I had 5 huge suitcases squeezed in this little ass cab and a baby car seat. As soon as the cab driver was about to get out, a women came off the stoop with a smile.

“You need some help?”

I nodded my head, watching as she and 2 other dudes began to unload the taxi. Smiling, I paid the man, taking my one last bag and picking up Misa’s car seat.

“Ayo ma, which one is yours?”

“4 A”

Chanel

Japan

2:22 pm

“Anata wa iku hitsuyō wa arimasen. Watashi wa misa de koko ni iru no ga daisuki“

Translation: you don’t have to go. I love having you here with Misa

I smiled. Pulling my mom into a hug and holding her tightly. As much as I’d love to stay here with her, It was time to get back to reality. I came here looking for comfort. I came here to hide from the fact that I was stupid enough to get pregnant by a celebrity, only to find out me and my baby don’t mean shit to him. 

“Watashi wa shitte iruga, watakushiha suru hitsuyō ga arimasu. Shikashi, watashi wa kagetsu de soko ni anata o idō shite imasu”

Translation: I know, but I have to. But I’m moving you out there in 4 months

She smiled, nodding her head and allowed me to wipe her tears. I stayed in silence ever since I was offered money to remain silent. Knowing I needed the money, I did so. But I’m tired of being quiet, I need support and I need my daughter to have her father in her life.

Watching my mom, kiss Misa softly, I then gave her one last hug before I carried my baby and my carryon baggage to my gate. I exhaled preparing myself for the 13 hour flight with my 10 month old infant.

Bianca

9:50 am

With my eyes closed, I grabbed for my phone under the pillow. Opening my eyes, I looked beside me to see no Trey. Shrugging it off, I dialed Trent’s number and waited until he finally answered.

Trent: Hello

Bianca: Version: Feliz cumpleanos Papi

Trent: Thank you mumma

Bianca: How are you this morning baby

Trent: Good. Mimi is making breakfast

Bianca: Okay. Hey, I’ll see you in a few okay

Trent: Okay, I love you

Bianca: I love you too baby, bye.

Hanging up the phone, I was about to go to sleep until I heard footsteps coming into the room. I sat up, smiling at Trey as he brought me a plate of food as he chewed his own. Sticking my hands out, I took the plate and sat up straight.

“Thank you. And Good Morning”

He leaned over, kissing my cheek then standing to his feet.

“Morning. I’m busy down stairs helping prepare and situate stuff, but I’ll be back up here to check on yo-”

“I can help”

He shook his head and laughed.

“I got it babe. And stay away from the windows”

I laughed, watching his run out the room

Trey

10: 20

“So how you and baby girl doing?”

My home boy Justin asked. I laughed shrugging at his question, I didn’t know I gave him any hints that me and Bianca been getting close.

“What you mean, she’s my nanny?”

He laughed, helping me move a table. As I sat it down, he stepped back and laughed with his arms crossed. Yeah, I could speak on it, but I really like to keep shit DL until I feel it’s time to speak on it.

“Bruh, you throwing a whole live birthday for her son. Must mean you kicking it with her heavy”

I shook my head, and continued to play dumb.

“Well then, Ima holla. Cause I seen shorty and she bad”

I laughed, shrugging my shoulders. I knew homey was trynna watch how I was gonna respond, but I wasn’t about to make this shit easy for him to figure out. He chuckled, shrugging his shoulders and following me in the house.

“Nah but real talk, her home girl cute. I seen her post a picture with her the other day. Might slide up on her ass“

“Ayye you welcome to whoever”

Bianca

3 months Later

8: 42

“B!”

I turned around to see Trey coming into the front door with a wide smile. I looked over the rail giving him my full attention.

“The kids sleep?”

I shook my head then nodded with a laugh.

“AnnDrew is. I’m just about to tuck Trent in for the night”

He nodded, looking up at me with those dreamy eyes and smiled.

“It’s still early. Wanna have drinks by the pool”

I exhaled, a bit hesitant. But then decided quickly that I deserved a drink after today’s shenanigans. Not that it was an out of control day. It was just busy and my mind had literally been all over the place.

Bianca

4:10 pm

I sat down awkwardly. I had no idea Ms. April was brining me to meet her son. She could have given me a heads up. I’m super nervous and starting to sweat, I don’t wanna look like an idiot.

Ms. April smiled looking at me as Trent sat in her lap, hugging her tightly.

“I’m sorry, I had no Idea I’d be com-”

Trey shook his head, giving a small smile and looking at my mother. I cleared my throat, still unaware of why I was here and what I needed to be here for.

“So, Bianca. I have, well me and Trey have a favor to ask you”.