i don't know what to put here

still thinking about that time i got stealthed. i agreed to vaginal sex with a condom. only really realized he wasn't wearing one after. i think he took it off near the end to cum, and i only realized it wasn't on after he had cum on my belly. after i saw the condom on the bed. he had asked "where do you want me to cum?" and i said "wherever" because i thought it was still on. but his raw fucking dick had definitely been in me. i think he did mean to do it. i just think he was kind of turned off by how i reacted, because he didn't want to fuck me more after. i didn't even know stealthing was a thing at the time so i went "eh it just slipped off" mentally and didn't freak out. i wonder if he wanted me to freak out. i wonder if he would've gone feral on me if i did. but i was so dysphoric and so mentally lost i just didn't give a fuck. he was so so into when i screamed and begged for more raw anal. even tried putting me into some of his bondage gear, but my wrists are so tiny i could only really grab the wooden rack to pretend it was on at best. it ended up not really being used. he came in my asshole so many times i was kind of sick and kept getting the shits. but i really really miss being made to suffer like that. or maybe... i don't know. maybe he was expecting me to be into the raw vaginal sex. to react more. but i had already warned him, i'm kind of a limp trout for pussy stuff. i'm more into it now that i've been on testosterone for a few years, but anal still feels so much fucking better. now? now i really need someone to make a point of putting on a condom, calling me a dirty whore... only to tear it off and shove their dick back in me to rape my cunt raw. i promise i'll fight back the next time it happens, make it more entertaining. it's all i'm here for.

typed all of this with a seven inch silicone cock up my ass btw still not as thick as him. fuck i miss his cock.

I want someone to force-feed me a bunch of high strength weed gummies and make me keep taking hits from their blunt or shotgun it into my mouth until I'm incoherently high and basically as functional as a high-tech sex doll

the dick sucking cuddler would like to rest its head on your tummy with no ulterior motive whatsoever

there's a dildo in my ass again and a wand vibe on my shamefully oversized clit on max. who's inseminating my sopping wet pussy after i cum my brains out?

so cockdrunk and tumblr illiterate i accidentally reblogged this raw twice. shhh you saw nothing anyways i came. pussy so wet there were huge strings of drool on the dildo after i pulled it out. probably makes great lube if you're raping my ass - it just pours right down to my asshole. so sad that there's no-one here to take advantage of me in such a state! i'm pre-heated and everything. :(

this is a pro top surgery blog btw. come over and let me massage ur scars and I promise I won't use any massage oils that make them hot and hard to ignore, and I definitely won't take advantage of your nerve sensation getting better and better as I touch you. im totally trustworthy

I think a lot of yall who enjoy this kink and feel a lot of shame around that should go to irl kink parties, esp t4t ones if you can. no one cares if you enjoy the performance of womanhood despite being a man they probably also do and will let you under their skirt or hit you (once you beg) abt it.

Let me be very very clear. I want you to surrender your rights to me because it makes your hole tingle and your mouth drool and it's a fun taboo kink we both enjoy. I do not want the government to take your rights because fuck fascism and fuck institutional level bigotry.

ahaha noooo don't tell me your nipples are sensitive i'm gonna turn them into stim toys