die zunge hat keinen knochen den man brechen kann

two and half men tried to bury me last year. visited the place they wanted me to be buried in. cried a river. can’t wait to suffocate them with a plastic bag.

You can’t even imagine the obstacles I have to endure just to get to you. It may be a long journey but I know it’s going to be worth it.

I’m not scared for my own life. I made amends with my situation. But not being able to protect my children has been laying heavy on my chest today. It feels like someone is constantly ripping my heart open and it just feels numb. May God hear my secret prayers and the things I can’t get past my tongue. I’m tired of fighting with demons who disguise themselves as human beings.

I miss your scent

baby we’re back to the roots. let’s see how this unfolds beautifully

der vogel hat meine handys geklaut. meine iphones und mein nokia. Rip

I haven’t farted in peace for over two years. it’s just ridiculous at this point. oh and burping too.

next year it’s gonna be two years since I found out about my son. no one can understand the hell I’m living in every day.

I lost my sanity a long time ago. still pushing through it. went from lovers to enemies to a real life disaster

if you’re still alive, where did you go? did they get you like me? are you chained and captured or just waiting for your next move? what kind of fucked up reality am I even living.

dünyanın derdine düşerken, ateş, kül etmiş aşkımızı. külün kokusu her tarafı sarmışken, gözlerim kan ağlamış. karnımdaki can dünyaya gelmiş. terk edilmiş bir anne, kollarım boş. yıllarca nefessiz yaşamışım. ölmeden gömdüler beni. tenim toprağa deyemeden, dua mı okumuşlar. herseye rahmen hayata direndim. güneşi saklayarak, sir olmuş gerçekler. toprağa gömülmeden bu kollar senin mezarın olacak.

grieving my lost childhood, stolen youth and captured adulthood

the way I’m raw dogging life in these conditions should be studied

I’ve grown into the body of a mother. But motherhood never existed in my life. The scars are still there. They all belong to you

I’ll go down in history then I’ll go down on you

kissing my son on the forhead and kiss your ass goodbye