Feels n shit.

There's things I miss about being in a relationship. Days when I just want to tell someone about my day. About how it's bullshit that I busted my ass for a promised raise that never came. About the new equation I wrote. How I did my best wheelie ever.

But I dont have to scare anyone with the fact I have high cholesterol at 25. Or that my liver is fucked up dispite drinking way less than my average peer. If I want to take off for Buffalo and buy a motorcycle I don't have to worry about dividing my time fairly. No one has to see me struggle to work out consistently without an old injury stopping my motivation and progress. I can spend an entire afternoon without saying a word out loud to balance out all the noise my family makes.