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Came back from my operation with a fresh new look.

Ok, I just HAD to post the funny coincidence of this incident on my dash.

Post: “Fuck censorship and purity culture”

My package was delivered nearly 30 years late, but at least I have it now.

Just thought I’d share the work I did in recreating a few specific items for my Fox Mask cosplay I’m gonna do for “Halloween” (it won’t be the actual day cuz I’ll be in the hospital post bottom surgery).

Mask model

Earring model

Mask filament

Earring filament

Printer

Happy Halloween from Cat Hinako and Fox Mask

Since I’ll be in the hospital recovering from bottom surgery on Halloween, I asked my caregiver to bring me my Fox Mask on the day to help me record something silly from my hospital bed.

I’ve sat on it (or lack of it) for a decade as of the past May.

When the election was going on, in fact, it might have been the day Trump was announced the winner, I messaged my PCP and told her I was ready and would like a referral, since I knew this would potentially be the last chance I had before the right and ability to legally and safely do so might be no longer available.

Of course I’m scared and nervous, it’s surgery, who wouldn’t be?

But I’m hopeful and elated that it’s finally happening.

With the recent attempts to make things even worse for trans people, especially in this last month, I’ve been “joking” if they can at least wait until the end of October.

Even if I get arrested/“detained” at some point afterward, even if they come to the hospital and rip me from the bed and I potentially bleed out or die from infection issues from not being able to safely and properly heal, at least it’ll have been done after I feel more like my authentic self.

Guess I can die/be arrested for being a “violent extremist” peacefully so long as I have a dick

Talking about my genitals is probably not something everyone wants to hear and could be argued as something very personal and private, but for those who are curious, especially genderqueer people (or even binary who were interested in this sort of idea), but the plan is to keep the vagina and add a penis (and a scrotum so I have the option for the pump penile implant). I was inspired by a very specific case for the exact method I’d like to do.

I REPEAT:

Happy Halloween from Cat Hinako and Fox Mask

Know I'm the only one right now

I will love you more when it all burns down

More than power, more than gold

Yeah, you gave me your heart, now I'm here for your soul

Happy Halloween

It’s not supposed to be perfect and leans a smidge more on closet cosplay, given my lack of the emblems on the kimono, but I still had a lot of fun with this and put in a decent bit of effort for the mask and earring.

I took these a few days prior to Halloween since I am currently at the hospital in recovery from bottom surgery.

I’ve sat on it (or lack of it) for a decade as of the past May.

When the election was going on, in fact, it might have been the day Trump was announced the winner, I messaged my PCP and told her I was ready and would like a referral, since I knew this would potentially be the last chance I had before the right and ability to legally and safely do so might be no longer available.

Of course I’m scared and nervous, it’s surgery, who wouldn’t be?

But I’m hopeful and elated that it’s finally happening.

With the recent attempts to make things even worse for trans people, especially in this last month, I’ve been “joking” if they can at least wait until the end of October.

Even if I get arrested/“detained” at some point afterward, even if they come to the hospital and rip me from the bed and I potentially bleed out or die from infection issues from not being able to safely and properly heal, at least it’ll have been done after I feel more like my authentic self.

Guess I can die/be arrested for being a “violent extremist” peacefully so long as I have a dick

Talking about my genitals is probably not something everyone wants to hear and could be argued as something very personal and private, but for those who are curious, especially genderqueer people (or even binary who were interested in this sort of idea), but the plan is to keep the vagina and add a penis (and a scrotum so I have the option for the pump penile implant). I was inspired by a very specific case for the exact method I’d like to do.

I REPEAT:

I posted the second one on the wrong blog initially - whoops

Spoilers under this

I posted the second one on the wrong blog initially - whoops

I’ve sat on it (or lack of it) for a decade as of the past May.

When the election was going on, in fact, it might have been the day Trump was announced the winner, I messaged my PCP and told her I was ready and would like a referral, since I knew this would potentially be the last chance I had before the right and ability to legally and safely do so might be no longer available.

Of course I’m scared and nervous, it’s surgery, who wouldn’t be?

But I’m hopeful and elated that it’s finally happening.

With the recent attempts to make things even worse for trans people, especially in this last month, I’ve been “joking” if they can at least wait until the end of October.

Even if I get arrested/“detained” at some point afterward, even if they come to the hospital and rip me from the bed and I potentially bleed out or die from infection issues from not being able to safely and properly heal, at least it’ll have been done after I feel more like my authentic self.

Guess I can die/be arrested for being a “violent extremist” peacefully so long as I have a dick

Talking about my genitals is probably not something everyone wants to hear and could be argued as something very personal and private, but for those who are curious, especially genderqueer people (or even binary who were interested in this sort of idea), but the plan is to keep the vagina and add a penis (and a scrotum so I have the option for the pump penile implant). I was inspired by a very specific case for the exact method I’d like to do.