Yap Sessions

I am returning, probably with a rebrand of my blog. Still love ACOTAR and I am so excited to receive Elains book and that it will essentially be the longest book the series has gotten so far (so much so it's being turned into four parts/books!!!) but honestly a lot of y'all are way too much and are actively getting so much worse so despite returning to Tumblr, I don't think I'm going to be an ACOTAR main blog anymore. I'll still talk about it, it's still relevant to me, I'll probably come back to ACOTAR insanity as we get Elains books, but honestly, having been silently scrolling for a bit before fully considering rebooting up my blog to some degree: y'all scare me. Is this how nesta fans felt before acosf or is this a unique tension the fandom hasn't had before? Because Jesus 😭

Uhm I am comissioning some fandom art soon, which is partly why I'm going to start my activeness a bit more. Plus I miss interacting with my moots (even tho I'm intimidated by my own dissaperance and return 😅)

Basically, long yap to say I'm somewhat back but be prepared to see some changes. And if you're expecting me to go back to full blown ACOTAR posting I may disappoint you a little bit.

As a heads up: part of the past 9ish months of disappearance and life being crazy I now work in cannabis making gummies! My posting is going to, to a mild degree, occasionally relate to that aspect of my life. This is something Ive had a personal passion about for a while but never felt I could speak about, and I'm finally in a place in life I feel I can not only speak about it but engage in talk of it. This is genuinely something so fun and exciting for me and has given me the boost I need to reingage with life in a hopeful manner, so it's something I want to talk about on occasion.

I may be posting into a void atp bc I've been gone so long and I'm not a big blog, but for anyone who cares I'm doing well and I am returning. I'm sorry I disappeared without a word, I can explain details if you care to know, but I couldn't really keep up with my online presence like I used to. I still won't be able to, my life looks vastly different today than it did when I started this blog back in 2024. I am seriously considering making a bit of a hopecore post on it for those in a similar dark place needing to know it can get better. 💜

MY FIRST COMMISSION BY NONE OTHER THAN MAEDOETIS ON INSTA!!!!!

One of my favorite scenes from the series, Elain gifting Feyre the cake based on the dresser drawers. There's so much to this scene, and this piece, that I adore. The sisterly bonding, Elain trying her best to make up for everything to Feyre, Feyre getting a proper birthday celebration from a family member, the expressions on Elain and Feyres faces, the details and framing of the cake, it's just so perfect.

If you repost, please ask maedoetis on insta first and TAG AND CREDIT HER! She put a lot of time and effort into this piece and it's absolutely gorgeous and she deserves recognition for it if it is shared. She's my friend first and foremost and I will not be okay with people trying to steal even a crumb of credit from her.

I do not care if you tag or credit me I'm a tiny random blog and all I did was pay money the scene is sjms and the art is maes I'm just a happy little guy that has dreamt of being able to support their friend and see their favorite scene come to life in said friends style 💜

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