Wisp

Every time I let someone know me I regret it

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

I dislike it when I’m just scrolling on Instagram and a post about someone losing their pet—usually with sad music—comes up without any trigger warning. I understand that it’s completely fair for them to share their grief, but I really wish they’d include a trigger warning first. Every time I see one of those posts, I have a massive meltdown and can’t stop crying. It reminds me of losing my own pets, which is extremely triggering for me. I’ve always seen my pets as the only ones who truly love me and want me. They can’t lie to me.

It feels like my heart is rotting from the inside, heavy and burdened. It’s a weight I can’t shake off, and it makes everything seem pointless. I just want to retreat, to not feel or exist in this moment because the exhaustion is so deep, it feels like I can’t even face the simplest tasks. Most of the time, I feel empty, like I’m not even really a person anymore—just a shell going through the motions, disconnected from everything. It’s like being trapped in a fog that smothers any sense of hope or energy

Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned is this accursed world. The longer you live the more you’ll realise that the only things that truly exist in this reality are merely pain and suffering.