Essie Iris

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I’m Iris, I want to try something new. Soooo new to the app tho! So I have no idea what I’m doing.

as the days pass, the emptiness in my chest spreads. my stomach, my head, my fingertips. my mind and body yearn for something, but i don’t really think i know what it is. it consumes my every waking thought

slowly falling in love with my curly hair

spent today outside coloring with my mom, painting my nails, and playing with my dog. some days are so good and i still feel empty. idk what i’m doing with my life and i am SO WORRIED i’ll never figure it out. i’m getting older, i know i’m not even old yet but i still feel like i’m too late. it’s like when i turned 16, i mentally stopped aging and i’m too scared to be an adult

i had a good day with friends today! my boyfriend and i went to our friends’ house so the guys could watch the game while the girls did each others nails, played with their kitty, and had a few drinks. we don’t get to go out often because we both work so much and we’re honestly kind of reclusive and love to stay home. but i love getting the chance to hang out with people i truly love and get along with