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so you tried to ignore the way your thighs always clenched whenever toji was around, or the way your eyes would wander down the expanse of his muscles whenever the two of them worked out together.

you weren't that kind of person, right? the kind of girl that would shut her eyes the second sukuna slipped inside of you, wishing it was toji instead.

—

"y'know you really are too good for him." 

"what?" 

toji moved behind you, holding you from the back before spinning you around, his arms wrapped around your waist, his lips hovering over your neck while you giggled.

"i mean it—you're pretty, kind, smart and you're insane for putting up with a guy like sukuna."

"says you." you said, turning over to face him, pouting just a little to get your point across.

"what? you've never seen me leave you behind, have you, pretty?" his voice was smooth, laced with the slightest bit of condescension.

"it's whatever." you rolled your eyes at him, lightly hitting him on his chest while he laughs, his grip tightening around your waist while he slowly leaned in.

"what's going on here?"

"sukuna! you're home." you shoved toji off of you, sauntering your way to sukuna, wrapping your arms around his neck before he kisses your senseless, eyeing toji the entire time his lips were connected to yours.

because sukuna ryomen knew. he knew the way toji looked at you, and he saw the way you looked at him when you thought nobody was looking.

but it was just a fleeting thought, right? i mean, yeah, he'd been busy, ditching dates to stay over at practice—and he knew you didn't like it when he just left, only to show up in the dead of night, drunk out of his mind and on the verge of collapsing. 

sukuna ryomen knew you deserved better. but better didn't mean toji fushiguro.

—

"fuuuck you feel so good—." sukuna was rutting his hips against yours, his cock buried inside your walls while you held onto his back, leaving behind bruising marks on his skin, biting down on his shoulders to stop yourself from screaming.

"oh come on, the least you could do is let me hear you." he purred, his eyes glinting a little underneath the dim lights while he lifted himself up a little.

"f—fuck but to—ji might hear us."

sukuna cocked his head in confusion, because knowing you, wouldn't you have wanted toji to hear how pretty you sounded getting absolutely wrecked?

"i barely get to see you all week, at least let me hear you, doll." is all he said before quickening his pace, his hips snapping against yours forcefully, your slick running down your thighs, with the entire room filled with the noises of the two of you moving against each other.

"so—good kuna nngh—."

—

"fuck, this is pathetic." toji whispered, fisting his cock, his ears pressed against the shared wall of his room, listening to your whimpers through the walls.

he could hear you chanting sukuna's name, the creaking with every thrust—

"keep going toj—sukuna-!"

what. the. fuck.

—

sukuna was gone. again. and knowing him he was probably black out drunk on someone's lawn, with a sorority girl half asleep on top of him while he tried to figure out where the fuck he was.

you tried to tell yourself that you could put up with it—the parties, the alcohol, the sheer amount of people that orbited sukuna, but it got to a point. where you just want to fuck it up so you can finally let go.

but sukuna knew. he knew you wanted him to change, to swoop into your life like some kind of knight in shining armour. so he kept you close enough to have you stay.

well, that's what you would've done, anyway. until toji decided to get himself involved, which he always did, he was tojiafterall.

and when sukuna walks back home with a pretty girl with a heart of gold wrapped around his fingers, toji's only goal is to unravel it.

and when you looked up and him and blinked through your lashes, toji fushiguro knew that he'd do anything to fuck over anything you had happening with sukuna. 

—

"he's not home again, huh?"

"fuck off toji." 

you frantically tried to wipe away your tears, still dressed in the stupid outfit he was supposed to take you out in, curled up in his bed while toji barged in like he owned the place.

"why do you even put up with this, pretty? you can do so much better."

"by better, you mean you, right?" you let out a bitter laugh, barely looking at him while he closed the space between the two of you.

"well, you can allow me to be selfish just this once, right?"

you let out a bitter laugh, hitting him on his chest once, expecting him to move away, to leave you to wallow in your own misery and hope sukuna would at least show up before two in the morning.

"whatever, toji."

"aw, don't be like that, doll."

his arms looped around your waist again, pressing you into his chest like he always did, your soft sobs muffled by his boobs pecs.

he slowly shifted you onto his lap, kissing the top of your head before looking down, your eyes brimming with tears while you looked up at him, your cheek still pressed up against his chest.

"he's good to me, toji."

"sometimes. i could be better, y'know."

"i don't know that."

"then let me show you. please." 

his eyes were flitting down to your lips, only when he thought you weren't paying attention, slowly drawing mindless circles around your waist with his hands.

you nodded once, and that was all the permission he needed before his lips were on yours, his tongue sliding on the edge of your lips while you sobbed into his mouth.

"are you sure?"

"you wanted this, toji, why are you so hesitant now?"

"because now, there's no turning back."

well, fuck it, right?

—

"f—fuck t-toji, s—slow down."

"never heard you sound like this around sukuna, doll."

"stop talking about him—while you're inside me."

"you're unbelievable, you know that?"

you rolled your pretty eyes at him, only to have him thrust into you again, your ankles up to your ears while you tried to muffle your screams.

"i've heard you—before."

"w—what?" you sputtered out, your saliva dribbling down the corners of your mouth while your cunt clenched around his stupidly big dick.

"i've heard you a—almost moan my name before."

"fuck."

"you're gonna tell me when it's too much, alright?" 

you nodded against him, trying to bite back your noises while the room filled with sickening squelches, and toji's grunts filling the gaps of silence that echoed.

"f—fuck, what if kuna hears us—."

"let him." he let your legs down, his lips finding yours again, nipping at your skin while they cascaded downwards, soft lips kissing each and every little darkened bruise he'd left on your skin.

"even better."

"you're sick."

"well i'm not the one sleeping with my boyfriend's best friend, am i?"

"asshole." you laughed out while his pace quickened, his hands moving down to your core to thumb at your clit, knocking the words right out of your pretty lips while whispered filthy, filthy words into your ears.

"gods, you suck." 

"and you're screaming my name, doll, i must be doing something right."

—

with his ears pressed against the door, sukuna finally heard you scream the name you'd been trying not to yell while he was inside you.

and this time around, he was the pathetic one, fisting his poor, leaky cock to the sounds of his best friend putting you through the mattress.

—

you were tracing mindless patterns on toji's chest, his arm casually slung around you while he kissed your forehead, holding you close as if you'd disappear if he didn't and—

slam!

"sukuna—." you gasped out, trying to get the blanket to cover your naked form. like that'd make it any better that you just fucked toji.

"hey man."

"what the fuck."

"sukuna i swear i can explain—."

"oh, but there's no need to, doll." toji purred, pulling you back into the bed while sukuna was all but punching his nose in.

"toji what the fuck are you talking about—."

"y/n, he was listening in the whole time."

you looked around you for a second, your eyes finding sukuna's eventually cascading lower and lower until—.

"this never would've happened if you were better, right 'kuna?"

"oh fuck off, fushiguro."

sukuna moved towards you, kissing you like he never had before, his tongue finding its way into your mouth slowly while you sunk back into the mattress next to toji.

"if you were into this, i would've done it sooner, kuna."

"don't test it."

"shut the fuck up." you spat out. you knew you were in the wrong, going behind his back, essentially cheating on him, but whatever, right?

his fingers found your core immediately, thumbing at your already swollen clit while toji moved behind you, kissing the back of your neck, one arm finding its way around your throat while sukuna scissored you open.

"f—fuck it's too much."

you squirmed, while the two of them held you down, with toji pushing your thighs apart from behind you while sukuna moved lower and lower, his mouth finding your cunt, lapping up your slick mixed with toji's while you bit back a moan.

"gods she's pretty, isn't she?" toji cooed while sukuna shot a glare right at him, but remaining laser focused on making you cum on his face, his tongue moving against your folds when his lips eventually found your clit.

you could feel your vision going blank, your legs struggling to close around sukuna's head while toji continued to keep them apart, still pressing kisses to your neck while you came on sukuna's face, slick dripping down his chin while he licked it off his lips slowly.

you were slowly coming down from your high, panting in toji's lap right when—

"so what does this make us?" sukuna said, eyeing both you and toji on the edge of the bed.

"well, i guess we're about to find out." is all toji said before unbuckling his pants.

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