welp! there goes one of the last few people who can stand me! imagine being so fucking annoying someone sends a complete stranger to tell you to stop talking to them!!! only two people left i hope they don't leave otherwise im gonna have to try again!!

imagine being so bad at everything you cant even kill yourself right

fuck.

having to convince yourself to eat because you don't feel like you deserve it<<<<<<<

i dont know how anyone can stand me im annoying and clingy and i never stop talking and im hardly ever happy im way too sexual i hurt myself whenever i do wrong and im probably really horrible to hang out with

every now and again i remember what i have saved for the day i get the chance to finish the job

hopefully if i hurt myself enough ill feel fine again

i feel so fucking disgusting im way too sexual sometimes it's all i can think about nothing bad ever happened to me if it did id remember it id know it happened and there's nothing that caused this im genuinely just a disgusting shitty person that doesn't deserve to exist