vibe check

I. i told you i was breaking down you came to me within 7 minutes i said i wasn’t coming i’m stubborn like that

but you got me out of the house and we sat in the car that night talked about a bunch of things we talked about our astrological signs you’re a gemini i’m a taurus

we did our research that night learned that the taurus is innately stubborn

II. i felt myself getting bad again i told you not to let me do anything stupid told you to put up a fight if you needed to but you’re not so stubborn

there are things i never said because why tell you if i can’t tell myself

i wanted to but i wouldn’t let myself because i’m stubborn like that

III. i left i didn’t want to

you asked me if you don’t want to leave then why the fuck are you

i would tell you it’s because i’m stubborn like that but that isn’t it

no

in fact i don’t exactly know why i’m sure i’ll never place my finger on it

all i know is it was never bound to work i think we both knew that

IV. i want you to believe that you’re more than the people that have hurt you

but that may never be because it turns out we’re both what we refuse to accept