buddie | explicit | 5.7k | cock cages, fingering, intercrural sex, brat4brat, sub!eddie, pocketing your bro’s personal chastity device
Buck forces himself to slow down, take a second. Replay the last five minutes in his head. He can look at this logically, assess the facts: he and Eddie had gone out. He and Eddie had a few drinks. He and Eddie had been shooting the shit and now he’s rifling through his nightstand, grabbing for a device that keeps your dick from getting hard.
Because Buck said he’d show it. To Eddie.
or: fȯr-ˈber-ən(t)s [noun] - patient self-control; restraint and tolerance under provocation
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Sometimes all it takes is one chapter to tell a story. This week's recs celebrate one shots that tell unforgettable stories in a single sitting.
37 fic recs under the cut:
1. tell me the truth will disappear if i'm holding your hands by ryliversbuddie (@ryliversbuddie) (11.4k, Teen)
Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence; blood and injury details, medical procedure
9x18 spec/fix it fic where buck is in the elevator with eddie and had to do a field transfusion
Reccer says: the tension of the situation in the hospital was so well conveyed. the buck/eddie dynamic was so well written. the blood transfusion is done in a poetic way and is a red string of fate metaphor. and a third party feelings confession!
2. Table For Two In Manhattan by buckmeetsboy (12.6k, General)
Warnings: grief/mourning
Three years after Bobby's funeral, Eddie and Buck finally talk.
Reccer says: it's an incredibly well-written, incredibly tender story about grief and love and the characterization of both Buck and Eddie is so on point. It made me cry and laugh and cry again.
3. authentication by v_greyson (greyson) (@vgreysoncellars) (18k, Explicit)
Warnings: none
Eddie judges Buck's taste in guys, which somehow leads to him picking guys out for Buck on night's out. In a chill and normal and platonic and straight way.
Reccer says: funny and hot and heartfelt by turns
4. glass on the pavement under my shoe by doitgently (@doitbuckley) (9.4k, Teen)
Warnings: Near Death Experiences, Major Character Injury
Buck takes a great big tumble. Like always, Eddie is right behind him.
Reccer says: incredible whump with a really really excellent dark dry sense of humor that fits the tone perfectly. the character voices here are incredible.
5. how do I say what you already know by martianbarnes (@diazboys) (5.1k, Teen)
Warnings: none
Buck asks Eddie to dinner. Eddie doesn't think much about it.
Reccer says: I liked it!
6. listen (do you want to know a secret) by Minalover (@Minalover) (3.6k, General)
Warnings: none
Buck throws a barbecue at Bobby's with some surprises
Reccer says: absolutely adorable, bright and bubbly and sweet!
7. ain't i fallen (in love) by headlightsoup (14.4k, Explicit)
Warnings: Implied/referenced homophobia
After the events of Mother's Boy, Buck and Eddie drive home together. Buck does his best to navigate his feelings.
Reccer says: This is a really lovely character exploration with a bonus of hot sex.
8. the tortured poets department by colonoscopys (19k, Explicit)
Warnings: None
The first time Buck touched him, Eddie blew an ambulance up. (Ft. Witch!Eddie)
Reccer says: I liked it!
9. I’m in a situation by rotisserie_marie_chicken (3.7k, General)
Warnings: none
Buck calls Eddie when he gets into a situation just before Eddie’s move to El Paso. They (kind of) talk about it.
Reccer says: There’s no rush to resolve the conflict. The fic is just okay with exploring their dynamic in a short slice of time and it’s a wonderful, angsty read.
10. Little by little (move a little closer to me) by tyremarbles (@brratbuck) (12.3k, Teen)
Warnings: none
5 times Eddie sneaks a taste of something Buck baked and 1 time Buck sneaks a taste of something instead
Reccer says: I liked it!
11. Surprise Me by DJW760 (15.7k, General)
Warnings: none
5 times Buck knows exactly what food to get Eddie, and the 1 time Eddie knows exactly what to get Buck
Reccer says: I liked it!
12. you are so gorgeous it makes me so mad by bellabrady (5k, General)
Warnings: none
Eddie is annoyed with Buck for being so very kissable but his drunk self isn't the best at phrasing things.
Reccer says: I liked it!
13. The Wedding Planner by xylodemon (@xylodemon) (15.3k, Explicit)
Warnings: none
Buck starts accidentally planning his wedding with Eddie before they're dating.
Reccer says: I liked it!
14. eau de vie by veil_nebula (@eddiesgayladder ) (4.6k, Explicit)
Warnings: Undernegotiated Kink
Eddie has an oral fixation, and Buck has an idea.
Reccer says: excellent porn, and genuinely lovely prose while the boys fuck nasty
15. forbearance by waterlanding (@exhausteddiaz) (5.7k, Explicit)
Warnings: none
Buck forces himself to slow down, take a second. Replay the last five minutes in his head. He can look at this logically, assess the facts: he and Eddie had gone out. He and Eddie had a few drinks. He and Eddie had been shooting the shit and now he’s rifling through his nightstand, grabbing for a device that keeps your dick from getting hard.
Because Buck said he’d show it. To Eddie.
Reccer says: incredibly in-character sexual dynamics, and very very good and hot porn
16. Elevator Pitch by floatyourboat1997 (@floatboats) (11.7k, Teen)
Warnings: none
The fic where the 118 gets trapped in an elevator, and with too much free time on their hands, they treat it as an impromptu therapy sesh.
Reccer says: I liked it!
17. light, dark, light again by fruitsdoesnotknow (@fruitsdontknow) (5.6k, Teen)
Warnings: Author Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings
Eddie finds out that Buck used to have a crush on him. Past tense. He spirals about it.
Reccer says: Deeply sweet, full of the fear of missed chances
18. Hit and Run by Talls (@tallsinspace) (7.7k, Mature)
Warnings: none
"You’re acting like you’re not going to have to miss me,” Buck says, pressing the bruise. “Like I’ll be able to come over whenever I want, crash at your place when I get too tired, like you’re not leaving the timezone.”
“Yeah, well I’m trying to keep you in my life,” Eddie bites out, “and you’re acting like this is some kind of permanent goodbye.”
“This is goodbye, Eddie,” Buck retorts, his jaw tense. “You’re leaving.”
Reccer says: it's beautiful and aching and cathartic
19. 800 Miles by facewithoutheart (@facewithoutheart) (1.9k, Teen)
Warnings: brief and vague references to canonical suicide attempt
Buck tells Maddie that he plans to move to Texas with Eddie. Maddie goes straight to Eddie about it.
Reccer says: Maddie and Eddie is such an underrated and underrepresented dynamic, and this is a really perfect look at the two of them in a very difficult moment.
20. the ghost you're dressed up as by MegsWrites (@megsvstheworld) (5.2k, Teen)
Warnings: Author Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings; car accidents, some depiction of blood and injury, minor character death, minor haunting, supernatural elements
Eddie falls off a cliff and climbs a mountain. And finds a little help along the way.
Reccer says: It's tender! I teared up reading this, I felt each of those 5k words, and it felt like a 9-1-1 episode!
When Buck starts a fight in a bar, a stranger comes to his rescue. Buck brings him back to his hotel to patch him up.
Reccer says: Amazing fic and so so so hot, with a nice twist at the end ;)
22. vile prophecy (scrape it out of me) by literalmetaphor (@absolutelybifurious) (17.6k, Explicit)
Warnings: Author Chose Not to Use Archive Warnings; Mildly Dubious Consent, Passive Suicidality
Eddie gets a pair of wings that may or may not be terminal.
Reccer says: This is a really gorgeous exploration of Eddie's tendency towards self-sacrifice. The way Buck loves him is also so tender.
23. Eddie Diaz Picks a Book by CourtepointeClementine, sunlight (@courtepointeclementine, @justonebigbee) (21.8k, Mature)
Warnings: none
Eddie joins Maddie's bookclub and learns things about himself through reading.
Reccer says: i loved the maddieddie friendship and watching eddie get excited about books. a fic for booklovers (and everyone else)!
24. transference by waterlanding (@exhausteddiaz) (3k, Explicit)
Warnings: none
Buck sleeps with Tommy to make Eddie jealous instead of adopting Blaze. Things go differently when Buck shows up as Freddie Fakeman to apologize.
Reccer says: Small canon divergences in fics, especially ones hinged on sex, can be so tricky to navigate well, but this story nails it. It's hot, funny, believable, and close to canon but just different enough to keep the reader guessing.
25. Answer me this by Graceful_Ashes (@graceful-ashes) (2.4k, Mature)
Warnings: None
Buck likes to watch Jeopardy! And answer the clues. Eddie decides to test just how good he is at this...when he's a little preoccupied.
Reccer says: I liked it!
26. they say history repeats itself (but this time it’s you) by kabnd (7.1k, Teen)
Warnings: Panic Attacks, Car Accident
Buck gets hit by a car, and he knows he’s going to be fine…but he knows Eddie won’t be, not when Buck is lying on the ground in a puddle of his blood like a bad recreation of the day that Shannon died
Reccer says: for all the buckshannon parallel lovers out there
27. Live or Die - Make Your Choice by Sassay (@Sassay) (4.1k, Explicit)
Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence
Wrong place, wrong time - Buck and Eddie unintentionally fall into a saw trap of life and death. A choice needs to be made and sacrifice is the aim of the game.
Reccer says: I liked it!
28. Trapped With This Love by Graceful_Ashes (@graceful-ashes) (2.5k, General)
Warnings: none
Buck realises he has feelings for Eddie and begins avoiding him.
Then they get trapped in a cave together and avoiding Eddie is no longer an option.
Reccer says: I liked it!
29. Your Kiss Might Kill Me (So Won't You Kill Me) by morganofthefairies (9k, Explicit)
Warnings: orgasm delay, D/s
Buck had lightly explored submission with a previous partner, and he has a totally chill and normal reaction when Eddie offhandedly calls him a good boy on a call.
Reccer says: sweet and hot and has a classic lil bi panic spiral
30. christopher diaz and the plights of stan twitter by thesquinky (8.2k, Teen)
Warnings: crack fic
Chris is the youngest member of Hotshots stan twt, and famous Sanchez hater
Reccer says: Hilarious, silly, deeply fun
31. awakening at your hand by wontrewpeering (Trudemaethien) (4.6k, Explicit)
Warnings: Mutual dubcon
Eddie, home alone, jacks off in bed and goes to sleep without getting dressed. Buck gets off an exhausting shift and comes home to drop into bed.
Two perfectly logical and innocent choices collide and change everything.
Reccer says: I liked it!
32. Aftershocks by pansiesandposies (5.9k, Explicit)
Warnings: none
Eddie finds out that Buck and Tommy slept together. He proceeds to be very normal and straight about the whole thing.
Reccer says: It's fun and hot, but also full of aching feelings and their innate obsession with each other.
33. the guy next door by madforyou (8.1k, Teen)
Warnings: none
The odds of the universe dropping a naked man on your doorstep are low, but never zero.
Reccer says: This fic is SO funny and SO well written! You're gonna love Eddie "disaster gay" Diaz internal monologue!
34. I'm addicted to your [hugs] by passionfruitwriter (3.5k, General)
Warnings: Mention of addiction [to hugs]
"And now here Eddie is, hyping himself up to choose joy.
The thing is that hugging isn’t something Buck and Eddie usually do. He can count on one, maybe two hands, how many times they’ve hugged in seven years. So he can’t just open his arms and have Buck come crawling into him. He must take different, more calculated measures. "
Reccer says: It's fluffy, sweet, and feels like a hug!
35. All About Eddie by Sintari (OriginalSintari) (@sintari) (1.1k, Teen)
Warnings: none
Eddie keeps mentioning things he finds attractive in men. Buck hears this and spirals.
Reccer says: I liked it!
36. (low) by rogerzsteven (@rogerzsteven) (3.6k, General)
Warnings: none
Some days, after the lighting strike, Buck can’t get out of bed. Eddie helps take care of him when this happens.
Reccer says: I liked it!
37. imagine being loved by me by montygreenn (20.5k, Teen)
Warnings: none
Buck copes with unrequited love by maladaptive daydreaming, buying Eddie flowers, and lying to the farmers market vendor about his imaginary husband.
Reccer says: This is sweet, sad, and hilarious. It has a little bit of everything.
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Buck sits alone at a bar in Austin, halfway to miserable. | beautiful stranger — different first meeting, rated E, 5k
Eddie smiles at the concierge as he walks through the lobby, trying to keep a normal pace on his way to the elevators. | when in nashville — coda, rated E, 3k
It’s early. Buck has two coffees from that diner Eddie really likes in his hand. He grips them, trying to find comfort from the radiating heat as he waits for A-shift to start filtering out of the firehouse. | tooth and nail — fight club era, rated E, 5k
The crowd is denser than when they first got here, the music is loud, and Eddie feels old. | open secret — coda, rated E, 5k
There is a reason Eddie should fight it when the void starts reeling him in again, even if he can't pinpoint exactly what it is. | retrograde — amnesia, rated E, 21k
“Okay, seriously. Are you okay?” Eddie asks when Buck returns from his kitchen with their next round, still favoring his bad leg. | hot stuff — hot tub sex, rated E, 4k
Buck comes upon it first. | glow — sex pollen from space, rated E, 3k
Buck is looming over his kitchen island like a dark cloud, staring down a box with a beer in his hand, when Eddie lets himself into the loft after his knock goes unanswered. | pandora’s box — rated E, 20k
‘All right, cowboy. Go get ‘em.’ His last words to Buck ring in his ears as he floats in a daze. | sweet heat lightning — coma ghost sex, rated E, 3k
Eddie drifts back into consciousness, syrupy and warm, smacking his lips together. | somewhere on the thoroughfare — exhibitionism, rated E, 4K
laughing at myself for even bothering to label the rating BECAUSE ALL I WRITE IS SMUT SORRY JESUS
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writing has been going so fucking slowwww so slow. but i'm trying you guys 😭 some more from my one and only wip
Buck’s voice rings out from the couch. “I don’t – listen, like I told you and Ravi, the – wait, is Chris here?”
“No, he’s at a sleepover,” Eddie calls over his shoulder, uncapping their drinks.
“Okay, alright, so, like I told you guys, they were fun and the...the sex was really...ugh, god.” Buck is practically whining, and Eddie has to take a beat in front of the sink to close his eyes and breathe.
His wires are getting crossed; he’s worked up, he was edged against his will and they’re talking about getting laid, so it’s natural that Buck’s tone would stir something in him. He rolls his shoulders, fruitlessly tries to will his blood to go anywhere but south, and joins Buck back in the living room.
Buck takes the beer from Eddie’s extended hand. “It’s very tempting. But I can’t, I shouldn’t.”
Eddie sits down with more momentum than intended and the toy drags against his prostate. He digs his nails into his palm to rein in the sound threatening to escape him as he shifts in his seat, readjusting his hips until the pressure relents enough to restore some of his brain function.
He chances an anxious glance to his side, but Buck is focused on frowning at the bottle in his hand.
The cool glass wets the line of Eddie's bottom lip as he takes a slow sip of his beer, eyeing Buck carefully.
“So, you’re using me as your cooler.”
i feel like i have tagged a LOT lately lmao so whoever wants to share, please do, but otherwise ur good lmao <3
this wip now has a taglist though so here ya go @tweetsongs and @eddieeddieeddieee 🥰
rated e | 9k | buddie | tipsy bar blowjobs, crop top eddie
For what it's worth, Buck's blaming May for this. Completely and whole-heartedly.
It's her fault for throwing her end-of-the-semester party at the country western bar that opened a few months ago that she's been dying to go to, and it's her fault that she practically begged everyone to dress in theme. It's her fault that Buck outed himself (again) and his fruitless, long-term, definitely unrequited crush on Eddie at Bachelor-turned-Love Island night last week, and it's especially her fault that Buck's learning—for the first time—what his best friend looks like in...
Whatever.
…
Okay, so maybe none of that is actually her fault. Maybe it's mostly Buck's fault. Maybe he felt safe with May, talking about this bottle of feelings that's been shaken so many times he's surprised it hasn't exploded already. Maybe she loves him in spite of it. Maybe because of it.
And hey, maybe Eddie's just being a good friend, showing up to support May.
In his boots and—
Buck sighs, long and deep, determinedly looking back at the bar and the beers on tap. The round, oblong, and frankly far-too-phallic-for-Buck's-fragile-mental-state beer pulls stare back at him. He can feel Eddie approach from behind him, like he's got on a pair of jangly spurs that only Buck can hear, but it's more likely to be because Eddie'd have to pass the bar to get to the table where May is cheering Eddie! Eddieeeeeeeeeeeee! really, really loudly.
He's pretty sure the spurs aren't real, but the distinct clack of cowboy boots are, getting louder as Eddie gets closer, and Buck, for reasons he will not be disclosing, is pressing his fingertips into the bar top with hydrolic intensity. In fact, as Eddie slides up next to him, Buck's pretty sure he can hear the wood of the bar crack beneath his hands.
"Hey," Eddie says, knocking his hip into Buck's, setting off little rockets in his blood, "grab me something?"
Buck mumbles, "Sure thing," before Eddie knocks his hip again and moves away. By the time the spurs stop jingling, Buck takes a glance down at the bar top.
No holes or cracks in sight. How about that?
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“Okay, a minute rest, then one more set,” Buck pants as Eddie helps him rack the bar. He stays lying supine, arms up above his head, chest still heaving as he catches his breath.
And Eddie completely loses it. Or becomes possessed. Or any number of other impossible things that would lead to him suddenly straddling the bench, and, more importantly, Buck.
“Uh.” Buck looks up at him, brow crinkled in confusion. “What’s up?”
AO3 tags: tit fucking, wet and messy, working out as described by someone who does not work out
Tags too hot for AO3: 🍈🍈, 🍈🍆🍈, honestly there's not much more to say
I'm tinkering with my italy trip fic again, trying to finish my bingo card (this one is supposed to be "didn't know they were dating). I got very specifically tagged by @queerstark 😘😘
Take off is easier this time, Buck not as nervous as before, though he still squeezes the life out of Eddie and Chris's hands until they reach altitude. After that, everyone is up and down with sleep. Sometimes Eddie's awake for a few hours and he looks over to find Chris and Buck snoring. Sometimes, Eddie's down himself. Sometimes, it's just him and his kid. Chris gives him nods here and there, but they don't talk.
He finishes reading Heated Rivalry, glancing over at Buck and being glad to find him asleep. There was so much sex—sex between men, no less—and Eddie felt itchy with it. Not in a shameful way, but in that restless pulling way he gets when he's horny and pent up. Every time his eyes land on Buck's sleep-slack face, the feeling flares white hot in his stomach.
Oh.
Tagging: @poledancingghostson @circledwithaheart @lesbucks @eddiesstabwound @bedsidebuddie @sunflowerbuckleys @redrosydiaz and anyone else who's writing something please tag me!!!! i wanna readdddd
So here's another snippet from vision board blues. I'm finally nearly done with the bit where they're showing off their vision boards! (Don't ask how long I think this fic will end up being, I have fears.)
“Do you want anything else?” Maddie asks. “Anything… other than being a firefighter?”
Buck came prepared for this. He read a bunch of articles on how to make vision boards—one even tried to give him malware, which he doubts is universe approved. All of them suggested a wide range of topics. That’s why he has a picture of banana bread on his board.
He points to it. “I want to perfect my banana-carrot bread recipe. Eddie—”
“Oh my god,” May mutters.
He ignores her. “Eddie loves both banana bread and my carrot cake, so I’m trying to figure out how to combine them. And make it high in fiber.”
“Why?” Karen asks.
“Fiber is—”
“Don’t,” Maddie interrupts. “Karen, do not give him an opening to talk about fiber.”
“Everyone talks about protein, but fiber is so important,” Buck says. “Staying regular is essential—”
Athena holds up a hand. “I’m going to stop you there. Go back to talking about Eddie. Please.”
Buck ignores her. “Fiber is also—”
“Buck,” May says. “I am begging you. Please tell me why you have a picture of Eddie with a heart cut out around it.”
“Badly cut out,” Athena adds. She isn’t wrong, but Buck tried hard. It turns out precision cutting is harder than it looks with kitchen scissors.
A great excuse to get his knives and scissors sharpened again, but still: harder than it looks.
“Eddie is always telling me I need to take care of my heart,” Buck explains. “Since I, you know, had everything with the lightning strike. He’s always sending me these healthy heart challenges he found on Google Images.”
Eddie loves Google Images. He thinks if he only looks at things there, he won’t be tracked. He keeps electrical tape over the screen of his Hildy coffee maker when he isn’t using it, but he loves Google Images.
Buck smiles at the picture. “So I’m manifesting heart health.”
Tagging @zinnydark because I think everyone should immediately demand info on a new fic as soon as one is posted. And also anyone else who would like to do this, please feel free to say I tagged you so I can come be excited on your snippet.
i have been tagged by……… so many people in WIP games but i have been going through the horrors with work and have not made any significant progress on things 😭 i did realize i have eddie’s secret tattoo fic almost complete (except the ending ofc) that i had just totally forgotten about, so have a little snippet of buck losing his mind to maddie:
He’s feeling crazy. Buck is feeling crazy because his—boyfriend? partner? they haven’t exactly defined the relationship yet, and maybe that’s another red flag Buck’s been ignoring—Eddie is avoiding sex.
Once is whatever. Twice is suspicious. More than three and Buck’s on the verge of a nuclear meltdown, banging on his sister’s front door before nine on a Saturday.
“I told you to go potty before you lef—oh!” Maddie freezes mid-sentence, swinging the door open wildly. “Buck.” She blinks at him. “What are you doing here?” Maddie leaves him in the entryway, walking through the living room. “Did we have plans?”
He ducks around the corner, surveying the house. “Uh, is Chim here?”
“No, he took the kids to the park,” she calls over her shoulder. “Why, what’s up?”
Buck trudges after her into the kitchen, feet dragging. “Eddie doesn’t want to have sex with me,” he says miserably. This whole thing is miserable.
“Whoa, and good morning to you.” Maddie beelines for the fridge and pulls out a bottle of orange juice. And also, notably, some champagne. “It is way too early to be doing this without alcohol. Mimosa?”
“Nah, I-I’m good.”
“More for me then.” She shrugs cheerfully and starts pouring herself a glass. Once she’s got the ratio of juice to bubbles right, she motions to Buck. “As you were saying?”
“I… I think Eddie doesn’t want to be with me.”
“Hmm,” Maddie hums.
Buck narrows his eyes, frowning. “What ‘hmm’?”
“Nothing! It’s just—” She tilts her head, considering, and points at him, punctuating each word with a wave of her finger. “First you said he didn’t want to have sex, and then you changed it to he doesn’t want to be with you.”
“W-well, yeah.” He shrugs. “They’re the same thing, right?”
“Are they?”
“Yes, Maddie. At least, that’s what it feels like.”
Maddie arches a brow, taking a sip from her glass. “And have you talked to him about it?”
“What am I supposed to say? ‘Hey, Eddie, is there a reason you flee the room every time I try to take off your pants?’”
Her eyes go wide. “He flees?”
because it’s been so long, i’m retagging all of the wonderful people who i owe: @soupfic @hawkslonggoodbye @eddiesgayladder @coldbam @bucksgreyhairs @zinnydark and anyone else writing now, i wanna read it!!!
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For the tropes rating game, how about: meet ugly, royalty au and proxy sex
Hi Tej!!! Happy Friday <3
meet ugly: B
I definitely rate a good meet ugly over a meet cute, but I don't ever think to seek them out. So I'd be thrilled if it's the way they meet in a fic, but I'm not seeking it out. Excellent aspect of how Buddie met, though, and I love when fics still include Buck's jealousy and posturing if they rewrite their meeting.
royalty au: D
I think I've genuinely only read one royalty au in all my years of reading fic. I'd probably dive in on a rec, because I'm not against it, but it doesn't speak to my soul. Weirdly, I absolutely loved The Princess Diaries series, but apparently that royalty vibe didn't stick. (My love of epistolary did, though.)
proxy sex: B
This one's rating is totally a reflection of how easily influenced I am. I would've probably been neutral or even slightly opposed, but @exhausteddiaz got to me. I love proxy sex now. I'm still not really seeking it out on my own, but if she recs something, I'm there. Give me pining and mess and a character doing anything they can to be close to the person they actually want, or pretend they're distracting themselves or moving on, when all they're really doing is risking burning it all down.
tagged by @mihidecet and @tweetsongs, thank youuu 💖it took me so long to reply. my brain has been mush bc it's been 37 degrees here for one william years
also repost bc i forgot to change the survey time
What Explains All This
i have adopted every stray kitten i've come across (two nickels)
co-wrote several gay rpf fics with a friend about two of our teachers at
spent 50 hours painting the LOTR map on my (rented) wall on a whim
went on a 18h roadtrip to spend one singular night at a festival
cried at the grand canyon (ron swanson would be proud)
did a 180 on my career plans after One Debate Class 2 months before grad
Voting ended onJul 2
np tagging uuuh @sunflowerbuckleys @eddieeddieeddieee @hawkslonggoodbye @exhausteddiaz and sorry if you've already answered a tag for this lmao