Nullification

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Name• Exhaust / Null

She/her, They/Them

Unlabeled

18 years old

everyday blog will prolly talk Abt Ed issues n sh if it gets bad ion know

5'3

I like art, writing, music, and video games

Trying to be active more (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

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my life is significantly better when my music is so loud my head starts 2 hurt n im surrounded by my fav color

One day i won't be here, and my mother will come to my room at 6:30 and she will see me lifeless on my bed. She'll tell family but not my friends, the ones online will think I'm ghosting for a bit again, the ones in person will assume I'm sick. I don't know how long it would take for them to notice im gone permanently, they'd have to figure it out at some point but I js can't imagine them finding out. I don't know how they would. I wouldn't tell anyone, that defeats the purpose. I want to kill myself so bad. It's all I want it's all I think about. I know the relief I would have once I know it's working would be immense, and I could finally untense my body. Nothing is stopping me except for my nerves. And those are wearing down too.