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Stephanie has spoiled me since I’ve been home from the tour. I couldn't ask for a better woman in my life. I love her and no one can tell me differently. 

I miss Stephanie and can’t wait to get off of this tour. I just want my woman back in my arms. I called her tonight and she sounded like she had been crying. I think she misses me too. 

Spending Halloween with Steph and her kids. Looking forward to it and hope they like me. Nervous but happy.

I’m looking forward to spending Halloween with Steph and her girls. It’s been a fun time and I wouldn’t change a thing. Maybe after the new year, I’ll ask her to move in with me. I want to be careful but I think everything is going good.

Everything seems to be falling in place and now I’m going with her and her girls to Halloween Horror Nights. I think I can do this. I can love again and I can love her. It all makes sense.

I’ve tried to shake her from my mind but she refuses to leave. Do I love her? I know I had a crush for years but this feels like so much more. I know she loves me. She tells me so. I think I do.. I love her. I should tell her and show her more often.

Stephanie want us to live together and get a place in Iowa. Live together.  It shouldn’t scare me and yet it does. It’s not her... she’s wonderful.. I’ll figure it out and I’ll let you know.