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mdni !

/ basic info -----

name : excavator (dig!)

age : 20

pronouns : he/him !

gender: TM/trans man xd (on T for 2 yrs+ yipee)

sexuality: pansexual / demiromantic

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interests : truck and bus simulation games, urban planning, networks and routing, studying (all be it i get distracted super quickly !), drawing (ink!)

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Dynamic: Switch (Sub-leaning 60%~)

Kinks: Forcemasc, Hypno, Breeding, Bondage, Free Use, Breathplay, Latex, CNC, Dumbification, Cum (??) and Cocks??, Praise (lots !), Degradation and Humiliation (in gentle amounts xd), Clicker Training ?!, Medical Kink, and more ?!?!

Limits: Scat, Puke, Blood, Gore anything that hurts really bad (ig anything that isnt spanking ?)

err Approach as a Dom (??): Gentle but firm, Tasks, Less of it being sexual tbh

i think that this uh place needs for forcemasc in the world thus i shall provide >:)) or join in. but ya! main purpose is platonic friendships xd i think its really hot for forcemasc or just, general domination or dynamics to intersect w/ self improvement.

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er, ik this is supposed to be just a nsfw acc but i hope u guys don't mind some feelings

lately, days have been blending together - laying in bed with no aim or objective. its haunting. i've been quite lost. it doesn't quite help that i don't have a community - it's hard.

im just lost. really lost. man, i need to get comfy in my skin again.

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yall im on uni break and i have forgotten what the normal baseline stress level is supposed to be. ive never felt my mind so free in so long this is crazy !!

mb it's because of my program but i never had the time to feel the desire to create (i love drawing and tinkering!) and i've just felt so disconnected with my own program and.. myself.

its just nice to feel free for a bit.

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tooesoteric2tboy

Taping a trans guy’s pussy shut so he can learn to fuck like real fags do. Frotting with him and jerking him off, whispering about how big and hard his dick while my stubble grazes his cheek. Telling him how much I love his cock and that if he wasn’t such a faggot some guy would be lucky to have his dick inside of them. And then I’d fuck fold him up and fuck his brains out.

tooesoteric2tboy

I want a trans guy bate bro like we missed out on the adolescent faggotry but there’s still time ! I wanna slap you bare ass in the locker room and make fun of you when it giggles. I want to pants you in the locker room and make fun of your pathetically hard cock. I want you to come over and jack it to porn with me man. I won’t look if you don’t, I mean unless you want me to ? I want you to watch me fuck my fist while you jerk off next to me. And then I wanna use all the fucking precum you leaked into boxers to open you up, it doesn’t even have to be gay?

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pawsnsaws

Laying him out, pulling his boxers down and gently petting at his cunt. Telling him to focus on my voice, not his pussy.

Speaking filth into his ear and commanding he clench his hole 5 times for when I speak a sentence. If he forgets or gets tricked where i act like i'm about to speak, his dick gets a smack, and he's scolded.

Letting him be reminded how empty and exposed he is until he begs for me to breed him

yearning and needing a tboy against me, frotting each other's cocks, feeling it getting hard fuck. slick pooling, drool dripping. humping like bitch boys in heat. cock heads getting rubbed raw.

awww, stupid boys, can't control their needs. just need to hump.

#t4t mlm #ftm top #forcemasc #ftm #ftm switch #trans ftm

i feel like am not chronically online enough bcs i literally don't understand so many abbreviations or referencrs <//3

it makes it so awkward to make friends in here lmao ... cue silence for a while ;;

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alientboy

i hav so many cool hobbies! like jerking off. and sleeping. and crying

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beezzenlibra

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this is my first post of yapping, if you'd like to keep this out of your feed, blacklist #excavator.feelings xd

perhaps its my lack of decisiveness or uh, maybe the people pleasing tendencies asian culture has given me (the utmost goal is to maintain the status quo / keep everything harmonious)

there's always that sort of 'drop' that i feel when i have to explicitly forbid people from talking to me as i'm reduced to "just a picture dispenser." it sucks to have a good conversation and to be splashed with ice cold water like so.

it always makes me feel empty the first few hours or minutes. though, i do know how to take care of myself, it still sucks, and makes the world feel a bit lonely and ingenuine as time passes by. it sucks. sigh.

tbh. all i've always ever yearned for was a friend.

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r3pr3ss3dandd3sparat3

the idea of my poor dripping hole getting ignored and being held down and forced to let my asshole be used because "thats how real boys do it"

stinky-ouppy

Hm. Thinking about being owned by a group of guys. Maybe two or three and you all live together. And of course you don’t have to work or pay rent or worry about anyyyyything at all (but maybe one of them sells porn of all of you just for fun) and you stay home and cook for them all day and they just love up on you and big cuddle pile when they all get home and maybe crazy sex where they take turns cumming in your ass and mouth (not ass to mouth, and if one of them does fuck you they clean themselves before oral don’t worry) and then eating it out of you and making out with you so they can taste each others cum and you… fuuuuuckkk… do you guys know what I mean? And every month they all team up and fuck you really hard and maybe bring friends as well… hm… and maybe this part is self indulgent but since I hate needles they all also have to cuddle me and be soooooo sweet while one does my shot. And after I get crazy head. Fuuuck. When can this happen to me :( but at least one of them should be a switch so on the occasion I feel dominant I can play with them as well. Huh. That’d be so nice ugh

desolate-dog

people pleaser sub x dom who actually doesnt allow that bullshit

“oh its fine you can do whatever” x “if you dont tell me what you want im not doing anything”

scared to safeword in scenes x has safeword training sessions

dom who actually puts in the effort to train me and make me feel comfortable to stand up for myself

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