Aphelion

Introduction

uh... hi. been a while. im going through my posts to remove certain tags off my modded gposes/screenshots out of respect for the devs. some tiktoks have been privated as well, and i will probably complete this process on twitter/x. more updates: i did end up getting a new pc, quit my static, and took a long break from ffxiv as i did not enjoy the story as much as i had hoped. (due to pacing issues and a more "tell not show" approach.) i also lost a lot of my mods when i transferred over to my new pc as i wanted a fresh start because i had so many mods that i didnt really use. i'm not sure if i'll fully come back to posting regularly on here, tiktok or twitter/x because of other content avenues and life responsibilities, but i might post here and there. i am slowly coming back to ffxiv and trying to find ways to enjoy it again. i think i needed a break after logging in every day for years. i'd love to see what everyone's been up to while i've been away ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

im still fucking mad that my previous endocrinologist told me that i was hyperthyroid because i was shaking when he was looking at my hands, even though I had been diagnosed with POTS which causes the shaking/tremors and was insanely anxious at his office. no other information. just that i was shaking & my tsh was normal (probably because i was stable on medication!!!)