Exa

I was still in denial but it had been days and I had to do something, had to take some step to push myself towards the “Move On” bridge. I dragged myself in the washroom and stood under the shower. I washed away your smell off my hoodie. Hoping eventually I would forget how you smelled. It worked. I don’t remember how you smelled anymore but only how broken I was.

We won't always understand Allah's plan but we need to trust Him completely and instead of questioning everything we need to be patient and wait for the events to unfold and In'Sha'Allah things will fall into perfection. [ Via @exascribbles ]

Sometimes when things are not going well, we loose our patience, we feel sad and depressed, anxiety takes over and we start doubting everything. While this is a very natural reaction to worries, the best time to observe patience and sabr is this one. The best time to show our faith and strength of Eman is to have sabr in the toughest of times. And In'Sha'Allah Allah will bless us with peace and recovery soon. [ Via @exascribbles ]

We worry and stress about certain scenarios while Allah is planning the best way to resolve them for us already. All we have to do is sabr and Allah pak makes the way. SubhanAllah. [via@exascribbles]

Unconsciously/Dreaming while sleeping I was ill wishing for people who have made my life hell deliberately knowing very well and also secretly wishes that they don't get accepted but that somehow Allah pak will know how hurt I am because of them. What kind of traumatic stuff is my mind on yar?