Tell Me What I Want To Hear

Something has changed between us. I can't put my finger on what it is exactly, but its not how it used to be. Everything is weird now. I still want to be with him and hold him and kiss him, but I find myself retracting at the same time. When his arms wrapped around me I didn't feel that warm safe feeling anymore, it felt strange and unfamiliar. When we kissed I didn't feel the butterflies in my stomach like I always do after not being around him for long periods of time. I feel as if I'm one of those puzzles in a magazine where you have to look at the two pictures and find the differences between them. We don't feel like us anymore. The past two weeks have been extremely challenging, maybe we just need time to try to get back to normal. I want us to get back to normal.