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Dazed & Confused, I can barely watch to news..

Feel so behind, like at every turn I lose!

Can't seem to pick up the pieces, I can't seem to stop limping... looked down and it was more than a bruise.

More like a amputee, parts of me are becoming obsolete as I BECOME and develop in the streets I come from... riding down 5th Ave, envisioning all I wish to Have

Desiring to trail blaze a path for the little me and the little ones of the streets, who desire to be more than a Product of Pain.

The ones who grow in the rain, the roses of the concrete jungle, the ones who often mumble and unintentionally fumble because life pass this... seems so unreal.

We learned to feel- NOTHING. Not a thing at all. It never felt like a rise but we sure know how to Fall and Land...even when we can barely stand, we can bare the weight of the hate while the world predicts our fate and we all wait for the day....to be all we can be, to see that we aren't lost and confused but used as ponds in a game created for us to lose.

So I must choose to contemporize the news, illustrating and illuminating US the ones left in the dust.

I know, I know the temperature ain't always perfect

You WIN some you lose some.... I'm just trying to have more WIN(S) than loses...

Better Lessons, less talking ...

More Actions, no halting

I always think about what I need to do better, not what I am good at.

Better Self- Talk MUCH?

I always say i wanna be better...what is that? What does that really include?

Man I feel a whole lot of ways and I have been feeling this way for far toooo long. I feel so out of place, so uncomfortable, so lost, so hidden, so buried, so just SO but really not in a good way.

I just got back from a bomb relaxing retreat (s/o to the workplace). At a glimpse of reality, I got irritated. The fantasy was gone and I'm not sure how to transition back. Man it's so much on my mind. I need to understand familiar boundaries:

What are healthy boundaries?

What does my role in this family look like?

How do I want my life to look outside of others?

02/22/2023

Just because they didn't... doesn't mean you can't.

I Think I'm So Cool

AND

NOT

at the very Same Time

. . . Ppl think I'm reserved and private (truly just learning how to be).

But how do I explain this. Who understands?

The moment you take that first step . . . little little seeds of courage begin to sprout in your heart.

Connect to the Source

Future Planning & Goal Setting

Communicating & Transparency

True Self- Develop| Learn & Apply

Review, Reflect & Redefine Relationships

It's a trap, a vicious cycle, a pathetic path paved in past...

Nothing Happens Until You Decide . . .