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I can sing so many love songs for a bastard incapable of feeling love

If you were to understand me better you'd need to listen and really read into the lyrics of my hand picked old polish punk rock songs

#I may have music skills of a brick wall #but I can sing you the entirety of kołysanka dla nieznajomej woken up in the middle of the night #jokes on you I don't sleep

goddess--cannibal

"I can change him!" "I can fix him!"

I can eat him, how about that?

No I will not be answering your every phone call or message because I'm not a doll and being your child does not obligate me to putting up with your bullshit

#I don't smile or look pretty on command #I bite #is 400km away not enough?#watch me disappear

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Am I healing? No. Not in your weak capitalised understanding.

I am the same fucked up bastard as I was before, I am still suicidal, I am still coping in so called "unhealthy ways"

But it's my own process and you can't tell me shit

#I will fight god

I hate it when Tumblr gives me notifications like "Hey marten you've reached a milestone of this amount of likes or this amount of posts"

Stop counting my rampage! Stop boiling it down to numbers!

#I will not tag shit in any understandable way #if you manage to catch me posting my thoughts before I delete them then you're lucky

Am I abusing substances or am I using pharmacology to my advantage? In this essay I will..

People who don't engage in any form of creative process will always judge you for how long it took you to do something

"Oh you're getting to this only now?" " How long did it take you to do that"

Please be aware that you can tell those people to fuck off as explaining anything to them is a waste of time and they will never understand the effort it takes to create

#also remember you don't have to listen to what people think of you #you don't need anything from anyone

oxypill

*supposedly a good time* i can't wait to never wake up and live again

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Is it borderline mania or is it divine rage?

#path to enlightenment but it's setting the world on fire #become feral

On the ongoing quest of removing as much of my digital footprint as I can and becoming inaccessible

#I know I won't ever be able to remove all of it #but at least I can make it difficult for ITless idiots to look me up #become ungovernable #social media is a scam to keep all of your information accessible #become more secretive

Teenage raptor cat is having an actual influence on my indoor plant jungle ecosystem as his bullshit of knocking down plants forces me to propagate the broken off pieces

#need to catify the place more #it's not his fault he just wants access to that window #I need to make room for both his fat ass and the plants there

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there are feelings i never wanna feel again

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i would so go on a walk with you

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