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highkey homephobic that i still have to be doing school in pride month what is this bullshit

just had a serious mental breakdown and gave up on doing my exam tomorrow because i don’t want to fail and i’m NOT accepting to not have studied enough for it. i know i could pass if i did it, but i feel like i’ve avoided studying that specific subject for the whole year and i studied it very lazily (i passed the written part even if i studied everything the day before), however i believe it’s VERY important for me to do it properly. that’s uni, not high school and unfortunately all the things that i learn WILL be useful for me in the future💔

now i feel worse because j stayed away until the hour i would have stayed awake anyways to study but i just procrastinated 🥰istg i just make my life harder

stop i didn’t want my mental breakdown the night before my exam, i’m supposed to study.

i just am pissed because i feel like i’m not giving my best in uni and because i just am not doing a good job trying to “like” myself 💔

idk if i’m hallucinating but apparently a very hot girl in uni i noticed like two months ago was looking at me and my friend today…….and she also did a few other times in the past two months…

i hate french but i love this

:D

i will listen to it MAYBE

i hate french but i love this