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I wish life had worked out differently.
It’s been a very long time since I’ve written a post on here. So much has happened it’s hard to even believe I am still here.
The past few years have been a whirlwind. Up and down. Confusing. Angry at the world. Confused with myself and who I even am as a person. All them years that I found myself attached to one person so desperately and clinging onto them.. I finally had the answers I needed. I wasn’t mad or crazy. I was diagnosed with BPD only a few months ago. All my emotions I feel so intensely, so deeply. So deep they hurt. It feels every part of my body will break.
Many a time I’ve been close to the end. A few failed attempts. The darkness that has consumed me for more years than I could even count, finally came to a head. I didn’t want to do life anymore. I thought of all the people I had hurt in my time and how much happier they would be without me. Even now, most days are hard to get through. I live with Suicide ideation always. And yes, over the years I’ve learnt to mask my pain with a smile, I’ll never forget all the good people I was lucky enough to have had in my life. Each one, left a mark and a memory. I still miss them now. The pain is still there but now I have a new pain. A pain I live with everyday. And I’m just waiting for that next person in my life to leave me too.. Everyone says I have become stronger but I don’t think that’s true. They don’t know how much it hurts me to breathe.
I guess I’m not sure why I’ve written on here but as it always used to be, it’s my escape. Life hasn’t worked out the way I thought it would. I mean, I never thought I’d make 19, let alone 26. Here’s to all those who have still survived 🤍
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“The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd — The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.”
— Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet, trans. Richard Zenith

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You have survived every moment of your life, even the ones you swore you wouldn’t. This time is no different; you will last.
Meadow in my head.

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I’m too sensitive for this earth. I wasn’t made to exist.