just a painter and i’m drawing a blank

nobody talk to me my partner of nearly 6 years just did his first listen through of the hit album take this to your grave by fall out boy and he liked it i am overjoyed

listened to the (after) life of the party on loop while crying myself to sleep the other night just as god and patrick stump intended amen

so i was listening to the sugar episode of song exploder again yesterday and i cannot stop thinking about the incredible emotional intimacy of patrick saying that pete is a “closed book” about the events that inspired the words and then following that up with that he couldnt explain it in a different way if he tried. god. to be able to bare your soul to someone in that way and they just quietly get it. and then they sing about it on a stage. wtf is wrong with them

genuinely what the fuck did they mean they’re pretty boys for secret girls. genuinely actually what the fuck was that lyric about. i mean i get it was about being insulted(?) by the media for the emo movement at large being generally gender nonconformist for the time. but genuinely what possessed them to write that lyric and record that lyric and be like feeling very cis tonight folks

anyone wanna come over and play fall out boy covers with me

can’t watch pre-hiatus live show recordings because why is patrick wearing a scarf and a button down shirt AND a vest. did anyone ever tell him he’s allowed to perform in just his sports bra.

i wanna make little pipe cleaner dolls of the fob guys so i can throw them at walls and such

she’s an american beauty, he’s an american psycho, and me i also feel not so good