Stories and Poems

The first is a gray spiral notebook with a fox on it. My aunt sent it to me, a fox is like her spirit animal. She has them on almost everything. I use this as my life journal. I write small events and big ones I want to remember. I have taken to ripping out the days that have negative emotions. It helps me to put them on paper, but once they are there I no longer want to remember them.

I have a plain black one I recently started writing in. I'm trying to figure out a fantasy realm in it. It's coming along, there a lot of kinks in it and thankfully enough paper to work most of them out. Figuring out the rules of magic and what caused a curse that effects generations of families is a difficult task.

One has Shakespear on the front. In it I am writing a murder mystery. I've been working on it for years, the murder scene in it is probably my strongest writing. The rest of it is not falling into place. The binding on the book has nearly ripped out from all the abuse it has seen. I wont give up on the story even if the journal gives up on me.

Ready to work

Education is important

Safety is to be taken seriously

Planning events

One moment at a time

Noticing bad behaviour

Start on it today

I vote

Be reasonable

Learn the laws

There's truth in them now,

As my ears listen,

It’s so empty

The lines are lonely

Open and waiting is the space

It has so much potential

The emptiness is almost threatening

Fill this page with anything

Put hurt and anger on it

Failure?

Maybe it was

Or maybe it was progress

Why not put a happy memory on it?

Tell the page all about that day in the park

Write about the green and yellows

Put anything on it

My head is anywhere but present,

I am far in the land of make believe,

A few know how to find me,

There’s one that can even come directly into that land,

I’ve poured out my soul just now,

All those things I’ve never spoken before.

My secrets, I trusted them with you. 

Those were my darkest thoughts. 

I no longer want them.

Will you take them? 

I didn’t want those thoughts, 

Someone else put them in my head. 

Now I pass them to you. 

The one thing is,

What’s that?

It’s everywhere

There’s new all around me!

It’s perfect here

I am at peace

That is bright, you called it the sun

Water is clean and fun

How fascinating that is over there

All the things I can do

This is shiny, I’ll take it with me

My protector,  

He’s fierce

He keeps me safe

Nothing is going to go wrong with this,

Everything is always going to be this way.

Life will never be better than this here

Perfect!

I like this I will do it again

This is blue and I love it!

This is super-fast, I can make it slow though!

Those people they’re great

They adore me

How could they not? I am perfect.  

It’ll always be this way

Look what I can I have found

It’s new

Have you seen this?

Look at me!

It’s all about me!

Me!

I will do everything!

Show me how you did that!

I can do it now too!

Nothing is going to change