I Can Almost See It

I’ve always been one who typically is up for the day somewhere around 7am, rain or shine, cup of coffee brewed and ready to start me off, but I have to say, staying in bed all morning has never felt as good as it has lately.

I love staying in bed... If you know what i mean. 

You went out with Rachel before, did you? Did you sleep with her? I did. Once. Like… last year. But it wouldn’t be the kind of thing where, like… feelings would be involved.

Are you? That’s rich considering I’ve barely heard from you since I OD’d. I get it, I’m a crappy brother, idk what more you want from me considering I don’t give a fuck that you smoke. I was just bantering with you.

Originally posted by caroildanvers

Yeah, because I haven’t wanted to talk to you, or Milo, because being the brother of you both is exhausting and it’s okay for me to think about myself before I try and be the battered middle man between you both sometimes. Doesn’t mean i’m not happy for you, it means I want a break from being a freakin’ McIntosh — and you know, maybe biting at someone who’s just telling you that something is bothering them is half the issue. At least if you told me something I said upset you, I wouldn’t try and make it your fault. Give me a fucking break.

You’re like a super serious guy aren’t you? Blows cause you’re so hot.

Originally posted by mustang-is-blog

When I feel like it counts, yes. First impressions are important in a role like mine, i’m sure you understand.

It’s all good, i think i have some people to help me out.

That’s good news. How’s everything going with your sobriety? I know it can really rough but you’re doing a great job.

Video games? That helps? You don’t get bored of staring at a screen? My body is too fidgety to stay stuck on a screen, it like craves the outdoors. Like even in withdrawals I would have to sit on like my balcony to not go crazy.

Originally posted by hunterparrish

It does, actually. I know you like running but I suppose you can only do so much running. Maybe you should take up a sport?

Working with kids sounds awful.

Originally posted by johannawrites

It’s certainly a role more suited to some individuals than it is others — it can all depends on your position, though. Being a Headteacher or a Maths teacher can be a very different dynamic to being a Drama teacher or a sports coach.

And they say I’m the sensitive one… Maybe the drugs were bad for me.

Originally posted by timbradford

Okay, because that’s really making it better. Like yeah, I get it, you’re sober and i’m really fuckin’ happy for you and proud of you man, but you’re kind of acting like you’re better than me just because I smoke some weed and you don’t anymore. It seriously blows.

Maybe those are places i should be staying away from…

You’re probably right. I understand what it’s like trying to stay sober. It’s also the reason I usually just stay at home and play video games so I don’t get tempted.