Some Unholy Combination of Loyal Hound and Hungry Spider 🫀
Early 20s - he/she/it - transexual genderfluid
Trying the names Chiron and Varroa
This is an 18+ hard kink blog. Ageless accounts will be blocked; everyone else should engage at their own discretion. I don’t tag CWs, and if you don’t like what you see you’re encouraged to block me and forget about it.
I'm TME, but always always trying to be a better ally to my transfemme sisters.
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I subscribe to the PRICK (Personal Risk Informed Consensual Kink) philosophy of play. Trust, safety, information, and communication are the foundations for meaningful consent.
I'm partnered, but not exclusively. I encourage you to reach out if you find me interesting, I love making kinky friends. Asks and DMs are open!
I tend to lean more dominant, but I've been exploring my submissive and masochistic sides more avidly.
I'm probably a-spec and am working on figuring out how much I care about defining that identity.
In terms of actionable practices I'm into hypnosis, training, bondage (especially ropes), sadomasochism, sensory play (and deprivation), blood, breathplay, Omarashi, massages, photography and fetish art, latex, masks, and body marking/modification, to name a few.
The fantasies I'm into vary greatly. I can list some more tender entries like dolls, fairies, angels, pets, plushies, knights, princesses, service, worship, care and caregiving. However, I'm also into a lot of very strange and scary things like dissection, abduction, captivity, parasitism, encasement, spiders, butchery, vampires, ownership, mind breaking, and corruption. The best happens when both sides work together in contrast and tandem.
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There's just something so intoxicating abt the idea of being forced to cum against my will.
Like my kidnapper is slamming into me over and over and im trying desperately to not find it pleasurable cause its so degrading and humiliating, but my body knows what my true purpose is and betrays me and makes me orgasm on my r4p1sts cock and all I can do is lay there and moan and cry cause its so shameful but so good 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴
the intimacy of sleeping together, but not in a sexual way. the intimacy of feeling the warmth of their body in a cool room. their hands hugging you tightly. the intimacy of synchronized breathing. sleepy half-kisses. feeling safe. feeling warm. waking up and realizing how much you love them. how precious this is. finding the happiness on the tip of your fingers, brushing their hair. closing your eyes again. pulling closer. falling asleep.
Also vaguely related to clickers but sheepdog whistles are really cool but also from a training kink perspective absurdly hot.
Here's a tool I wear in my mouth with a design keyed into your ears so you can hear it through rain or snow from miles away. It's similarly been designed to fit specifically in my mouth, comfortably, and you can see when I'm wearing it. I use it to give a diverse variety of commands that you've been trained for years to follow, and I'll be delivering commands with it more or less constantly so you always know what to do.
When in use, you'll hear my commands as omnipresent, all around you, knowing exactly what I want from you, and you'll obey with neither thought nor hesitation. Your mind will be active throughout, anticipating my next command and working to deliver the right expressions and noises to your something-quite-like-prey. In many cases, you may understand the commands better than I do, understanding the craft better than I, but first and foremost you're trained to follow my orders, so you do.
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Okay so on the one hand my girlfriend has formed a pseudo-hypnosis doll girl tf subspace state it can turn on and off with a finger snap that makes me incapable of using first person pronouns and contractions among like a dozen other rules and i can't even get that to come off in otherwise stressful public environments and also it kind of feels like about 80 percent of my capacity to think gets turned off like I know where the thoughts would be but i reach for them and it's like grasping at air so it's just like a brain fog ditz state but on the other hand I made her less afraid of bugs so really I think I'm the one with the greater influence on its mind and personality and stuff.
i know it’s mean to make a sub use their brain to answer a question the way i want when i’ve deliberately made them stupid horny. it’s just so fun and cute to watch them struggle <3 and with gentle condescension help their silly little brain put a sentence together before i turn it off for them again
On the other hand possibly the best thing in the world is pinning someone down with eye contact alone. Holding an intent stare upon its eyes and watching it slowly buckle under the pressure. Watch the words die on its lips and watch its posture reconsider itself and shift downward. Watch it look away then look back, watch it try to find new words, watch it make its own fawning expressions in turn. Watch it reorient itself around the contact, watch it carve new grooves in itself for you to grip, watch it cut into pieces and feed it to you on a platter. I try not to play with it too much, as it can be so deeply cruel to do so, but at the same time it's so deeply hot.
domming is great until you hit a decision fatigue wall likeeeeee i think youre a fucking grownup and you can decide whether to cum or not on your own. be proactive for once
disturbing amount of people being like “you’re a bad domme you don’t deserve to domme” girl ur a bad comedy audience you don’t deserve to heckle get outta here
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the intimacy of sleeping together, but not in a sexual way. the intimacy of feeling the warmth of their body in a cool room. their hands hugging you tightly. the intimacy of synchronized breathing. sleepy half-kisses. feeling safe. feeling warm. waking up and realizing how much you love them. how precious this is. finding the happiness on the tip of your fingers, brushing their hair. closing your eyes again. pulling closer. falling asleep.
hey sweetheart, come here for a second (with the intention of getting you all pliant and fuzzy with heavy petting before edging you until you’re crying and begging and completely brainless for me)
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I guess I've read various essays that talk about desire in terms of 'the chase' or wanting what you don't have but losing the desire once you have it. I think there's a kernel of truth to it. In particular, I think the brain tends to see 'near success' as a cue to allocate more resources and 'consistent success' as a cue to allocate less. Which has the net result of making it so that desires end up gradually lessening if the thing they desire is acquired. idk. In any case, no, it's not really a "love of the chase" or a "chastity kink" thing or whatever. I have zero interest in you finding any release. I like winding you up mostly because I like the power and control of it, but it's not truly important. Mostly I just like reaching inside of you and getting to do whatever I want with you, and this is a pretty direct route to that.
it's interesting bringing up some transfeminist theory to my drag race watching cis therapist thinking she'll disagree but then she just starts spitting incredible transfeminist truth that would cause 100 years discourse on tumblr.
she was telling me that all her transmasc clients have soared up through their careers and have private insurance, while all her transfem clients are financially struggling and are on state insurance
she was like "they transition into privilege and patriarchy is happy to accept them as men" and what's awesome is she said her transmasc clients generally understand this privilege and use it responsibly, including in support of trans women
and you know to be clear these aren't even things I would have said. I mean there's definitely Nuance at the very least. if I were to say the "transitioning into privilege" and "being accepted by patriarchy as men" things myself I'd want to be able to prove them out relatively rigorously, and I haven't done that, so don't take this as me doing a full cosign on these claims. but damn, she did just kind of say them