Itâs not that people donât know whatâs really happening. Quite the opposite, people feel it. This drone like mind numbing state that were in. This feeling that we try so hard to shift but no matter how much sex, drugs, reality television, celebrity gossip and shopping we try suffocate ourselves in it's right there. Itâs just thereâĻ.. so we drown ourselves some more, because really to breathe would be to see and to see would be to admit. Then what? See thatâs what scares the shit out of us, then what happens? And because we donât have an alternative, we canât imagine it at all. We go back to drowning because really itâs a lot better than not knowing the alternative and we convince ourselves, this is it.











