EUPHORIA

And if you’ve come to appreciate me as I am. I will trust you for all of my life. A bit dramatic but troue.

I found this note I wrote back in 2016. If you’re feeling this type of way about love, my hug goes for you. I know it hurts and it’s confusing. Yeah, it will slow you down. If you find yourself slowing down. Leave asap, please. So you can heal as soon as possible. I know it’s hard because you’re scared and what’s comfortable is there. Getting rid of what you got attached and accustomed to is like taking out a prick in the skin it fuckinng hurts but it’ll heal. I’m so glad the I didn’t end up with this person but I’m grateful for the experience. It taught me a lot and made me realize things about myself. Loving yourself is the greastest responsibility you can give to that vessel of yours.

it’s been an emotionally draining week. Situations in my life have been mentally challenging. In the midst of all the fragility and intensity, I’ve tried hard to find inner peace. It’s not easy but I’m trying. I’m kinda proud of myself for trying. There’s this quote that I found, “In every adversity brings with it an equivalent advantage”. It really helped. Everything passes. Good or bad. It can stay as a memory but its up to us to keep it alive. Truly, after a storm comes a rainbow. Even if there isn’t, look around -the dew drops, chilly surrounding and the sunlight creeping in will remind you everything is resilient. The trees, the flowers, the soil and everything. Amidst the chaos they keep still and is totally awake in the now.

It’s been a while.

You don’t have to try so hard.

i’ve been caring too much about myself lately. is it a good thing? sometimes i don’t even care at all. i’m such a walking contradiction.

words of the wisest man, min yoongi 💜

‘bounded’