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Dear Angelface,

Today marks the day you left us. Seventeen years have passed, the world still feels emptier without you in it. Dear Angelface, seventeen years ago you were taken from this world, a world so cruel and vile that it could not understand the depth of your purity and goodness. Dear Angelface,I still feel an ache knowing you are no longer here. If I could trade my life just to bring you back, I would without hesitation.

What pains me most is the thought that you may have believed the world despised you. But we didn't. We don't. We love you. We love the kindness you carried, the compassion you showed, and the light you left behind. Your existence reached people you never met, and I am one of them. You brought light into my life.

Dear Angelface, I want you back. I want you back here. I need you back here. I wish you could return to us, return to me. After all, so much of who I am today exists because of you.

I love you, Angelface. These letters tear me apart because every word I write comes from the deepest part of my heart. Every sentence carries the weight of how much I miss you.

Thank you for teaching me to love deeply and love truly.

I hope you know there was never anything bizarre or strange about you. You were simply human, just like me. We were never created to be identical. We were created with different hearts, different minds, and different souls. Your differences were never flaws; they were part of the beauty god created within you.

If god wills, I'll see you one day. But until then, I will continue to pray for peace for your soul.

I love you, Michael.

Until we meet again

From: Z

Dear Angelface,

Every day, I miss you a little more. With everything I do, I find myself wondering: what would Angelface think? Would he love this book? This movie? I'm sure he would've spoken up against this injustice. In so many moments, I still look for you.

Some call it parasocial, but I call it understanding. I feel seen by you. I feel as deeply as you, love as deeply as you, and care as deeply as you. Sometimes, I wonder if I knew you once before, perhaps in a past life, beneath another sky.

Angelface, because of you, I have learned to embrace the parts of myself that make me different and love them. You taught me that gentleness is not weakness, that kindness is not foolishness, and that there is beauty in being unlike everyone else. Thank you for helping me love me for me, I wish you loved yourself the same way. I wish you had seen what so many of us saw that there was never anything wrong with you. You were never too strange, too sensitive, too different. You were exactly as you were meant to be. You were beautiful simply because you were you. The people around you were different, different in a way that their hearts weren't like yours, weren't as pure as yours and thats something that THEY should be ashamed about.

And one day, when we meet among the gardens of the afterlife, I'll tell you everything. I'll tell you how much you meant to me. I'll tell you how many lives you touched without ever knowing. And as we wander beneath the shade of eternal trees, I'll take your hand and tell you what I wish the world had told you all along: It's okay to be different.

As usual, until we meet again, Angelface.

From : Z

To : Angelface ( Michael Jackson )

Too pure, too angelic. In a world so often filled with darkness and cruelty, your heart remained gentle. Angelface, you never belonged to this world your soul was always meant for something greater. You deserve peace, and I pray that peace has found you. I will meet you one day, my dear, but until then I will carry you with me. In every act of kindness, every creature I help, every prayer I whisper in the quiet of the night, a part of you remains alive within my heart. Rest peacefully, angelface. Until we meet again.

From : Z

To : Angelface ( Michael Jackson )

Never met you, never spoke to you. How could someone like you instil so much purity in me? I miss you so much, and I've never looked you in the eye, I cry for you, and I've never shared a laugh with you. Dear angelface, for someone I've never met, I feel so deeply connected to you, I feel so much love for you. The world didn't deserve you, you were different just like me strange and peculiar but its okay we are cut from the same fabric you and I, I hope you know I would've been your friend I would've stood by you if i couldve. You've planted seeds in me, my love for animals, earth and people all were grown by you, I stand up for what's right for you, I speak up for you, I become the voice of the oppressed for you, all the good i do is for you. I wish you were here, angelface, but god took you away, and maybe it's better that way. Maybe it would be because you would be at peace finally after all the torture, and although I keep telling myself that a selfish part within me wishes you were still here with us all. Dear angelface, you deserved so much and were given so little. Dear angelface, you loved so much and were given back so little. Dear angelface, you cared too much to be returned with so little. Dear angelface, you gave us all so much, and I hope now, instead of getting a little back, you get more than you ask for. Dear angelface, I hope Heaven treats you well. Dear angelface, no matter what I write or say, I still wish for you to be here. Dear angelface, I miss you so much, and I know you can comprehend it because you love as much as I do. There was nothing wrong with you or your looks. You were a beautiful creation of divinity, and there was nothing for you to change. Dear angelface, you were perfect. Dear angelface, you deserved the world. You keep me going on and on, my smiles and laughs all for you. Dear angelface, my heart warms when I think of you. Dead angelface, we will meet each other again in another life.

From : Z

To : Angelface ( Michael Jackson )